Existance

I look around
Wondering
Am I really here?
On this fiery planet
Am I sitting here?
Or is this a big dream
Am I going to wake up?
Does my curiosity
Make me
Not want to be here?
Pencil lines
Crossing out the parts of my life
I don’t want to remember
I curse you God
For all the things gone wrong
I’m in a worthless daze
I’m just a blink
A wink of life
Put here to suffer

Ashton Pettigrew