"Confessions3" I mean why did I wait so long for It wasnt like my hand satisfied me that much Was I just to shy or maybe to scared to do anything Could it be I thought there was noone out there for me Now I'm exploring and seeing what people thin kor me All these eyes lookign at me all of a sudden I don't know what to think Do they want a quick fuck then want to leave me forever Or do they accually want a relationship Or are they just acting like they want a relationship just to get laid I don't know if I'm cut out for this game These games people play Where is all the love in this world It isnt all about getting fucked or fucking someone else Is there any sane people left on this planet If there is I don't think I know any of them People don't realize what they are doing to themselves Not like I should talk at all I might look back at this in a few years and wonder what the hell was I thinking But probably not cause it is true everything Now I need to find myself again In this world of hatred I can see the clouds rolling in I don't want to be locked away again I will fight to be out there Fight to be myself And soon get everything off of my chest Tell the truth to everyone Let the world know the true me No matter what the concequences are Holding back only hurts me more inside I think I'm done blabbering on now sorry Kevin