Page Three
	January 31, 2004-  I have been here for a few weeks now, and Time is flying by.  Things are changing and I am meetng people...honestly it is great.  I have a chance for a scholarship! :)  And I am so happy with G.  I cant stop smiling...what more do I need?
		Feburary 1, 2004-  Yay super bowl sunday...easy cheese day...:P  I should be doing homework...or something but eh... I really wish I could feel thin...or maybe actually be thiin!  I need to get something under control.  I feel like my whole life is this binge purge hell.  That is all I do and that is all I am.  But I know I am more than that...I do but what?  I am trying so hard for other people...and I do want to get better but better=fat...so not that.  I cannot hadle the idea of being fat...and I dont understand why this is.  What makes fat so bad...so undesireable.  Any ideas???
				February 11,2004- Hmm...writing lots...dealing with stuff.  I have so much that i want to accomplish and do...is there time?  Can I do it?  I have so much more faith now...than I did before...and I hope that is enoughto carry me through.  Valentines day is coming up...:)  YAY G!!!  Haha some halmark holiday...right?  Sorry I am just a hopeless romantic...always wanting the best in everyone.  :)  I still believe the world is good...am I still nieve?
			May 11, 2004- This site didnt work on my computer at college so I didnt get to update it.  Anyways, Giles and I are together still :D  And I am going to texas for the summer!  It amazes me how awesome this boy is!!!  hehe.  Anyways...I am not sure if i will update this much because people dont ever really come here, but I wanted to add this last one at least.