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"HONESTY IS SUCH A LONELY WORD,
EVERYONE IS SO UNTRUE."
~BILLY JOEL ~
MEETING PEOPLE ONLINE CAN BE SO MUCH FUN.
BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE ONLINE,
AND BECOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS WITH THEM.
ONLY TO FIND OUT THEY WERE A FAKE.
GENE IS A COMPULSIVE LIAR WHO IS UNABLE
TO STOP, REGARDLESS OF CONSEQUENCES.
MOST OF HIS LIES WERE INTENDED TO
MANIPULATE... EITHER A LOVER, FRIEND, OR
SOMEONE HE FELT THE NEED TO FEEL CLOSE TO.
THERE SEEMED TO BE NO LIMITS TO WHAT HE
WOULD LIE ABOUT. MOST OF THESE LIES WERE
OUT OF A NEED TO INITIATE CONCERN. HE HAS
MUTILATED HIS LIFE TO GAIN ATTENTION,
AND TO FEEL CARED FOR. IT CONCERNS ME
THAT HE THINKS NEVER TELLING THE TRUTH
ABOUT HIS REAL LIFE WILL GAIN HIM
A THING. THIS IS NOT A CHILD, THIS IS A
MAN THAT IS 53 YEARS OLD.
THIS MAN LIED ABOUT THE DUMBEST THINGS.
AND FOR WHAT? WE HAVE NO IDEA. I OFTEN DID
WONDER WHY HIS FAMILY THOUGHT HE WAS A JERK.
NOW WE ALL KNOW THE REASON....HE IS A JERK.
HE IS A LIAR AND A CHEAT.
THEY KNEW THAT... AND NOW WE DO TOO.
BUT THIS IS INDICATIVE OF BORDERLINE
PERSONALITLY DISORDER. THIS EVIL MAN
HAS MADE A PROFESSION OUT OF LIEING.
BECAUSE HE IS SUCH A DECEITFUL, MANIPULATIVE
COMPULSIVE LIAR, HE CREATES HIS OWN MISERY,
AND PROBLEMS, BY USING OTHERS FOR ATTENTION.
RUINING OTHERS WELL BEING AND SAFETY IS
HIS MOST TREASURED AND PROTECTED ADDICTION.
HE DWELLS ON MAKING OTHER PEOPLES LIVES
MISERABLE, WHICH LEAVES HIM A 100% JERK
NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK AT IT. AS HE GETS
OLDER HE SHOULD BE INCREASINGLY WORRIED.
BECAUSE HE HAS NO REAL FRIENDS. HE HAS
RUINED EVERY FRIENDSHIP HE EVER HAD.
SHOULD WE FEEL SORRY FOR THIS MAN?
NO!!!!!!
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BEWARE OF THE DISHONEST ONLINE SNAKE,
A FOOL OUT OF YOU, HE WILL TRY TO MAKE.
HE WILL SPIN A TALE LIKE YOU NEVER HEARD,
BUT NOT ONE STORY IS TRUE, NOT A WORD.
YOU WON'T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN HAD,
ALMOST TOO LATE, YOU REALIZE, HE IS RAVING MAD.
THERE WAS NEVER A TRUTH THAT CAME FROM HIS MIND,
BUT NOW WE KNOW HOW, HIS LIES INTERTWINED.
WHEN ALL YOU KNOW IS LIES... NOT TRUTH,
HE LOST HIS CLASS QUICKLY...HE NOW IS UNCOUTH.
TO HURT PEOPLE ON PURPOSE, FOR YOUR OWN GAIN,
ALL FOR CONTROL, THAT WILL NEVER SUSTAIN.
WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO BE SO CRUEL,
TO USE SOMEONE... BUT YOU ARE THE FOOL.
YOU TRIED TO MAKE IT SEEM AS IF YOU WERE SO USED.
BUT WE KNOW A FEW VICTIMS, AND THEY WERE ABUSED.
TO USE A CHILD TO GET YOUR OWN WAY?
NOTHING IS LOWER, THAN YOUR MORAL DECAY.
WHEN EVERYTHING THAT YOU EVER SAY IS A LIE,
YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE IN JUST THE BLINK OF AN EYE.
