Manea
	It seems to me that only a very few can see Manea, the real me for who I am. Like a stain glass people see me through their filters. We see and observe not just people like that but our whole world and life. The truth is I am all my facets combined. Depending on the situation depends on which facet is facing the front. Through all of the facets though I am myself, just not all of it at once. The other thing that I am am through all of my facets is honest. I think this is what most confuses people.It seems that everyone must have another motivation some hidden meaning. With me what you see is what you get. If I say something to you I mean it. I'll give you an example. If I say I will love you no matter what happens. I mean it. If you move to another state I don't stop loving you. If you hurt or betray me, I won't stop loving you. If you are emotionaly hurt and lash out at me in your pain, I won't stop loving you. Just because I am angry or upset with you doesn't mean I have stopped loving you either. There is this feeling I reach inside and once I reach that place/space/time/frequency/feeling and say I love you... it is forever. I also can only love someone as much as they allow me to. If that means never having physical contact, then so be it. If that means, just an online relationship, so be it. If that means just a friendship, so be it. If that means seeing them once and then never again, so be it. If that means friends lovers and something more, I will gladly accept that too. There is Gideon, who is my soulmate, he understands me in a way that none other can. Thor who has stood by me through thick and thin. If you want insight into Manea ask these 2 people. They know me better than any other people on the earth. There are a great many experiences that have made me who I am and I, Manea, invite you to explore these pages,  my stories, and anecdotes. I so very much want to be understood and seen for who I am and nothing pains me more than to not be seen for who I am. These pages are an attempt to bridge the gap between myself and those who wish to understand me. I love you and want nothing more than to be understood. In doing so perhaps there is room for love free of fears... or at the very least love and courage to face those fears. Namaste' Manea aka Quasa