Although I may be dying
Painfully as can be
It hurts even more
To know your tears are caused by me
I want you to be happy
And don?t mourn from my mistake
It?s only my fault
That my life God shall take
I love the life I lived
I love i spent it with you
If it wasn?t for you being by my side
I don?t know what I might do
You gave me that hope
To survive as far as now
To be separated from you
I just don?t know how
Because you?ve cared
Since the begining day
I felt your warmth, your kindness
And listening to what u say
But now I have to lave
Be an angel flying above
But never forget
That it?s you I love
It's You I Love
I think of your sweet face
I think of your sweet lips
I think of your sweet smile
I think of all this
I think if you were here
Holding me tightly in your strong arms
Telling me that
You?d keep me away from all harms
I want to hear your voice
And I try to call you
But no one answers
If only I knew
The last time I saw you
I thought I'd kiss you more
I never thought you?d just be gone
I never knew how much I you I adore
But now you?re gone
I'll never see your face the same
I know your looking down on me
But your death still causes me pain
I Think
It was just another party
As he took another drink
Not knowing what lied before him
Not stopping just to think
He took another sip
Even though he was driving her back
But he was invinsible
As the beer he started to pack
She was unbelievable
With her soul grace
Her eyes he cherished
As he looked at her gorgeous face
He didn?t think at all
About just what could come
But when he started to stagger
He started to think of it some
He thought it won?t do harm
It?s only a couple blocks away
She told him to be careful
And he listened to what she must say
He hit the gas
Went roaring down the street
Missing a red light
And the pain he then had to meet
He opened his eyes
To see her lying in her own blood
His heart broke to pieces
As the tears started to flood
He survived
With a scrape or two
But she wouldn?t be so lucky
And this he already knew
He never thought of his life
Without her in his arms
But he just couldn?t get over
How he caused her this harm
He held her hand
All the way through the ambulance ride
Saying he wasn?t drunk
Everyone knew he had lied
A second felt like a year
As he sat to wait
Just to find out
She would give into the horrible fate
The tears streamed
Down his face like rain
Every minute he thought of her
Rushing through his body marked the pain
A week after the tradegy
Her funeral arrived
Seeking forgiveness
Was all he had to strive
He knew he?d never drink again
As he wished he could look in her beutiful eyes
Cursing the dreaded day
His one love had to die
He sat and listened
To her family and more friends
Knowing he would never get past
The tragic unreal end
He stood there with tears
The pain not making a sound
As everyone said good-bye for the last time
And lowered her into the ground
He
If tears could bring you back
I'd cry you a lake
If sleeping would bring me closer
I'd never awake
If blood could make you stay
I'd bleed myself dry
If I could get over you
I could finally say bye
If
I think of your last words
And I think of your last breath
I feel all this unhealing pain
When I think of your death
I think of your heart
I cherish each word you said
I fall to my knees crying
When I remember you're dead
I should have said I love you
This is how much I care
Maybe you wouldn't have done it
But now my feelings rip, they tear
I think of your depressed fate
And I think of what you did
I think, I know, I was too late
I Think, I Know
It all started that night
I wanted to get high
I took all the pills I could find
I felt like I could fly
But I never thought
For a single second
I should have said bye
I never thought
Those pills could make me die
Pills
I know your in a better place
But I still feel this pain
When I can't see your face
It's been about a year
And I still think about you each day
It hurts me the most
How bye I never got to say
Bye
If I could take that day away
Just that minute or that moment
Then I could feel the joy
And I could feel content
If I could take away that driver
And take all those drinks away
Then I wouldn't feel this pain
If I could take away that day
That Day