SOONER OR LATER THE TRUTH WILL APPEAR,
YOUR LIFE YOU WILL JUST HAVE TO...REENGINEER.
EVERY SO OFTEN YOU START A NEW PAST,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, YOU ARE STILL THE OUTCAST.
WHAT A SAD LIFE TO LIVE IN SUCH STRESS,
IT'S NO WONDER YOU NEVER HAD "REAL SUCCESS."
I GUESS IT'S TOO HARD TO LIVE IN TODAY,
BUT THE REALITY OF YOUR LIFE WON'T WASH AWAY.
YOU CAN RUN FROM THE TRUTH, BUT YOU'LL NEVER HID,
FROM THE ONE THING THAT SEE'S YOUR " OTHER SIDE."
YOU CAN ASK ALL YOU WANT TO BE FORGIVEN,
GOD WON'T EVER APPROVE OF THE LIES YOU ARE LIVING.
HE WILL NEVER FORGIVE THE SINS OF THE DEVIL,
WHICH IS WHY YOUR IN A STATE OF CONSTANT DISHEVEL.
JUST WHEN YOU THINK THAT YOUR PLANS WILL WORK OUT,
GOD WILL CAST OUT THE LIES AND YOU'LL GO WITHOUT.
SO FAR IT HAS WORKED OUT THAT YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY,
YOU CAN PRETEND, BUT HE WON'T HEAR YOU PRAY.
SOMEDAY WHEN IT'S TIME YOU WILL GET YOURS,
THEN IT WILL BE THE WAR OF ALL WARS.
BUT YOU WON'T END UP WITH A PURPLE HEART, OH NO,
YOU CAN FOOL US FOR A SHORT TIME THIS WE KNOW.
YOU WILL HAVE DREAMS OF EVIL AND THEN YOU WILL SEE,
THAT NOT EVEN THE TRUTH WILL EVER SET YOU FREE.
IN YOUR DARKEST DREAMS YOU WILL ALWAYS FIGHT,
NEVER AGAIN TO SEE REAL TRUE LIGHT.
YOU HAVE THEM ALREADY FOR PAST INDISCRETIONS,
YOU CAN'T REALLY HIDE BEHIND FALSE CONFESSIONS.
SOONER OR LATER THEY WILL FIND YOU IN YOUR NIGHTMARES,
WITH NO ONE TO HELP YOU AS YOU KNEEL IN PRAYER.
FOR THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL EVER LISTEN,
HAS VACANT RED EYES THAT HAVE AN ERIE GLISTEN.
HE WILL BE THE ONE TO LAUGH AT YOU THEN,
AS YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND SAY AMEN.
YOU JUST PRAYED TO THE DEVIL HIMSELF,
THE JOKE WAS ALWAYS ON YOU, YOUR THE DEVIL YOURSELF.
WRITTEN BY: LEAH
10/5/2000
AND DEDICATED TO MY TWO MUSKETEERS:
SUZ AND TINA
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I MET A MAN IN MARCH OF 1999. I MET HIM ONLINE.
HE SEEMED AT THE TIME TO BE ONE OF THE MOST
HONEST AND DEAREST PEOPLE YOU COULD FIND. HE
CAME AND VISITED ME BUT DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES I
COULD NOT GO TO SEE HIM. WE TALKED ABOUT SPENDING
THE REST OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER. ALWAYS BEING THERE
FOR EACH OTHER AND LOVING EACH OTHER FOR EVER.
RIGHT UP TO THE DAY HE WALKED OUT. I NEVER
DREAMED HE WAS GOING TO MEET HIS OTHER GIRL FRIEND
WHEN HE SAID HE NEEDED TIME. WITH OUT KNOWING
WHAT I WAS DOING I EVEN TOOK THE PHONE IN TO
HIM IN MY BED WHEN SHE WAS ON IT.
AND I FOUND OUT HE HAD BEEN SNEAKING OUT
TO MEET HER WHEN I WAS WORKING TOO. BUT THAT
WAS NOT NEW FOR HIM. I ALSO FOUND OUT HE ALWAYS
HAD MANY OTHERS THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER.
