My Poems
Ok heres the deal. My sophomore year was not an easy one as for as my social life goes. It was the year I got over my long time girlfriend of nine times and began to meet new people. So it was a good year in many ways and many memories were made. It was also a year of heartbreak and failure. I found the best way to vent my feeling was through poems so heres a few for you to read if you really want to.

Do you know the feeling?


Do you know the feeling?
When you like someone a lot
But you’re too afraid to do anything
And you can’t even talk.
Do you know the feeling?
Or even understand
How bad a person feels
When he doesn’t talk to you in band.
Do you know the feeling?
To be all held up inside
And every time you see them now
It makes you want to cry
The feeling hurts, it makes you mad
And there’s nothing you can do
Because you know you screwed up bad
And a lot more things then two.
It all started on that first day
And you thought it was love at first sight
But as you try to get to know them
Day turns into night.
The darkness scares you and surrounds you
And you suddenly crave quiet
Your stomach churns in fear and doubt
And in your mind there’s a riot.
And then she appears in front of you
And all you want is to talk
To get to know who she is
But instead you turn to rock.
You feel helpless, you want to die
You know what she wants you to do
But as she comes, passes and continues on
You body just wont let you.
And when she is passed and gone
And you’re still standing where you’ve been
You stood there and realized
That you blew it again
You realize that it’s over
That was your last chance
And then all you can do
Is turn around for one last glance
Right then you want to die
You feel like the worlds against you
The girl that you liked so much
Will never again walk next to you.
So do you know the feeling?
That eats at your inside
And never lets you forget you screwed up
And makes you realize.
Realize that rejection
Is near the same as death
And makes you hate yourself more and more
With every single breath.
Do you know the feeling?
Because if you don’t I do
That feeling that makes you cry and hate
And lives inside of you.
Do you know the feeling?
It is named many things
For me right now it’s heartbreak
And worst of all its because of me
Shovel

I was in a hole
Until you saved me
You pulled me out
And made me happy.

I cannot describe
How you make me feel
I finally have a relationship
That’s real.

You make me so happy
You mean more then the world
And I now know
That I found my girl.

Everything that makes you
Is so special
Especially the fact
That you’re my shovel.

You are so kind
And understanding
And your beautiful eyes
Are always staring

And through your eyes
That shine like crystals
I can see deep
Way down within you.

That’s when I realize
How special you are
You are my girl….
My shining star.

My time is precious
So much to do
But I’m so happy
I can spend it with you

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