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Missing Emotion
Rain, falling softly, my tears blending in,
You gently reach over and wipe a tear away.
I think of all we've shared, wanting to try again,
You think of all the pain, wanting it to end today.

So many emotions are all twisted up inside,
Waiting for a release, they tug at my heart.
Begging me to speak the words I'm trying to hide.
Our lack of one emotion has torn us apart.

There's anger, bitterness, sorrw and pain,
Desire at times, leaving only one out.
One most essential, as clouds are to rain,
Love is the emotion we're speaking about.

I say, "I'll miss you," I say, "I want you,"
And you can honestly say you feel the same.
But neither of us can say, "I love you"
Without breaking the rules of the game.

First Love
As I watch the rain fall silently to the pavement,
I think how well my tears blend in, as they
fall, unheard, onto my pillow

I miss your smile, and I miss our fun, and I
miss your beautiful blue eyes looking into
mine, but most of all I miss our love.

Day after day, we had shared together, and
now we have ended. Times change, people
change, feelings change and our love changed.

I had been clinging to our love with every
bit of strength I had, in hopes that someday,
someway, the two of us would realize what we
had, and rebuild it, together. But bit by
bit, piece by piece, it fell apart, and no
longer could I cling. What had started out
as sweet, innocent love, has now ended in a
collage of bitter emotions. We tried to end
it like adults, but our childish anger got in the
way and ripped away our last shred of dignity.

As hard as it is to admit, we're better off
without each other. Together, we limited each
other. Seperate, we are boundless. One day,
maybe our paths will cross and again we will
be one. Or perhaps we will never meet again.

But still, I know, my life was enriched because
of my all-too-brief encounter with you. Good-bye,
my always special-First Love.

Rainbow
You are two different people to me;
My very best friend
And my one and only love-
From now until the end.

With you, each day's a rainbow,
The colors gently blending
To make a perfect union-
Beautiful and never ending.

So together we'll slide along;
Over the gentle curves and slopes.
Hand in hand, we'll brave the climb-
Holding tightly to our dreams and hopes.

And when we briefly fall
Into a cloud or storm,
I'll hold you, oh, so tight-
Until a new rainbow can form.

Look...
Come into my life
And find yourself
Wanted there.

Look into my eyes
And find my love
Shining there.

Come into my arms
And find yourself
Sheltered there.

Look into my heart
And find the truth
Anchored there.

Come into my world
And find yourself
At home there.

Look into my soul
And find yourself
Mirrored there.

The Tear
A tear slides slowly
down my cheek.
But you refuse to
see my heartache-
Blinded as you are
by your needs, and
Time after time
I allow you to hurt me.
As the tear nears
my chin, you notice it.
Sharply, you raise my
face and look into my eyes.
Angrily, you question my
tears-do you really
Not see the pain you
cause with your cruelty?
Or do you just not
care at all anymore?
I'd like to be able to say
this is the last time.
But you and I both know
I'd be lying. The truth,
As we both know, is
I'm still in love with you.

Love Song
I drift along dreamily,
thinking of you.
Smiles and laughter
surround me.
The sounds of children
playing and birds
Singing have never sounded
so beautiful.
Every sound is like a chord
in a favorite
Love song, and everything I
look at is a lyric.
Slowly, the song plays
and we dance.
The melody is haunting,
the words, romantic.
Hand in hand we walk
together, writing
Our own love song for
we two alone
To share. I look into
your eyes as the
Last note fades away and
the song begins
Again, and once more, you
take me in your arms,
This dance will never end.

Letting Go
I'm in love and I'm in deep.
What started as a game, has caused me pain
And made me weep.

You loved me once and let it die.
But my love lingers mercilessly on
Knowing always you've said good-bye.

Life would be better if I'd let go,
And smile and love someone new.
But love is independent, as you know.

You cannot leave me alone and cold,
Never again to hold or kiss you.
Longing for you as I grow old.

Yet, that you have obviously done,
Though I begged and pleaded with you.
You walked and then began to run.

Reflections
In some far off remote corner of my mind, I occasionally think of the love we shared at one time.
The pain you caused is still there, as is the turmoil you put me through.
However, I have found love. A pure love, through and through.
He makes me happy, complete, in a way you never did.
I can give my self completely to him, holding nothing back and feel safe in that love.

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