BUT HE MARRIED THIS ONE WITH IN ABOUT HALF
A MONTH OF THE TIME HE LEFT SAYING HE NEEDED
TIME AND SPACE AND NEVER CALLED IT OFF
BETWEEN US TO DO SO. HE EVEN BORROWED MONEY
FROM ME TO GO SEE HER. BUT THIS IS
STILL NOT THE WORST OF WHAT HE DID.
HE SPLIT ME APART FROM 2 VERY DEAR FRIENDS.
TELLING THEM THAT I WAS OUT TO HURT THEM
AND HE DID IT WHEN THEY REALLY NEEDED
ME THE MOST. ALL BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE
WAS IN LOVE WITH ONE AND THEN ALSO TRIED TO
SPLIT THE OTHER 2 UP TOO. I DO NOT
BELIEVE HE COULD EVER LOVE ANYONE.
HE CAN USE THEM, CAUSE PROBLEMS FOR THEM,
CONTROL THEM, AND MANIPULATE THEM.
BUT HE IS NOT CAPABLE OF LOVING ANYONE.
I BELIEVE HE HAS TOLD HIS NEW WIFE THAT
I AM OUT TO HURT HER AND HER CHILDREN TOO.
MORE LIES... ALL I HAVE DONE FOR THEM
WAS PRAY THAT GOD WOULD LOOK AFTER THEM
BECAUSE WITH HIM IN THEIR LIVES THEY WILL
NEED IT. THEY DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO ME.
BUT HE DID ENTER INTO THIS NEW MARRIAGE
WITH TOTAL 100% DISHONESTY. HE HAS USED
FAKE SICKNESS TO GAIN SYMPATHY. FILLED
HIS LIFE AND EVERYONE ELSES THAT HE
TOUCHED WITH LIES. DESTROYED ALOT OF
PEOPLES TRUST IN FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS.
I EVEN QUESTION MY OWN TRUST OF MYSELF NOW.
IF HIS WIFE CALLED ME I WOULD PROBABLY
TELL HER ALL THAT I KNOW. SHE DESERVES TO
KNOW WHO OR WHAT SHE MARRIED. AND
THAT WOULD BE THE LEAST I COULD DO
AFTER WHAT SHE DID FOR ME. SINCE
HE LEFT I HAVE ALSO GOTTEN BACK WITH
MY FRIENDS. I RECENTLY WENT ON A
VACATION AND GOT TO MEET THEM IN
PERSON. PLUS ANOTHER VERY DEAR FRIEND
OF MINE TOO. I FELL IN LOVE WITH
THEIR WHOLE FAMILIES. I ALSO FELT AS
THOUGH I WAS A PART OF THEIR FAMILIES
THERE WITH THEM. EACH ONE OF THESE
FAMILIES TOOK ME INTO THEIR HOMES AND
MADE ME FEEL COMPLETELY AT HOME. I
LITTERALLY CRIED AS I LEFT EACH ONES
HOME. NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF HAVING TO
LEAVE BUT ALSO BECAUSE AFTER MY
VISITS I STOPPED TO THINK. I ALMOST
LET THIS MAN DESTROY OUR FRIENDSHIPS
WITH HIS SICK MIND. I DO NOT WANT TO
DESTROY HIS MARRIAGE. BUT I DO FEEL
THAT HIS WIFE HAS A RIGHT TO KNOW JUST
WHAT HE IS CAPABLE OF. YES HE HAS
A HALO OVER HIS HEAD BUT THE HORNS
HOLDING IT UP HAVE TARNISHED IT SO BADLY
THAT THEY ARE ALL I WILL EVER SEE OF
HIM ANY MORE. HIS PLEASURES ARE NOTHING
BUT MAKING OTHERS MISERALBE. I WILL
ALWAYS BE LEARY OF ANY OTHERS OUT
THERE JUST LIKE HIM. ALL THAT READ
THIS PLEASE REMEMBER........
THIS COULD OF BEEN YOU.
DEDICATED TO ALL OF MY MUSKETEERS,
SUE
TWO MORE CENTS FROM SUE
ANY GUY THAT WOULD CRAWL OUT OF ONE WOMENS BED
AND INTO ANOTHERS WOMENS BED DESERVES THIS ONE.
