And a few months too
I've felt, seen, and heard a lot
Most impacting: the experiences few
I've talked bad about others,
And now I tell the truth
From what I've said or had not said
I say I'm sorry to you
I've felt the great wrath of gossip
I've felt it recently too
I know how much it truly hurts,
Please know this apology is true.
To those I've hurt, in so many ways,
What can I say to erase the pain?
Of some I'm guilty, others not,
But yet I am somewhat restrained
Restrained to apologize, for what has been done
Restrained to apologize, that I've not been wrong
So to those of who I know I've hurt
To those I know it is my fault
This is my place to say this too:
I am sorry for the pain given to you.
To those who place the blame on me
To those I know that I'm not wrong
I'm sorry that you have blamed me,
But to apologize is not my place to be.
Some who read this I've treated bad,
Whether on purpose or accident,
I ask you to not be mad
If I've mistreated you,
I truly am sorry
But please realize this-
This is not for your or my glory
As God desires it
I say this apology,
Whether I'm right or wrong,
Nice or mean,
Giving or receiving pain,
And I truly am sorry.
It seems like most growth,
Like Wisdom and maturity
Comes from the mistakes-
Not any particular purity.
Those times I've had a lot,
Even though I've wished few
Those times hurt the most,
And bring my apology to you
So whether you've been hurt,
Or if you've hurt me;
So whether you know of it,
Or prefer clueless be;
In this poem I write,
Yes, a poem this truly be!
I say that I'm sorry,
Please accept my apology.
If you will still read,
I would like to share something important to me
If you will still read,
I would like to share what I believe…
Anyone who reads this,
Expects me to write Christianity
But please don't place me in that box,
I believe more than mere Christianity
In every human being
I also believe that there is an evil,
Which rules stronger in all, even kings
I believe that America is in trouble,
About this whole gay marriage thing
I believe it is not the nation's right,
To decide the individual's preferring
I believe that humans aren't perfect,
Sinning every day
I also believe that human have an example
Of how to live forever, being the only Way
I believe that opinions differ,
Like about who likes their job
I can say I love my job,
Though some hate it passionately
I believe that I have but one chance,
To say what I believe
I believe I have but one chance,
To set things write, before eternity
My time is not long,
But not too short either
So I have written this poem,
For otherwise,
I know that I would have failed,
To tell you what you need to hear,
Of what I believe, who I am,
And most importantly:
That I am sorry for the past,
And wish to have a better future.
But that can only be started now,
So please forgive me the same,
And let us move on,
Finding what stance God wants us to have:
Nothing, friendship, or more,
As time is short,
Let us act now,
Before our lives we abort.
I believe what I believe,
Yeah,
And that makes me who I am.
And I didn't make it- no, it is making me.
It is the very truth of God and not the invention of any man.