April 11, 2004_____
I'm tired atm, I got a big headache. I slept for like 11-12 hours last night. So yeah, well yesterday was pretty cool and stuff. All happy joy joy =] hehe. Anyhow, I went Stockies yesterday. I don't go there much but it looked pretty much the same to me. And it got me thinking should I get a job? Or focus on my studies. Although I didn't have the chance to check out the bubble tea store. Well these holidays I hope to get my L's (about time) but I doubt I will.. *fingers crossed*

I also went to Bankstown for Easter. It was so much fun and stuff. It was at a park and it was all alight with candles. It was very pretty =] I never knew I would be fascinated by candles but I think they look so pretty! I was so mucking around with the flame and stuff. But it was cold but some people were wearing short-sleeved shirts. Anyhow, I couldn't stop yawning but when the service was near the end I stopped. Don't get me wrong that I think church was boring but I couldn't help it. Honest. Strange thing was that it was only 9:30-ish. Hehe I ended up falling asleep in the car. I also saw my cousin, Lauren, she was so cute in a pink dressy. Jenny kept on playing with fire. Tsk tsk. Haha she always makes me lol.

I got an e-mail that put a smile on my face.
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. Without you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique, in your own way.
9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
13. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great. 

April 9, 2004_____
Term 1 is finally over!! Blah it went by so fast, now I just got a lot oh homework to do! I don't know why they call it holidays.. Hehe I'm planning to do some major shopping and buy some new shoes. Oh yeah, and if I have enough money I need to get a watch but I'm *claps hands together* praying my parents will buy me a new watch or I'll just use my mother's.. coz she just bought one. Her old one has the date and stuff so that's a plus and it can actually fit my wrist unlike my brother's. I had to use my bro's for the exams we had and stuff. And it came half-way down my arm.. =| That's a worry isn't it. And omg I keep on staking it down the blooding stairs at school! OMG! Serzly I find folders such a vexation - they take up half the table at school and so inconvenient carrying it around.. but it looks cool.. Haha, oh yeah Happy Easter! Good Friday today and I think I'm gonna go church at Bankstown or something tomorrow.. I hear it's at a park so that would be fun! =D

April 2, 2004_____
Woah, term 1 is almost over and gosh it went by so fast. I remember last year it use to drain like anything but now there's less than a week left. You know I already have a pile of homework for the holidays - is that even possible? Not to mention that I still have to go tutor! But I guess it's alright because the work becomes constant and I guess you just get use to it. *thinks* I guess the time I get to relax is after the HSC. *sigh* That's a good and a bad thing.. It's like it's lurking just around the corner. Hehe. Now I hardly get a chance to go on net mainly Fridays and Saturdays. Honestly Fridays no longer = weekend. It's more like a new week. But this weekend is gonna be alright I think, my gosh, I wanna live next door to a decent library. Oh yeah, come to think of it, I wanna live in a dorm! =D I think it would be mad and stuff. Don't you think?

Oh yeah, did I mention about Athletic's carnival? It was so funny everyone was all burnt and got darker! But I'm still darker than everyone.. *pouts* Oh yeah, I got some webcam pictures of mike and trannie-san - well I got her hands. I'm still mucking around with the webcam, it's so fun making silly faces. =]

- mike [pose].jpg
- mike [stare].jpg
- trannie-san.jpg (not willing)

Why are the pictures mainly of Mike? Coz he was the only one willing to take them!

March 28, 2004_____
Today I'm stuck at home, mother won't take me anywhere because of my workload so atm I'm trying to amuse myself! =D *sad* Anyhow, I just realised that I no longer have my sports uniform so what am I gonna wear on Tuesday? Omg, I must have chucked it out when I finished year 10. AhhHhhhhhhhhh~! *regret* Maybe I could wear my school uniform instead?! *thinks* But then.. wouldn't it be weird though? ... not in the best mood to blog now.. this sucks! dDamMMNnnn..!

March 26, 2004_____
I thought I'll blog today - but seriously I don't know why I bother. Well maybe because I'm being hypocritical making everyone I know blog, when I don't even blog. Mean aren't I? Well not really looking forward to next week all English assigns and exams! *argh* Haven't even started on either on them... But at least we have a day off from school because of the Athletics Carnival but seriously what is the point of that? I mean, not everyone is competing and they make us all spectators. *argh* I don't even know what I'll talking about anymore.. too many things on my mind.. Well yeah, atm not really looking forward to anything..

March 14, 2004_____
If you haven't noticed this site is dead. Um, but I managed to change my calendar. Yeah, I guess this is one of the reasons I'll never open my own business. It'll never reach the 3rd stage and ultimately it will get liquidated. *sighs* Laters! I'll probably update once in a lifetime I mean while! =P

December 22, 2003_____
Yep, my last blog entry before going off to Melbourne! Yeah, by then I should have some interesting things to talk about!! Haven't started packing yet and as usual I know I'll leave it to the last minute!! Yeah, I'm going Melbourne before Leanne by 2 days but she's staying longer!! 3 weeks! I'm only staying there for 1 week! ONLY 1 WEEK!!

Aw, I'm not looking forward to it! My first Christmas without my family!! *not happy* Yep it's that time of year again. So fast! Well at least I'm going via aeroplane and yeah! It's my first time, isn't that sad? I hope I don't get sick!! Well I think I better get packing!! Don't wanna forget anything!!

December 15, 2003_____
I think the most depressing thing about test scores/marks is the fact that you have to tell the people that ask you. I mean yeah you can lie and say you got a really good mark but gosh that's just not right. But yeah then it's like if you do tell them your mark and it's low. Man your self-esteem just goes rock bottom! No one's asked me about my SC results and I hope no one does. But as always, expect the unexpected!!