HERE YOU GO "HONEY."
I THINK AARON TIPPIN SAYS IT BEST.
KISS THIS
SHE WAS A WOMEN ON A MISSION
HERE TO DROWNED IN APPLE BEER
SO I SET HER UP AND WATCHED HER
WASH THEM DOWN
SHE HAD JUST ABOUT SUCCEEDED
WHEN THAT LOW DOWN NO GOOD CHEATING
GOOD FOR NOTHING CAME STRTTING THROUGH THE CROWD
OH HE WAS LAYING IT ON SO THICK
HE NEVER MISSED A LICK
PROVESSING HIS NEVER ENDING LOVE
OH BUT I NEVER WILL FORGET
WHEN SHE STOOD UP AND SAID
SO I GUESS YOU THINK WE ARE GOING
TO KISS AND MAKE UP DON'T YOU
THATS WHEN SHE SAID
WHY DON'T YOU KISS, KISSTHIS
AND I DON'T MEAN ON MY ROSEY RED LIPS
AND ME AND YOU, WE ARE THROUGH
AND THERE IS ONLY ONE THING LEFT FOR YOU TO DO
YOU JUST COME ON OVER HERE ONE LAST TIME
PUCKER UP AND CLOSE YOUR EYES
AND KISS THIS, GOOD BYE
WELL THE NEXT THING I RECALL
SHE HAD HIM BACKED AGAINST THE WALL
CHEWING HIM LIKE A BULL DOG ON A BONE
SHE WAS PUTTING HIM IN HIS PLACE
AND I MEAN RIGHT UP IN HIS FACE
DRAGGING HIM DOWN A LIST OF DONE ME WRONGS
IT WAS JUST ABOUT NOW
THAT THE CROWD GATHERED ROUND
THEY COME TO WATCH HIM PAY FOR HIS EVERY SIN
SHE CALLED HIM EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN
AND WHEN WE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS DONE
SHE RARED BACK AND SHE LET HIM HAVE IT AGAIN MAN
SHE SAID, SHE SAID
WHY DON'T YOU KISS, KISSTHIS
AND I DON'T MEAN ON MY ROSEY RED LIPS
AND ME AND YOU, WE ARE THROUGH
AND THERE IS ONLY ONE THING LEFT FOR YOU TO DO
YOU JUST COME ON OVER HERE ONE LAST TIME
PUCKER UP AND CLOSE YOUR EYES
AND KISS THIS, KISS THIS
AND I DON'T MEAN ON MY ROSEY RED LIPS
AND ME AND YOU, WE ARE THROUGH
AND THERE IS ONLY ONE THING LEFT FOR YOU TO DO
YOU JUST COME ON OVER HERE ONE LAST TIME
PUCKER UP AND CLOSE YOUR EYES
AND KISS THIS, GOOD BYE
AND KISS THIS, GOOD BYE
SUZ
TINA'S TWO CENTS
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I HAD THIS GREAT ONLINE FRIEND THAT I
SHARED EVERYTHING WITH. MY THOUGHTS,
MY DREAMS, MY FEARS. TRUSTED HIM
WITH MY LIFE. ONE DAY ALL THIS CAME
TO AN END THROUGH LIES AND DECEIT.
HE TRIED TO TEAR FRIENDS APART, ALL
FOR HIS FEAR OF LOSING ALL OF US.
IT WORKED FOR A WHILE UNTIL WE PICKED
UP ON ALL OF HIS LIES. HE FAKED
SICKNESS (CANCER) TO GET PEOPLE TO LIKE
HIM AND FEEL SORRY FOR HIM. SINCE HE WAS
ONE OF MY BEST NET FRIENDS I BELIEVED HIM.
BIG MISTAKE!! I COULD ALMOST FORGIVE HIM
IF HE WOULD ONLY EXPLAIN WHY HE FELT
THE NEED TO LIE. I AM WRITING THIS SO
OTHER PEOPLE WILL BE REAL CAREFUL WHO
THEY GET CLOSE TO ON THE NET. BEWARE
OF THE WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING!!!!!!
TINA
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