Pretty smiling baby face no way to know the true disgrace of what's been done to the soul within the secret violence the secret sins. The pretty smile on the face hides a hellish fall from grace. Rape &  tourture hate, despair hide behind a face so fair. Murder deep within the soul, secrets that can not be told. Look upon the trusting eyes, no way to see the hate inside

Do you know all you took from me? When you did it, did you see? Do you know there's nothing left? My heart destroyed,  My mind a mess.                            You killed the good within my heart. You tore my f*cking world apart.

So many years of torture & pain now love and lust seem the same I don't know right, I don't know wrong, I don't know weak, I don't know strong, I don't know love, I don't know life I don't know how to make things right. I can not trust & I can not be a safe, secure & happy me.

Bound in leather, bound in chains bound in silence & other things Shame & fear & love & hate all became a form of rape.