Hokuto no Koibito's Room

Monday, March 15, 2004
Oh..God....at least?!
Playing Ro since 7 AM till 1 PM. Javu play with me. Its still 40% on base lv and 50% on job lv! I found 2 R ori and I give it all to Javu. He gave me a lot! Its not big deal for me. I meet some one strange. A priest. He looking for girl the real girl and he will ask her as his girl friends. And he will help her to increased her lv~! I test him. Umh.. he ask me to if I real female. And I answer yes. She said "LIAR!" I'm laugh. He asks me or what? hahaha very funny! And he asks me to call on his mobile to prove that I'm female. No way! I don't want to waste my money just for call some one who not I recognize! I reject him. And he not trust me that I'm female. Hehe I don't care! Even though Javu I never hear his voice! so for what I call him just for say that I'm female. Hahaha! Stupid guy who try to get Gf with that way! I'm forget how me and Javu promises to be a couple. But the important fact is we are couple now. And I will try my best to keep like this until end!
Btw, a BS wisp me and asks me to GB him. And his lv is 71! WOW! And he aks me to kis him. WECS? I answer that my kis is only for Javu and his alter. After few minuets he admit that........................... he is Javu which using his friends char! WECS? I'm shame! He know that my kis only for him. Hehehe.... is he kis only for me too? Erg.. I saw wedding dress at Morroc it cost 200k. and Javu said that it expensive. I knew it! My entire money not enough to buy it! He told me that he will buy all the equipment for wedding. At least, he will find the cheapest equip, and I will pay it! But Before that, I must collect my money to buy healing clip! Hehehe
Now my base lv is already 64, 10% and job lv 48 3%! Still long long long time to become a wizard! Hixs....

Sunday, March 14, 2004
My computer come!
My family bring me my old computer from Bekasi. They arrive at 6.30 AM. They only help me to bring it into my room at second floor (I bring CPU and monitor by my self). T_T And they went home quickly. Afraid stuck by Campanye(?). I must fix the ness by my self. BTW thx a lot!
My sis told me that my parents give us money to buy anything! So, we decide collect our money to buy scanner and Cd-writer! Wow... so my salary is canceled used. Hehehe I able to buy another B'T X manga! Wish me luck! Oh yeah...talk about B'T X manga, its already one month since I ordered B'T X manga vol 8&9. I'll call them the day after tomorrow.

Saturday, March 13, 2004
Neutron mad with me?!
Hixs.... Its rain again. I don't know can I go to Bekasi today. Mickey invite us (7 people who give him present) lunch at Japanese restaurant. Hehehe thx!
Becaus ethe rain is getting hard, We decide to go to Iewen, Christ and Johan kost! Can U guest that they have internet 24 hours? HOHOHO! On JOhan room, they boot Mickey char. And on Iewen room, they watch Ju On. Christ room is empty. So, I play RO on his room! HEHEHE thx a lot! I meet my boyfriends, Javu. We grup with mage who has healing clip.
I got some funny story. I sat down in front of CT and make chat box "Need grup with someone able heal. I'm lv 63". That time, someone, I don't know who trow away many Dagger (25 z) to floor. Many people get it. So I close my chat box and ask permission to take the dagger. No response. So I take it 2. Of course say THX to who ever he/she is. And I sit down again. Not take too long (I even not created chat box again). some one said that "ye...Shirei Nyampah...wek~!" Nyampah is if someone already attack enemy, and U attack it again, it call Nyampah. I confused. I'm on main city, no creature, no enemy. hahaha... When I see who's speak, she is Neutron. she already become knight. Great job! I think he angry with me! Hehehe... She's very childish! But Its ok! I'm not hate her! I hate Tessy! Hehehe
Because the rain not stop, my mother calls me not to go home this week. Ok mom! THX~!

