James
Rabbit
Recorded
May 25-28th 2003 by Tyler Martin
1. Start
Start
2. Already
There
3. Garage
4. Modern
Suckers
5. One
More Second Chance
6. Losing
My Cool
7. Middle
8. On
High
9. Sober
Up
10. Studios A Tomb
11. Vice Comes So Naturally
12. Tone Poem From Home
13. Vegas
Start, start, I’m openhearted
But the best will come when I’m
being edited
So, stop me culture cramming
And I’ll sand you down so deep
into the summer
What a bum its been
Its that time of year again
But I don’t give up
I’m the same kind of lover... if I had one
But I’m only half and half
So start smart, I’ll raise you
fifty
But the rest will come when I have
the heart
If I’m even kidding
You can send me back through
layers and through stone ages
Years and then-
I’m that type of fool again
But I just can’t rest
I’m the same kind of feelings… if
I had them
But I’m only twenty minutes
Normally avoid some type of
concentration
And the rest I’ll shrug off
thinner than a model
Of questionable virtue
I’ll await such flaws so shallow
like a shark attack
Mirrors and friends
Its that type of day again
But I don’t give up
I’m austere like a Spartan and
Athenian
And the best of both the worlds
You could take it out on me but
I’m already there
Sic your pro-tools out on me, but
I’m already there
Dramatic push that pulls me to
your side
I’m already there I’m already
Indebted to circumstances fine
I’m already lost I’m already
Total in control and never
listening through doorways
Never tapping phones, cause that’s
just paranoid
And poor reception
You could point it out to me, but
I’m totally dense
Point the giant building out to
me, I’m totally dense
An idiotic spur-of-the-month quiz
I’ve already lost I’ve already
Done with systems multiply like
this
I’m already done I’m already
Finished from an early age at
life, those sunken eyes and
Torn up torso leads down to those
legs
But we won’t go there
Softly like a cloud, I’m distant,
hanging round
And you won’t listen to me anyway
You never listen to reason so
Instead of going on like this
I’ll go back to the main point.
When garage has let you down
Those lifestyles never sick
I’ll wish you something hopeful
Or something that’ll better stick
Collapse me-happening on lines on
down the freedom
Rings, till its empty
But I’m many miles away
Away like you should go
I’m alive, just so you know
Bless perceptive characters on
high
And we connect
Worry me with faithless yellow
eyes
And its apt
And then if you meant it
We would have had something
forever
But now you’re a wreck
And I mean it still together
Something more intact
Pretend I had some impact
You – calling crowds, partial
shapes
And give me a break
O Cinema, bend this way
And give me something
When you’ve lived like this so
long,
You know that it’s a shame
I wake up with my laundry,
Grab some lunch and start the day
Hit the carpet around twelve
And press the snooze again
Its clear to the doctors
That my patterns aren’t working
Band-Aids and cheap thrills
Define another pill
Standing blankly at the
passenger’s side
Going to pass out, cause the smoke
is too high
That’s the breaks there, and the
skid goes fast
I’m so right now, and the green
lights pass on the right
Turning quaintly to the central
square
Where the doves, and better
scenery than this are there
With a passion, with a sense
beyond control
With a fashion, sense can’t be
paroled on trial
And it’s a hopeful peace we wage
someday
But until then, darkness in games
to play
While some wayward silence blooms
Back to you
Place me back there with the
genuine shot
Of self falling down cause the
senses are all gone
And doctor, please, can’t you help
this boy?
