sleep cannot come to soon as i sit here typing wondering why i should sign off before i die i will live my life in this position typing away little inclination of the world outside past my window sill what do i do i love you still i know you did this to me now i cannot leave' i dont see how i spend my life alone right here dreaming of how i held you near you were the one to share my dreams now your gone as are my seams i've fallen apart like an old rag sweater coming unglued like that birds old feathers you shed me from your life like garbage throwing me away and here i am look at me today i sit here alone just typing away not a care in the world not a light in my day i work very hard at making a front no one knows just how much i hunt to find the man as true as you my heart until then will always feel blue so until you appear my golden knight here i will sit by the lamps fading light.

My Knight