Friday, March 12, 2004
On Phantom forum & Micky birthday?!
Another dubbing Indonesia fans send me an email. THX! She help me to find out many dubber list!
Me, D3v1, Eve, Joy, DeviFra, Peridot (Touda), and Alex collect money to buy Mickey Hotgame special Ragnarok Online Poster Edition and 1 mouth RO voucher. And he like it! Hehehe.....
On phantom discussion board, Rachel told me that my credits to her is free! WOW! A thousand thx Rachel sama! Or...I should call U Jyocyelin?
Buat yang udah membicarakan aku di forum....aduh.... aku jadi malu berat disanjung begitu. Tuh...kepalaku udah benjol2 nabrak atep karena ketinggian terbangnya. Aku gak sebagus yang kalian bayangkan kok! Shirei cuman manusia biasa yang juga matre dan gak tahu malu. Heheheh... Tapi Shirei sangat senang dianggap begitu oleh rekan2 Phantom sekalian. Tak ada yang lebih membahagiakan buat Shirei selain tahu kalau Shirei tidak dibenci. :)

Thursday, March 11, 2004
7 hours playing RO?!
it start at 11 Am and end at 6 PM. Heheheh Ugh..its very hard day! I hunt with Peridot. But her lv is too high. I can't help her to increased much experiments. This time, I buy hiding clip from Rachel. WOW! he gave me discount 50%! heheh.. so, I spend almost al my money on merchant character and get it. THX lot Rachel san! hide hide hide! LOL! Its still long time to get Healing clip. Umh...or at least, maybe Javu will get it? Hahahahaa
At 5 PM, Javu come ad we hunt o groups. But on sort meeting, I must leave. Thx all! Hehehehehe... oh yeah... now my base lv is 62 and my job lv is 47. My mony on merchant only 100k and I owe Rachel 50k! Daijobu, its ok! I'll find money again and collect it one by one! I KNOW I CAN! hehehehe (but It will take a long time!)

Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Ugh... I'm afraid his mad?!
My lecture asks me to finished some question on white board. After I finished it, he want to shake my hand just say 'congratulation' like what he did to other student. But I can't! I untouchable by men except my father, my grand father, and all my uncle. Er..of course my husband in the future. And can U guess what he say? "Arrogant! Don't want to touch by me! Do U think that U more holy than me? People is have similar status, and who knows I more holy than U do!" Ugh... that's not my purpose. All female can touch me even though we have different religion. Its ok! Hixs... I'm sad he said like that. He is nice lecture. Always joking in entire time. I don't know he joke or what. But in my heart, I get pain. Some thing that I hate most is hated by some one. But I'm not hate him.

