Secret

Why did u place?
These burdens on my shoulders
All these secrets
Concealed in my skull
Brain overload
I want to scream
I am trapped
You tell me why you are sad
Depressed
And suicidal
I am so phony
Telling you to be happy
When I’m dying inside
I want to cry
My mind spiraling
Driving myself crazy
It’s always about you
I tried to be human
I am hit with these issue’s everyday
With no choice
Bottled emotions raging inside
I can’t tell you how I feel
I can’t explain my problems
I’m not sane anymore
I have to break free of this pain
I need to escape
Disappear
Or sleep forever

Ashton Pettigrew