Keping Pertanyaan

Merentas malam dalam kelam
Diam... terbisu dalam setiap perenungan
Langit terhenyak berbalut awan hitam menggantung....
Hitam... tak ada lentera yang menyala

Berjalan ragu menerjang ilalang
Berbisik lamat tak kunjung mengerti
Berharap kan ada yang menghampiri
Tapi semua hanya Diam....

Apakah langkahku sudah tepat?
Apakah aku sudah berdiri di tempat seharusnya?
Apakah ini yang terbaik bagi semua?
Lagi-lagi kebisuan dalam kepekatan menjadi jawaban

Aku tertunduk dalam cemas
Berpikir dalam kegalauan bantin yang terus memuncak
Angin mendesau lirih memprihatinkan
Bintang tak juga membantuku dengan sinarnya

Rengkuhan tangan hangat dibahuku menentramkan
Fou... Ron... Karen... mereka mendukungku
Membimbingku untuk terus maju
Bersama... atas apa yang telah kita percaya

Aku... mereka... bersama....
Dalam perenungan yang sama.....
Dalam pertanyan yang sama....
Dalam derita yang sama.....

Aku akan terus maju....
Apapun akhir dari jalan yang kupilih....
Aku akan terus maju....
Karena aku memiliki mereka...

Bersama.... Sampai akhir.....

(Gak kayak pusi ya? Mirip cerpen! hihihi.. bodo' ah! Hihihi (lagi egois Kaze)

About This Layout

This Layout created with Adobe Photoshop 7.0! All pic is taken from B'T X NEO VCD which cut by XINGMPVEG. This web, created by : Adobe Photoshop7, Macromedia Dream Weaver MX, Macromedia Fire Works MX and Microsoft FrontPage XP. BEST FIT ON 800 X 600 PIXEL!

My Diary on 2003
January
February 1-2 / 3 / 4
March 1-2 / 3-4
May  1-3
June-July 
August

Tuesday, 30 August 2004
My first Experience teaching!!
Haha.. Mukhlis help me much to teach in Syahdan and help me to control all equip. Thx a lot! I teach 2 class. First class is from Math-It major and Math-Statistic major. Second class come from Japanese major. Wew...! I'm ratter nervous. But it's ok! I can handle it! I'm waiting your portfolio link ok!
We got Hoka-hoka bento for lunch! WOW! hehehehe THX a lot!

Monday, 30 August 2004
My first Hunt with Peipei!!
At least, after 3 weeks, I never hunt with her, I can hunt again with her. Peipei is very famous. She is great priest. I wish I can be like her. But I can't. I only poor wizard. Job which always recognized as bad job, unsuccessful job and many bad mark. I'm jealous with her. But... Shirei is Shirei. And Peipei is peipei. I can't be like her. But I believe that I can bee good wizard in the future. Wish me luck! :)
Tomorrow I'll teach. Wew.. I'm not nervous at all. In fact, I'm clumsy to read the guide book! Wew.. I hope I'll not nervous tomorrow. And my stomach not getting worst! 

Sunday, 29 August 2004
Stomach Ace!!
All day I got stomach age. wew... monthly problem. Sorry my sis... I can't accompanied U to go to hospital. but in the afternoon. I took my new glasses. Red frame. LOL! My mother said, its better than my previous frame. hihi.. my minus is increased 1! Become minus 2 (Right) and minus 1,75 and Cylinder 0,25 (LEFT).

Saturday, 28 August 2004
My sis got bad illness AGAIN!!
She got week physics. I think she knew it. But some times she force her self to be the best in many section including sport. She ran marathons last Friday. And guess what! She collapse. She got bad fever! 39,6 Celsius! Her thrombosis is 180k from normal thrombosis is 150k! GOD... I hope it not DBD again. Its make me sure we will not go to Dubbing Seminar tomorrow. Mikel or Tokitou will go there. Asal kasih aku laporan aja gak papa kok!   

Friday, 27 August 2004
Dubbing Seminar!!
Aish-senpai send me sms. She told us that this Sunday, will be Dubbing seminar on TIM. I really want to follow it. Tokitou, Mikel and Ranoa maybe will following that event too. Hmm.. who will accompanied me to go there?
Btw, FGK love tame too! LOL! I think we have many same hobby, character and favorite. :P

Thursday, 26 August 2004
Briefing!!
Pif.. today is my last briefing. Next week, I'll teach new student. Kyaa... kowai yo! I'm nervous. Very nervous. But I'll be ok! Just wish me luck ok!