Tuesday, March 9, 2004
Apa kita tak boleh marah?!
Sorry for using Indonesian language again. Its more easy than English. :)
Hari itu seperti biasa, aku chat di chanel Anima di MIRC. Saat itulah aku melihat nama yang gak pengen aku lihat. sebut saja A. Ugh... setelah berbicara sana sini, akhirnya masalah CD itu muncul kembali. Ah...kalau ingat bahwa CD yang paling kucintai dan tiada ada lagi di Indonesia ini dipinjem orang lebih dari 1 tahun, sangat menyakitkan. Apalagi dulu aku meminjamkan itu untuk minta tolong di burn kan. Mungkin bagi beberapa orang beranggapan mengapa hanya demi cd kita sampai harus marahan dengan seseorang? Ah... ini sebenarnya bukan masalah cdnya. Namun masalah kepercayaan. Bukan dengan 'kan cd nya gak aku rusak' atau 'kan aku gak makan tuh cd!' aku bisa memaafkannya. TIDAK! Aku tak butuh janji, yang kubutuhkan bukti kalau dia serius mau mengembalikannya padaku. Aku PERCAYA padanya dengan menyerahkan cd paling berhargaku padanya. Harusnya dia menjaga kepercayaanku itu dg mengembalikannya tepat waktu. Dia malah berkata kalau 'Kan cd ku jg ada di kk! aku gak minta2 meski aku butuh!' Duh..aku makin sakit digituin! Masih tertulis jelas di diary harianku kalau saat itu, aku hendak mengembalikannya kepadanya HARI JUMAT tepat saat aku selesai membantunya meng cut gambar cd itu untuk keperluan avatarnya. Tapi ia menolak dan mengatakan 'pegang aja untuk kk, buat jaminan, aku toh punya banyak cd seperti itu. Hehe kan tinggal di burn!' sungguh berbeda dengan apa yang ia ucapkan di main room yang seolah menuduhku wanita cerewet yang meminta cdku namun gak mau mengembalikan cdnya. SAKIIT! Aku terbawa emosi dan mulai mengetik dg huruf kapital. Ah....disitulah salahku. Aku yang biaasanya bersikap tenang, sekarang malah rusuh dan terbawa emosi. Seluruh orang yang ada di chanel itu (5-6 orang) langsung seolah menuduhku sebagai yang jahat dan kekanak-kanakan. bahkan ada B-Jo yang quit dr MIRC dg meninggalkan msg 'Sesorang yang mengaku dirinya baik, namun berteriak pada orang lain dengan alasan melankolis. Sungguh ironis. Harusnya dia mencari tahu apa penyebab itu terjadi.' Ugh... Ya... aku memang belum bia bersikap dewasa. Namun aku sedang mencoba. Aku berusaha tidak memebenci anak itu. TIDAK! Tapi tak bolehkah aku marah padanya? Tak bolehkah aku menghindar darinya untuk sementara sampai ia mengembalikan cdku, mengembalikan arti kepercayaan yang telah kuberikan padanya? Tak bolehkah aku menghindar darinya hanya untuk mencegah aku berbuat dan mengeluarkan kata-kata keras padanya? Tiap kali kami bertemu, selalu cd yang jadi bahan perdebatan. Dan aku malas untuk mengulangi itu. Sudah cukup aku memohon padanya untuk mengembalikan cdku! SUDAH CUKUP! Aku lelah! Memang mereka tahu apa tentang anak itu? Tau apa selain masalah cd yang membuatku marah padanya? Cuma 1 orang yang kukenal yang bisa memahami perasaanku. Karena ia juga dikhianati olehnya. Dengan cara yang sama. BUNKASAI Juni 2003, saat itu harusnya ia membawa cdku. Namun dia hanya berkata 'maaf kak lupa!' dan malah asyik melupakan aku dan bermain dengan ah....sudahlah...aku gak mau mengingat teman anak itu! Tiap kali kuingat aku merinding. Harusnya saat itu dia kembalikan. Maka kami mungkin bisa berteman seperti dulu, meski aku sudah tidak akan meminjamkan apapun padanya. Tak cuma aku yang tak suka sikapnya. dan banyak hal yang orang lakukan atas ketidaksukaannya pada dirinya. Tapi yang bsia kulakukan hanya mengatakan, 'aku tidak suka caramu meminjam barangku'. Kuharap ia bisa mengerti dan gak mengulangi kesalahan bodoh yang sama. Entahlah... aku sama sekali gak yakin! Bahkan kala ia meminta alamat ku untuk dikirimi cdnya, aku tetap tidak yakin. Karena kepercayaan yang telah kuberikan padanya sudah ia khianati. Ya... mugkin aku ini pendendam, mungkin aku tak mudah memaafkan kesalahan orang. Tapi buatku, kalau aku tidak suka dibegitukan, maka aku tak akan melakukan hal itu pada orang lain. Aku bisa saja memaafkan dia, tapi tidak untuk memberikan kepercayaan untuknya. Itu butuh waktu. Salahkah aku? Pelajaran berharga buatku sekarang. Aku sudah tak perduli pada cd itu lagi. Meski hatiku akan sakit sekali tiap kali mengingat benda kesayanganku yang hanya ada 2 di Indonesia lenyap begitu saja. Aku akan berusaha Ikhlas. Mama bilang, ini adalah cobaan buatku, sekaligus pelajaran bahwa JANGAN SEKALI-KALI meminjamkan barang kesayanganmu pada orang lain dg alasan APAPUN! itu saja...

Monday, March 8, 2004
Bye bye Healing clip!
Today Xiao Huei sold his healing clip to his family. Maybe his cousin. Hixs... bye bye... Hehehehe
I go to Angrek campus want to teach Japanese language Basic. How surprise me when I knew that it change become Basic 1! Wecs? I never learn it before. At least, even though I already pass it, but it long time ago! I'm afraid that I'm forget what I learn. I teach 2 class. More that what should I teach. :( I'm shame. I must be more prepared next week. I'll bring my dictionary!

