Chapter 4

Mel hung up the phone and left. She was going to give Johnny a hard time because she didn’t want Nsync to open for her

Mel: Johnny please tell me its not any pop act you know I can’t stand that shit
Johnny: what makes you think its pop
Mel: who knows with you and you know I can’t its not my type of music
Johnny: what about 98*
Mel: that was because I knew the boys and everything but it its Backstreet or Nsync I’ll kill you, how am I suppose to spend 6 months of my life with a fucking boy band
Johnny: watch your language and go to sound check because Nelly and the other act is done
Mel: whatever

Mel knew who her opening act was but didn’t much like it and really didn’t care as long as she was on her own bus or Nelly’s. She went out on stage and did her thing. She wasn’t aloud to listen to the opening act and they were going to meet at dinner. Mel was wearing something nice and was waiting for Johnny and her mysterious act.

Mel: is it a crime to come on time, come on I’m never on time
Nelly: settle down Mel probably traffic
Mel: ok whatever, I don’t like pop
Nelly: deal with it and hang out with JC he understands your problems, as do I
Mel: I’m not telling them
Nelly: you can tell them whatever you want and Johnny better not open his mouth
Mel: if he did which he didn’t JC would have stopped him
Nelly: your right now look happy because they’re coming
Mel: ok

They walked up to the table

Johnny: guys I want you to meet Melissa Siragusa and Mel this is Lance, Chris, Joey, Justin, and you know JC.
Mel: hi (smiling) you know Johnny I’m going to get you
Johnny: you do that

They all greeted each other but her and JC hugged and kissed. It was good to have him around in time of need. They all ordered meals except Melissa because she just ordered a salad because she went out with Nelly before the show.

Justin: is that all your getting
Mel: yeah why
Justin: aren’t you hungry after the show and all
Mel: no not really, I all ready went out to dinner before the show so I ate then
Justin: you should eat more than that your really skinny
Mel: you don’t need to tell me to eat because I know how to eat damn it because I do eat
Justin: whatever
Mel: awe what’s the matter you don’t have a crush on me anymore, if that’s the problem then I don’t care because its just a crush
Joey: you’re different then I thought you would be
Mel: do you all think I was going to be all sweet and innocent

Everyone except Johnny, Nelly, and JC shook their heads yes

Mel: well I’m far from that, I live my own life and it just happens to be like this and on the road and when living in the ghetto for 2 years changes a person
Chris: what’s the ghetto

Right then the food came. After they eat Melissa excused herself to the bathroom

Justin: she’s probably lying about the dinner earlier and she’s going to throw it all up
JC: bull
Justin: how do you know
Nelly: how do you know. I went out to dinner with her before the show and then she doesn’t throw it up.
JC: the only reason she’s so skinny is because of her past
Justin: anorexia or something like that
JC: I swear Justin you don’t know anything about this girl at all and don’t judge her for what she looks like because she hates that and its not right and I or Nelly ain’t going to sit here and tell you about her past, that’s something she’ll share if she wants to and because your friend hasn’t returned any of your calls doesn’t mean you should take it out on Melissa. 
Justin: ok sorry

Later that evening

Mel: where’s my bus
Johnny: oh yeah you got to bunk with the guys
Mel: I’m going on Nelly’s bus then
Johnny: he’s flying out because he’s got something to do
Mel: your leaving me with them
Johnny: sorry your bus broke down
Mel: ok whatever I’m not going to deal with this, all I want is to get some sleep
Johnny: ok sweet dreams girl.

Melissa got onto the bus. She had a bag and couldn’t wait to get back to her bus. She pulled out a lot of things and sat in the front of the bus not to be bothered.

Justin: why do you have this
Mel: what are you talking about
Justin: why do you have this
Mel: because you gave it to me
Justin: I didn’t give shit to you
Mel: remember 2 months ago at the airport
Justin: that was you
Mel: yeah
Justin: why didn’t you say anything
Mel: well from calling me anorexic I didn’t have time
Justin: but
Mel: don’t try to be smart because it isn’t going to fucking work
Justin: well just keep it
Mel: what are you pissed at me because I didn’t tell you what my job was
Justin: yeah
Mel: well you aren’t innocent either so you didn’t tell me
Justin: go to hell
Mel: been there its quite nice
Justin:  no

4 days later Justin and Melissa were at each other throats. They didn’t stop bickering all day. It was quite annoying. They were finally asleep. Justin awoke to something. He walked over to Melissa’s bunk and heard noise

Mel: (dreaming) no, don’t touch, please stop, I’m sorry, I’ll never do it again, please stop, don’t, it hurts, please, please stop, stop