i can feel the effects of your drug instantly. The slightly tainted vibe you carry in your smile. i can feel my defense system crumble under the strength of your fucking voice. i feel my heart liquidate and crawl out from me. and these feelings won't dissipate. You're a virus. You're my viral infection. I want to bury myself deep inside you. But this view from the back of your car                   (while you're up in the front) will have to do. This horrid fucking view--- of me watching you watch her. i'm invisible Let me be your viral infection. Let me smother your heart.                                      YOU'RE FUCKING KILLING ME.