to make you understand...
I want to make you feel like me,
and to hell with all your plans.
Too caught up in your selflessness,
and what you do for me,
I waded out beyond my depth,
And now I need to see...
What things will make you melt,
The things I need to do,
To bring your joy to equal mine,
That's all I want from you.
Feeling quite inadequate,
This all too new for me.
Thinking I could fumble through,
But that's not right, I see.
Will you take a moment,
quiet, private and alone,
to explain to me your intentions
so I can then atone?
Never worry on my pleasure,
Every moment... pure bliss,
I cannot tell you soon enough,
That I need to give you this...
I need to touch and kiss you,
Taste every single inch.
I'm not sure what you wanted
But the sharing's what I've missed.
Maybe your heart's protection,
Giving all... but getting none.
but sometimes in the receiving,
You'll find the both are one.
~11/25/02