Tuesday, 24 August 2004
Hokuto on Italian version!!
Kya.... GS send on mailing list some url. Can U guess what url is it? hahaha.. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA... She send Hokuto Italian Voice down Load url. yep yep yep.. 4 file which I can down load. She make it for me. Kya.... I'm Very happy! Thx thx thx... Its not useless for me installing real player. kyahahahaha... But... there is a little different feeling when I hear it. hehehe.. none of his word that I can understand. hoeheheh... But from the BGM, I knew that its took on B'T X eps 24 and B'T X vol 20. :) Thx a lot!

Friday, 20 August 2004
WK Sari... I Miss U darliing!!
Haha.. I'm surprised when accept sms from new number. And it is come from WK Sari (Dark Raydow). Yes.. yes.. she is my first email friends who love B'T X like I do. She said that my post card already arrive. :) I'm glad to hear that. Oh.. do U know how much I miss u? Heheheh Thx for sms me till 5 sms. :) I'm happy!

Tuesday, 17 August 2004
INDONESIA INDEPENDENTS DAY!!!
MERDEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Tak banyak yang bisa kukatakan di hari istimewa bagi seluruh rakyat Indonesia ini! Hanya doa yang dapat kuucapkan pada sang Pencipta agar Rakyat Indonesia makin makmur, sejahtera dan tidak kurang suatu apapun. Mengurangi KKN adalah harapan terbesarku di pemerintahan yang baru meski aku gak yakin bisa. Golput? ah... aku jadi ingat Pemilu sebentar lagi. Apa aku akan golput karena capresku tak masuk putaran kedua? Naif? Ah.. entahlah. Aku bingung. Aku tidak suka menjadi orang yang tak punya pendirian. Melarikan diri dari pilihan. Namun... akankah aku salah memilih. Bukankah memilih seorang pemimpi juga akan dipertaggungjawabkan di akherat kelak? Aku bimbang... Mungkin aku harus Sholat Istiharah untuk memutuskannya. Namun sama seperti doaku sebelumnya, siapaun yg terpilih bukan masalah asalkan mereka mau bekerja keras demi Indonesia, seperti para Sahabat Nabi yang pernah mejadi pemimpin negerinya.

Monday, 16 August 2004
Ranma 1/2?!! My minus!
I want to see Naruto on Trans Tv. I'm shock when saw its change become Ranma 1/2. /swt Hmm.. I like Ranma. Maybe the first character that I like. I'm glad Ade Basuki who dub him. Not bad! At the first time, I'm Afraid Kamal will dub him. Alhamdullilah its wrong. Hahaha... wew.. but he dub Umh.. I'm forget his name. Dokter who loves Kasumi. Umh... The song is dub. Hoehehe... Its must be make many otaku mad! What the hell! I don't care anymore! I don't care what they said about dubbing. I learn to be very patient women to face them. Wew... but on dubber list, Ranma was dub by Combi. Wecs... Not match with Ranma images. wew... I think Ade basuki better. Combi is great dubber. But for Ranma, I think Ade Basuki is the best!
I went to hospital to check my eyes minus. Wew... The doctor is not friendly. He doesn't want to understand my reason can't use the 'checking minus glasses'. he only said, "So how?" With un friendly tone. Wew... I'm very nervous that time. I hate him! Yes... he is very different with eye doctor who done color blind test for me. She very friendly and help me to find way to put that glasses. Sigh... I'm mad! Btw, my minus increased till min 2 (right) and min 1,75 (left). Hm... Its bad!

Sunday, 15 August 2004
B'T Max AGAIN!!
My parents ask me to go to mall with them and my sis. haha.. its very difficult to ask me go to mall, but now, they force me. haha Its been such a long time since last time, we went to the mall together. Umh.. fisrt, we get lunch at street food court. Umh... What is 'pedagang kaki lima'  on English? Hehehe... We ate Rujak Cingur. Yummy! After that, we went to Metro Politan mall Bekasi. First, went to Matahari Dept Store to buy my sis Bag. When she and okaasan (mother) looking for bag, I'm looking for toy! LOL And U know what? I found Saint Seiya Action Figure! KYAAA totemo kawaiii! You will get personal character with their armor. But the armor also can combine it self. eg. Shiryu's armor able to become Dragon, Hyoga's Armor able to become Swan. Kyaaaa.... I want it ..I want it! Shikashi... good thing is almost sure expensive. And so it does. hix hix... Rp450.000! WOW! I don't have money! Better I buy Burning Blood Art Book! LOL
Umh.. on Doll section, I'm curious and enter. On behind that section. Place where almost no one will come, I saw GIANT SEA TURTLE DOLL! 1 meter long. And the color is GREEN! KYAAAAAAAA... Rp.75.000 Umh.. I'm thinking twice. What for? I don't bring money. Beside, I don't have money at home. I told it to my mother. She only laugh. "You like it?" She ask. "Yes.. but I don't ask it! Its expensive." My mother smile, "Ask your father." And in hurry I went to my father and told him with fast tone, "Father, there is a big cute giant sea turtle.. and it is green!" My father surprized buat he laugh too! "You can buy it your self." Wew... I'm happy. But I don't have money. My sis said, "ok! I'll help u Rp.25000!" My mother smile again and said, "I'll help R.25.000 too!" Kya.. that mean I only need to pay Rp.25.000 Kya.... tq tq tq.. now I have another GIANT SEA TURTLE DOLL! And this time, it's green.