Anyhow, today wasn't the best day to go on net!! Everyone keep on getting dc and eventually I did as well! *annoyed* Hehe! I'm so addicted to that 'Solitaire Showdown' game on MSN! *gosh* But my comp lags!! So I'm not happy about that!! But but my gosh it's really addictive!! =D

jaNeY star gazed @ 12:36 AM EST

December 12, 2003_____
Today was graduation, yep yep got to see my friends one last time until school resumes again. Bummer isn't it? =( I kinda wish year 10 didn't finish early @ least we could of started preparing for year 11. But in a way I'm glad that there's no more school because it leaves more time for me to do my tutor homework. I seriously gotta start managing my time.

Anyhow, today was year 10 grad and I wasn't looking forward to it at all. Esp., oh never mind. Yep quite nervous when I first got the folio but my bands aren't too bad but my marks were shocking! At least I didn't do too bad for history and geo. *sighs* As always my parents weren't too happy about my marks. Just because they knew that I didn't study hard and I'm not going to PE (Presentation Evening) this year. I guess you can't always please your parents. So much pressure nowadays from your parents don't you agree? Well how many weeks still school left? Lol. Oh yeah, 2 more weeks till going on holidays! So excited!

jaNeY star gazed @ 8:41 PM EST

December 11, 2003_____
It's the morning after my formal. Yep yep, as I thought I got the biggest hangover. Overall it was pretty cool and I guess I was glad I went! Although in the morning I wasn't like that. Shout out to Jamie who drove me to and from the place and putting up with my *lols*. And also taking me to Livo to get my stuff! Oh yeah, I'll try my best to convince my mummy to let me go SYC, okay?

The function was beautifully designed and what I loved most were the candles on the middle of the table! So pretty! Er, sat on table 10 with Jamie, Wendy, Trannie, Samantha, er... Sonya, Anna, Rachelyn, Tom, Bryan, Victor and Chris. But I was pretty disappointed because the food wasn't very nice. I didn't even finish all of it! And dessert *argh* let's not go there. I didn't even get to choose mine. After that just took pictures but I didn't take much because my camera run out of batteries... *annoyed* and we all danced. Lols! Wendy just couldn't seem to stop! Eventually her feet hurt but that did not stop her at all, she just took her shoes off and away she went. I, on the other hand, seriously need dancing lessons! Ah, *shakes head* I got two left feet!

Oh yeah, last night my ears were constantly ringing! Was that normal (maybe because one of the speakers were above our table)? And I was fully awake same with Wendy. So we talked till almost 4 I think! She had to put up with me my constant *blah, blah, blah*! =D We talked till 4! Unbelievable! Well very unusual for me to talk that late.

I can't think of anything else, I got a migraine. At the moment I look like Goldilocks with my curls. Oh and I love Jamie's camera! It's so cool!! Aiyah! I accidentally deleted all my photos! STUPID FORMAT BUTTON! It could of at least asked to confirm this. Now, I'm just spewing!! What a waste! Now I got the biggest headache!! Still haven't finished my tutor homework and stuff! And then there's still graduation to go!

jaNeY star gazed @ 1:33 PM EST

December 8, 2003_____
Man I can't seem to go to sleep and I hate it when this happens because I totally get a headache when I wake up the next day! I'm so happy today - I got to see my baby cousin, Lauren! She's so cute!! She's at that stage where she's learning to speak!! Her voice is just so cute! =D Aw... although she fully killed my arm when I was carrying her! Yes, I'm very weak!!

You know it's 2 more days until formal and I haven't got anything ready besides my dress!! I'm not the type of person that full is obsessed/excited with these things but I don't like being unorganised. I still wish that I wasn't not going.

It just came to me that I couldn't see myself in let's say 5 years' time. It was all blank, like some of us have a vision let's say of where they're heading but I got no idea! Argh so that's why I probably can't sleep! Anyhow, at least by going to the formal, I'll get to see my friends - that's a plus!!

jaNeY star gazed @ 12:12 PM EST

December 3, 2003_____
School's out!! Well I didn't go school for the last 2 days! But I wished I did! It was so boring! The formal's coming up and I got no idea how I'm gonna do hair and make-up! I also need to get my jewellery! I kinda wish I'm not going. Not in the mood to play dress ups! Oh yeah, I'm also planning to get my learner's! It'd be so cool if I got it before my brother!! =P But right now I couldn't be bothered...

jaNeY star gazed @ 11:56 PM EST

November 30, 2003_____
I didn't go tutor today because I had no idea what time the bus was coming. So I better get the timetable post haste!! I went Stockies with Tinnie and Wendy! *sighs* Them two are so childish!! It was so funny in Target! They're full mucking around with the toys and I'm going *shakes head* 'I don't know you guys!' Oh yeah and we finally managed to buy what we set out to buy! After so much arguing and deciding and my pickiness! Won't tell you what it is because *somebody somebody* might be reading! *winks*

jaNeY star gazed @ 5:32 PM EST

November 24, 2003_____
Finally uploaded but I got errors for every single page!! Fortunately I can finally can post my complaints up!! =D Nah actually I'm have to show my comps teacher my progress for web designing because last lesson I was full reading my book instead of being on the comps! So yeah!! I bet yah, he won't like it!! Full on dis it I swear!! Crack up laughing if he ends up reading this! He won't right?

jaNeY star gazed @ 9:23 PM EST