I was not going to have an abortion and the father and I were to young and immature to raise a child so I called a adoption agency.
They were GREAT!
Through my whole pergnancy (which I told my family about in about the 5th month) they were they for me,and so was my family to my surprise.
I was able to choose my daughters parents.
My only requirement was that they had a daughter already,I wanted my daughter to have a sister. I have 3 and I wanted my daughter to have that bond I have with my sisters.
My sister helped me .
My sister was also my labor coach.
When I had my daughter I couldnt believe all the love I had for her and I almost changed my mind about the adoption.
But I looked at her pretty little face and I just knew I couldnt give her everything she deserved.
I met her adoptive parents right before they went to pick her up.They were the most wonderful people,and I felt alot of love for them too when I met them,I knew that I was doing the right thing!
I was able to get pictures for a few years.
I never thought I would ever have another child.
I missed her everyday.
But knew I did the right thing.
Ten years later I met my husband!
I got pregnant!
When they told me it was a girl,I cried!
There is 12 years between the girls!
Libby will always know about her sister.
I will always be greatful to my older daughters adoptive parents.
And Im so happy to have this WONDERFUL little girl Libby in my life now.
She makes my world go around.
Adoption can be a wonderful thing.