observations

Observations

I looked around today, as people passed me by. Wondering what went through the minds of each of these as they passed me by. Do they have ones that they love, or are they purely passengers in this world; content with living without loving; Well damn it, why dont people care? Why are people so cold? Why is love so absent in this world?; We are all born with so many hopes and dreams, is life about living those hopes and dreams or is it about living the shattered ruined remains of dreams without hope?

I looked around today, as people passed me by, wondering if behind the facade, they are also looking for the same thing as I?
Why is it that we can all go into the world and pass by so many people not wondering what postage stamp of land that the other comes from? Am I the only one that realizes that in the world love is supposed to triumph, that hate is not what defines us, but what divides us? Damn it stop the hate! This cannot be our fate! I hate hate!

I looked around today as people passed me by; Finally I am resigned, resigned to a loveless, hate filled world.  A world in which dreams are shattered, a world where peoples dreams are shattered; I think of the woman living, dying dead on the floor of a bathroom at a homeless shelter, this is not living, this is not life, this is surviving.

I will look around tommorrow, wondering once again as people pass me by; Realizing all of a sudden that I alone control my destiny, that I alone can control what happens in my own life; I am thankful that i control my hopes and dreams and whether I can fullfill them, whether. I control them or they me; Damn it, I control them.