Sunday, March 7, 2004
Its a lot Doi sensei!
This episode Rakundai Nintama Rantaro (ninja boy), is very funny! Beside that, so many Doi sensei act on this episode. Hehehe.... I'm happy!
At least my computer able to use again even though all my file gone. When I write this blog, I saw GENSOU MADEN SAIYUKII the MOVIE on Tv 7! Wecs? Tato senpai? So, I sms him and ask him to watch it know to prove that I'm right! Actually, I don't like his dub on this aime. Sorry, but I hope U'll be better in the next film! I'm Ur fans who always support U!

Saturday, March 6, 2004
Lv 60!
At least I got base lv 60! Its higher than my wizard lv! Hehehe with Xiao, we hunt Alarm. Kill them all! Hehehehe! I love healing clip! Hehehe! Now, my base lv is 60 and my job already 45! WOW! Its one lv again until I able to group with Peridot! Gogogo!
I borrow healing clip from him and told him that I will Gb my pen friends. But My friends doesn't come and its very lag! I hate it! I meet Warlord and Rachel. Rachel now our new phantom guild member! hehehe
When I want to buy carrot @ Izlude, I meet kind BS! He help me to buy the carrot with discount lv 10. I buy 500! And he give me Poring egg! Hehehe I buy Apple. But I need empty bottle! I only have 118! Any one want to give me?
When I want go home at Bekasi, rains fell down very heavy. I'm panic. I'm stuck on cyber cafe. HIxs.... At least after RO down and I ordered a cup of chicken noodles, I try my best to went home with D3v1. Its still raining. But at least not as bad as before. But that damn AC 26 not arrive even though it already 4 PM! at least it arrive at 4.30 PM after make me waiting an hours! Alhamdulillah rain stop when I arrive at East Tol Bekasi. I arrive at my home at 6.13 PM~! Its record! LOL

Friday, March 5, 2004
Shopping, my file is GONE, My friends will married!
I borrow ADOBE PHOTOSHOP 6 for WEB DESIGN from library! WOW! its cool! hehehe
I go to Citra Land mall, and but Adobe Photoshop 7 Special Effect, RO Cd, hanya untukmu manga from Gramedia. hehehe. Me, Joy and D3v1 buy birthday gift for Evelin. :)
Btw, another Kamal-senpai fans write email at me! Heheh I'm happy!
The computer center which fix my HDD, calls me and told me that she change with new HDD. But my file? OMG! Its all GONE! My B'T X Mp3, my print screen from RO, all my web file, Hixs... its make me sad!
But my friends Ifan, sms me and told me that he will marry Insya Allah next 9 May! I hope the best for him, and his future wife! :)
So many sms from dubber today. Heheheh

Thursday, March 4, 2004
I met Dai Shinsuke!
I hunt on CT. Dai Shinsuke wisp me. Who is he? He tell me that he is Dai who was chat with me on MIRC. And he asks me what tools that need. I told him, I need many thing! hehehe He ask my help to bring his thing for a while. I agree to help him. I go to morroc with my merchant character. And must killed my self to go to Morroc city. And I meet him. He lend me Penjinak Baphopet Jr, Penjinak Deviruchi, 1 Peco2 Egg, 3 Key of CT, 2 rough Elunium and money 150k! After our transaction finished, he told me that all thing is mine. He gave it to me! What? WOW! Thx a lot! Now, my base lv is 59! I think its already save to groups with Xiao! But when I want log out, he came. Hehehehe so I play 2 hours more with him! Warlord kick Neutron and Tessy from Phantom Revolution Guild. I hate Tessy, but I don't know about Neutron. I'm happy Warlord sama do that! Tessy is very un polite girl and always looks like arrogant people when she meet me! Looks like powerfull character! :( BTW, Peridot also hate her! hehehe

Tuesday, March 2, 2004
Got New friends!
I feel guilty with Alex (Quatro's and Fou's fans whick want B'T X Neo BGM). Because I think I give her a hope, but I failed to make it come true. :(
got many email which response my letter on Animonster 60! Hehehe thx all!
I look at my UAS point! THX God, Alhamdullilah, my point is higher than 3! So, my IP this smt is 4.416! Its worst than last smt. But not the worst IP that I ever get! Hehehe Not bad! But I hate my Calculus3! I got B! So many people get A! :( I must study hard this smt!

