Watch me be cavalier
I can not care.
Watch me not care.
I don't give a damn about being right.
I don't give a damn about redemption.
I want to burn in hell.I want flames to lick my flesh for every lie I've told.
I'll never be whole again. Somebody just love me.
I want to believe in something.
This is me smoking and hurrying up the day I don't have to do this anymore.
I am completely hollow;
He is gone, I am alone, I will never be whole again.
Watch me not care.