| Time Notes: I found this in a small notebook of mine, and I honestly can't remember when I wrote it, but it was some time ago I'm sure. There was just this period of time awhile back when I started writing down scattered thoughts like this, and all of them were about strange, wordly ideas. This is also the time when I started watching Lain, and when I was having a religious break-down. I cut out a huge chunk of it, because it was really dull and winding. Time is of no importance. I try very hard not to let myself be entrapped by the shackles of time. The way I see it, life is forever and there is no reason to worry about time. At least not in the bigger picture. We live when we live and we die when we die. Our lives pass through many places and people and ideas. There is no reason to befuddle and belittle them with time and its foolish measurements. Life is nothing but a series of events that are made to connect to a certain line. That line is our life span. We are nothing but programs, collecting memories and experiences and making records of them. We are systems, gathering information and upgrading or evolving throughout our life span. That is why we die; we must delete the systems over time so that the new systems will be able to evolve and improve. The fact that we have bodies and function in a physical world doesn't have much significance; it is a physical phenomena and does not require any explanation. To understand life, you must look at it wihtout bodies and the physical world. That is what I'm trying to do; to make a sense of a greater existence, one that we do not pay much attention to because it is thought to be unimportant... When I speak of the mind, I do not mean the brain; I mean that little part of us that gives us the ability to think and grow and feel. It's that thing that makes us human, something that surpasses the functions of the brain. You might call it our soul, perhaps, but it is really much much more. It is the core and driving force behind each and every program; it is the very key to our existence. Any input on my strange little theory? Send it to me, I'll stick it on the site. Return to Blarb Return to Infoskank |