Saturday, 14 August 2004
Hm... I must burn the cd again!!
I don't know why on my mp3 player at Bekasi, my mp3 can't readable. umh.. perhaps something make it unreadable (on PC was readable). So, I decide to burn it again without any folder on it. And I did it! I also type all Severus Snape dialog from Harry Potter and the Sorceress Stone. My sis read it, and she write the page which I must type. Heheh.. I don't like to read such a long book. hahaha... I like Snape, and my sis told me the syn, and I able to read sort story about Snape.

Friday, 13 August 2004
I GOT MY B'T X BGM BAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!
God.. thank you very much at least I able to hear my lovely BGM, B'T X and B'T X Neo again! Pei2 already burn it cd. But last night, it wrote corrupt. I'm panic. So, I ask Iewen to help me burn that cd to another cd. And it works! THX a lot both of you! Wew... Beside B'T X and B'T X Neo, she also give me Astro Boy-Now and Never! Great Song! KYAAAA! Happy happy! Ranma 1/2, Saint Seiya (even though I already have it), Rakudai Nintama Rantaro. Wah....happy! :) Now I'm hearing Chemistry-Now and never.
Btw, I created my Link Picture. If U want to add my web, U can use this pic if U want to! THX!

Hokuto Cuteeee!

Tuesdays, 12 August 2004
Windows Movie Maker!!
My sis got love letter from his best friend. Wow! And it is the most romantics Love Letter that I ever met! He create it with Windows Movie maker and Add some effect by Ulead Vidio Studio. Wew... Very very brilliant! High tech Love Letter. LOL~! That's why I got and idea. I want to created one Hokuto's vcd! With B'T X BGM, I will created Hokuto's screen Play. Only him from beginner till he die! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA kakoiiii~! I'm not sure I can do this. But at least I'll try! But it will be take a long time~! One episode need 30 minuets to creating clip. Wew... To combine them its simple. But Waiting is the most difficult thing. LOL! I already finished with B'T X. Maybe next week I'll be Import B'T X Neo clip. KYAAA! (Crazy)

Wednesday, 10 August 2004
My First Training on Lab!!
I fell bored this holiday. My Doujinshi (Hokuto wa Doko Desuka) already finish. Even though I already started to created new manga ( I don't decide the title yet). Umh.. Its only 8 page and on 2 days, I able finished 3 pages sketch. Wew... Its the fastest that I ever done before. Usually, 1 page sketch, is finished in 3-4 days. Not continuously of course. I draw if I have time. :P
So, Stevanie invite me to become temporary lecture for UBINUS new student. I teach them to make Porto Folio with Microsoft Front Page. Umh... I never created formal Porto Folio yet! Hehehe >< I able to using FP, but usually with a little html code and java. Eto... shikashi, they ask us to teach simple way! Wew... The most worried is about how to teach them. I already prepare for all material teaching. But I'm totally nervous. its the first time I teach in front of class. usually, we just lay down on floor and I teach them drawing (I become painting sensei on Nippon Club). But wish me luck ok!

Monday, 09 August 2004
My Fanfic on Anima!!
I found Anima vol 29 on book store. wew... My B'T X fic (Penantian dalam Sepi) appear on fiction section. But... I don't know why, each time direct speech sign ("), always changes become (í). hix.. so nasty! Beside, My fic is about Hokuto. But the biggest picture is Ron! OMG! Hix.. Hokuto is very small. I think I can't see his face! But Its ok.. I hope next edition, will be better.
My RO. My wizard is already lv 83. Hm... Macerei help me increased her level. Tq senpai! Aramis can't D yet. Hix.. sad. Iewen's i et was broke. Wew.. I read Severus Snape answer. Hihi.. he's very brilliant. I don't know who is he. But the most important is, he loves Snape very much!

B'T X

Manga-ka behind this anime, is Masami Kurumada. He is also the creator of the legendary anime, Saint Seiya! The whole story was published in 16 tankoubon by Kadokawa Comics Ace. In the last part of 1996, the anime version of B'T X was made by Tokyo Movie Shinsha. B'T X Neo was released on 21 Jan 98 in 14 episode! Hokuto is one of Shireishou who help Teppei against Kikaikou Koku Eliah. With other reishou, he fight until death! I love him so much!