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I am not boyfriend material. I am not handsome and witty, I don't have self-confidence, I cannot approach women. Women scare me and the stronger they are the more I am afraid. When a woman does approach me I think she is mocking me. The more I like a woman, the less I can approach her. I don't have any chat-up lines, I'm not cheeky, I'm not charming. I don't know what to say to women, I have no small talk, I have nothing interesting to say. I have no mask, no façade, I have nothing to hide behind. I have no friends, no gang, no-one to "go on the pull" with. I hate myself, I know no-one could ever love me. I get tongue-tied, nervous, stupid. I have nothing, nothing to offer, nothing anyone would want. But I do have compassion, that I have. I don't want to hurt you, but I'm going to remove this gag, and if you scream I'll fucking kill you. |