When I am feeling poetic...
	When I am feeling poetic...What i use lots of periods and I think about everything.  I carefully choose my words.  I dont know why...but whenever something happens that makes me feel (and I dont want to) i get poetic.  I might as well find some classes, a coffee shop somewhere and a copy of Voltaire, or really some other smart sounding writer.  So then...in my use of periods...I attempt to make prose prettier...like I long to feel?  Is that it?  OR because with poetry you can leave out so many words and really appear like you know what you are talking about when you dont... So then what...I feel poetic and like every good poet lament about lost love...or how the world hates me and screwed me over.  I can use large words...that sound nice.  I write about pain that i feel because SOMEONE DOESNT LOVE ME...well Gee, mr poet...that happens...and It will happen many many more times.  That doesnt mean the world hates you...nor does that person.  Time just isnt right?  Thats it...its not the right time...I need to grow on my own...love myself before someone else can love me.  But what if you make me love myself?  that isnt good enough...you love yourself...get it?  Of course I get it...but I dont know how...therefore I quit.                                                    You cant quit...it doesnt work like that.