I'm not supposed to feel like this
When you tell me about your life and bliss
I'm supposed to like you less
I'm supposed to be turned off
But it all just makes me wanna drop
everything
are you listening


I'm not supposed to be this girl
When I think about you in my world
I'm supposed to love you not
I'm supposed to be turned off
But it all just makes me wanna drop
everything
are you listening


I have so much to tell you
You have so much to teach me
In my deepest recesses
You could always reach me
Take a break
Have a smoke
We're all just having fun
Life's not much like life
Cut it out, make me stop


I'm not supposed to
I'm not supposed to
I'm just too into you
I'm not supposed to
But I can't help it, I do


Give me a second to clear my head
Of the randy thoughts running,
Alone in my bed,
crying. screaming. bleeding. purely, only thinking
Make it stop,
Make it stop,
Cut it out, make me stop.
It all just makes me wanna. drop.
everything to be with you
To sin with you
to breathe with you
It all just makes me wanna


drop everything
are you listening
I'm not supposed to,
But fuck me because I do.


Promising
I'll stay away, I'll be a good girl
I'd never make you
I'd never tempt you
I'm not built for tempting
I'm not made for this
I'm not strong enough to handle your skin
Cut it out, make it stop
I'm sick of wanting to drop
everything
Am I listening
I have so much to learn
But you won't ever teach me,
cut it out
make me stop
Can you? Will you? teach me
to drop
everything,
i'll start listening
if you cut it out, make me stop.
April 19, 2004