Its not what you took but what you gave me
That ate up all my insides and ripped apart my chambers
All my muscle has deteriorated
All my masks have cracked and flown away
All my skin exists inside you
And every thought of you
Makes my bones fall out and dance upon the ground
My speech spits and ceases to make sound
I ignore every other human
I feel like I have lived my whole life bound
And now I know no gravity
I follow no law
When you are around
You were the changing of my body
The heresy of my system
You were the manipulation of my every form
The distortion of my voice
The twisting of my air
The last swelling of every tone
I am thrown far into an emptiness now
Forced into being alone
And left alone with my tension
Anxiety eats the skin that tries to grow back
And your face is the tooth that cuts my flesh