Monday, March 1, 2004
AC 26 its very rude!
If I go back at my kost in Monday morning, I feel like a fish presto! So many people at this bus! Even though I get chair, but I also uncomfortable. I arrive at 7.30 Even though my bag is totally heavy (I bring my Hard Disk), I went to Smile-game to play RO! Till 12.55, Xiao Huei able to increased my base level 2 and 1 job level. Now I able to group with him with equal exp system. I'm happy! Now, my base lv is 58 and his 68. He already 70% and I'm still 30%. Wow! Its very dangerous. If his base lv up, I can't groups with him again. I got Elunium. Not bad! But the best thing is, I got Aple O archer~! Hehehe
I read new animonster from my friends. WOW! my letter about dubbing appear! Hehehe I'm so happy~! Animons give positive response.

Saturday, February 28, 2004
Saturday on Kampus Kijang!
In the morning, I play Ro just for 1 hours. At 7 Am, Black with his wizard alter Xiao Huei come. We play for a while. I almost increased one level again. But its need 40% again. Not bad, 2 more levels, I'll groups as with equal exp system with him. I must study with my group to finished my our groups home work. But can U guess D3v1 came late AGAIN! She come at 8.30! late a hours than our promises! I don't care her reason she sleep late! I also sleep late but I able to get up in the morning and come on time! I think I should be playing RO until my level up! Sigh! I hate if some one not on time! Its make all become nasty!
It is the first time I'm learn on Kampus Kijang. Wow! It was Senior High School. I like it! Nice environments! Esp the basket ball and mini soccer field. Cool! But it looks noisy at my class than usual!

Friday, February 27, 2004
My first money!
Nippon club meeting. I got my first salary! hehehe I'm so happy! Not to much, but its bigger that what I thought before. Thx! I think if next smt I'll teach same class, I able to buy scanner with my own money!

Thursday, February 26, 2004
Another new friends from Polandia!
I got letter from 'Charlie Angel'. Buy Poster for my self and my sis birthday. I buy 4 posters. I got Fujiwara no Sai, Saint Seiya, Hyosoka and Dragon Ball Z! Umh.. ratter expensive! :(
I check my B'T X web. how surprised me when I see some one sign in! there many people enter that site and give me various comment at email. But its very seldom to sign in my Guest book! Hehehe. She asks me if I have B'T X Neo BGM when Quatro die. I 'think' I have it. But I loose my file, it also gone too!

Wednesday, February 25, 2004
My Slave drive which safe all my file, can't detected!
My sis call me and told me that my Drive F can't read! Hixs.. I save all my data on that drive. If its broke, I'll loose entire data including 5 web site that I build since 4 years ago! God help me!

Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Bad first impression promise with black to play RO for a while Since 9.30 till I arrive at college 6.30 AM. I put my thing at my kost before went at college. But MPP lecture doesn't come. :(
I check my Yahoo Mail. But its very slow! oh.. not only very slow, but I think its freeze! I write 3 forum till end, upload web, but my yahoo only able to READ 2 email and can't reply it! Oh.. I hate it! Can U guess, there is 25 new email that I must reply! Hixs... I hate U yahoo! Hehehe

Sunday, February 22, 2004
They come AGAIN!
I promise with black to play RO for a while Since 9.30 till 12.00. Hehehe... today they will come again. Who? Yup! Tato-senpai to Haryono-senpai. come again to my house. They promise me to come early. At least less than 12 PM. But at 12.03 PM, I got sms which told us that they will arrive at 15 PM. /swt! ^^; After long long waiting, and so many sms (they ask me how to go there with public transportation). They come. I give them my voice cassettes record. Hehehe Haryono-senpai hear it on my home. But Tato-senpai shine and decide to hear it at his own house. After eat Meat ball, and many cookie, they must go home because its already 6PM. Thx a lot! Don't forget to come again if U want to! :P

