Im surrounded by mirrors
put up on the wall
To remind me of my beauty
reminders of how im thin and tall.
I cant stand these mirrors
put up on the wall
For I have no beauty
none at all.
I could smash then all
slowly one by one
I would not stop
until I am done.
When all that is left
are pieces of broken glass
I will come after you
and kick your scronny ass
Have you ever thought that
you met the perfect guy
But then he hurt you so bad
You just want to die.
You just cant take the pain
the pain he brought to you
Your going to take your life
what else is there to do
Show him he's wrong
he can hurt you no more
You can heal all your wounds
heal everything that is sore.
Have you ever thought that
you met the perfect guy
Your thoughts would be wrong
cuz he's just a lie.
The spikes I wear
around my neck
Have turned around
and made my life a wreck
The blood is all over
Its staining my cloths
Ill get over it
cuz this is what I chose
The choice of death over life
is what weighed me down.
Tears in my eyes
With not a smile but a frown
You all know it to
death was meant for me
Dont you dare shed any tears
this isnt a tragedy.
Now my life is gone
theres nothing you can do
Learn from my mistakes
maybe it will save you.
Goodbye forever my life is gone
Im going to hell this wont take long
As my screams of pain flow through the air
The eyes of death give me a long cold stare.
My heart beat begins to slow down
As my body hits the ground.
As the blood drips away from my face
The world is rid of all love and grace.
Why would you all just let me die
Without even bothering to try.
I slowly walked up to my room
Knowing that my life would end soon
Once my vision was completely black
I knew this was it and I couldnt turn back
You couldnt care less
That my life was a complete mess
So I ended it right then and there
Why should I bother when you dont care.
I wanted to try and make my life better
But all I have to say is in this letter
We're lying here dieing
both of us hand in hand.
We didnt keep on trying
we could have beat the sand
The sand of an hourglass
The hourglass of life
I could have gotten married
I could have bin your wife
Instead we chose to die
and we did it together.
We will nevre be forgotten
for our love will last forever.
So now we're lying here dieing
both of us hand in hand.
We didnt keep on trying
we could have beat the sand.
When somebody dies
There is no better place
You know Im talking about you
Your the one who chose your fate
Your life was in your hands
It wasnt too late
You could have had friends
People who admire you
for who you are.
But when I say you
I really mean me
There was nothing I could do
accept take my own life.
But it wasnt too late
Instead I chose my own fate.
I know hot it feels
To want to be wanted
I know how it feels
To be alone in the world.
All this pain hidden beneath my face
Im leaving this world without a trace
The only thing you could find
Are small drops of blood
Dropped by my shattered mind
The losing of my heart
The breaking of my mind
I've bi hurting from the start
These thoughts have made me blind
Just leave me alone and let me die
You dont care, you never have before
Dont even bother to try
For death is just beyond that door
As the blood drips away from my face
The world is rid of all love and grace.
In this life I could not stay
Im just one more body out of the way
So I hang behind my closet door
Just inches above the carpet floor.
I told you all that I would die
But you all thought that it was a lie
So here is my proof to you
That it was something I would do