Friday, February 20, 2004
RO just 2 hours!
I promise with black to play RO for a while Since 9.30 till 12.00. But since last night, its heavy rain. Hixs... I'm sad! But GOD answer my pray. At 9.00 AM, the rain stop. And I went to Cyber (Bekasi) to lay RO. But I must wait around an half hours because it not connected yet! Hixs.... At least I able to play, and with Xiau Hue help, I increased 1 job and base level. Now, my base level is 56 and job level 42! sigh.. it will be such a long time to get job level 50. I tell him that I really want to hunt together with him. Not only GB with him. I want we have equal exp on group. And he promise to group with his archer if it already become hunter. I wish it will come soon! because his archer level still 26. But I think he will pass my mage level on a week! Like his mage character (I already level 45 when he created it, and now it already level 69). Hehehehe

Thursday, February 19, 2004
My First page!
After drawing on computer for B'T X doujinshi cover, I try to inking my latest B'T X doujinshi (7 pages) "Hokuto wa doko ni imasuka" (Where is Hokuto?). Ugh... Its ratter difficult. I'm not using water color to shading. because if it printed on magazine, the result its not too good. So, I decide to using dot system like used to be. Ugh.. its very difficult. I must very patient to make a million dot (U can count it by Ur self), to shading all part! But only one page, I'm give up for a while. I'm prefer to finishing my Alv Band site. hehehe Sorry Fathir sama, I think U should wait for a while.
HokaGo tonight is very touching part! Its black flash Sai's memory! Kyaaaaaaaaaa he is totally handsome! Yup! I'll ask Alex help to burn that episode on cd! Lex, I count on U! hehehe If I able to get the cd, I'll created so many Sai wallpaper! Insya Allah I'll upload it on Kireta! hehehe

Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Some one critics my Alv Band web!
My sis come home from cyber cafe. She told me that on Guest Book section on my Alv band site, there someone names "Orang Keren" (Handsome/cool people), wrote, that my web is very bad! He ask me to watch other artist web site! Umh... I agree that the web is bad. But I think because it not finished yet! Not all component add on the web. I'm not promoted it to other people except Alv People on my mailing list. And me my self not add the link on this web either. Hixs.. I felt so guilty with Alv Band. I can't serve something nice for them. Maybe Orang Keren thought that the site is Official Site for Alv Band. Hixs... I'm just stupid web creator who try my best to make a special web to my idol. And I think I'm failed! But I'll not give up that easy! I'll complete all my components as soon as possible. And make the Layout Better than before. Wish me luck ok! But one thing that I know right now, I'm not have a sense of art at all! Hixs

Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Oh.. its very cold here!
Yup! Since this morning, I felt very cold! The wheatear in rainy season is very cold for me! Umh.. I think it should be around 24-28 Celsius. Ugh.. I'm clumsy to take a bath. But I must! So, I push my self on bath room and take a bath! GOD! Its very cold! Hehehe Almost every day its have a heavy rain with a big flash from thunder! I'm a little bit afraid. The most impact is, I can't watched TV! Hehehe
But so many poor people in Java who must fell float enter their home. I hope they will pass it well!

Monday, February 16, 2004
First day in Holiday!
Even though already 2 days since Friday, I fell that today is my first holiday. Sigh... I don't know what should I do! I don't have mood to painting. So, I just read Game Station about Ragnarok Online. But my sis very happy because she accept letter for her first favorite Indonesian dubber, Hanis senpai. Umh...I think we should reply it ASAP.

B'T X

B'T X and B'T X Neo are old anime! Manga-ka behind this anime, is Masami Kurumada. He is also the creator of the legendary anime, Saint Seiya! B'T X mangas were published on Kadokawa Shoten Shonen Ace from March 1994 till Dec 2000, and the whole story was published in 16 tankoubon by Kadokawa Comics Ace. In the last part of 1996, the anime version of B'T X was made by Tokyo Movie Shinsha The 29 eps anime was shown on TV in Japan from 6 Apr to 21 Sep 96. Having succeeded in getting many fans, B'T X Neo was released on 21 Jan 98 in 14 episode! Hokuto is one of Shireishou who help Teppei against Kikaikou Koku Eliah. With other reishou, he fight until death! I love him so much!

Hokuto is the Best Anime Character 4 me!