He’s had too much to take and his
taste is going to be fine
Take someday- examples coming into
light the shore and thank you
Baby, while we break the sunlight,
chances are that someone’s listening in
I don’t hear, acknowledge me, for
scenery has broke and I know
All there is to know on subjects
antiquated, modern suckers
It’s a likely fate you’ll come to
fail
When I wake up happy, you’ll be
pressed and pale
While the thought occurs at once,
back to some
And its likely that you’ll come to
say
While I’m still on my back you’ll
be pressed to pay
And the darkness goes at once,
back to front
You’re the kind to inspire
violence
Race around back and establish
some silence
Some stronghold, vague aplomb,
antiquity
Some truth to it, but it just
seems clear to me
That you’re running out
You’re the kind to be born under a
traffic sign
Some stoplight massacre, the phone
crew get in line
Inside, its me, oh this it gets to
me
Some sharper imagist cut straight
through me
Get to the good part
With one more second chance you’ll
find
That I’m no soldier to defend
With one more second chance you’ll
bind
And time – it won’t be kind again
Well its so nice and kind
To go out of your way…
You’ve gone through so much
trouble for me
Its only fair that you stay
Your so kind to offer up your lost
self
Place an order and I’ll store you
on the highest shelf
Just out of reach, our digits do
not mix
And only lonely codes can get down
to the bottom of this
A boring, Sophist read
You’re the kind to open up to
questions
When it gets in, your old enough
to mention that
Its right, and kind to hold on for
one more second
Left and blind to whatever the
future is
Lack of motivation
This murderous mind can’t you see
I’m trying for
Some kind of peace, no matter how
I must get it
Some kind of faith, and all away
from the flashy kind
Some kind of beauty, I’m all for
that passionate mind
I think I’m losing my cool
Born down on reflex properties
Been so hard to climb up silently
And its kept up difficulty
maintaining status
Am I on top?
Been down on vague appropriations
We sew and sell near famous places
And its kept up silently distance
overcomes
And I’m on top
Calm down and face the inverse
glory
You aren’t so connected- you
should feel so
Innocent, despite all the t.v.
killings you’ve witnessed
And the neighborhood is under
attack
Expect protests from the
government to you
Get off your couch and sink in the
sea, you’re witless
I think I’m losing my cool
Go on and move that body
You sulk like a pro- divisions
will show
There’s a party going on- but the
devils still at the drawing board
Go on and big connection
Plagiarize the dirt to dust and
air
And molecules indeed – like you
even think that small
I think I’m losing my cool
Start small and move by levels
Your destiny shows up something
fierce
And its blurred and blemished and
smoked and trite
But your on top
I think I’m losing my cool
Move ahead to the next imperator
Silently reason all those doubts
away
And make with the pity as a
heartfelt process
Always on top
Carry on with the dancing from up
the street
And though I’m petrified, I still
can’t think
So send me on out to distant
events
Sacred times mean nothing around
I’d rather find some way to
This middle ground awaits you
We’ll never caught in bed
Afraid of being lonely
Random, with a little hint of
jealousy
Communication becomes our only
fear
Save me from manias, paid at cost
And wash up on some distant shore
and dance
We’ve never looked it up, afraid
of being an answer
I’d never shoot it up, afraid of
my heart stopping
I’d never point it out, afraid of
being an answer
I’d rather find some way to
This middle class awaits you
We’ve never tired out
Afraid of being human
Seeking out resistance to some
unnatural feel
Comforts all you want, and all you
get
Meaning- its this conflict that
stirs in yourself
Stay in bed all day, I wouldn’t
care
I’d never shout it out, afraid of
someone hearing
On high
Why buzz over shelter when
shelter’s halfway down?
And why fix these problems when
you could wreck this town
And distinctly problems multiply
I’m lost at odds but complaining’s
shy
Of working out this backwards
relevance
Shoot through me with a second
chance
Oh why, on high
Why force the magic, when magic’s
getting sick?
Your charming change is static,
your skull is pretty thick
Oh I’m out back with a vengeance
hanging
Crowding out, hearing over the
volume quickly
Shouting out: “Gee, its great to
be so difficult”
Shouting out, give me a break
Give it up, I’m moving on down
can’t you see?
But a partial loss would be so
swift
And a partial truth would let it
R.I.P.
Sort of loss of control and a
sharp change of pitch
I’ll righteous up and take a spot
I’ll take a look and write it off
With my arms all folded
And my heart all opened
Clear- like a bell
After the long ride home
I’ll sit in the shadows and you’ll
sober up
Like I’ll sober up
An inquisitive visitor from P.S.
14
Going to draw the line at dinner
out
She’d never draw the line at being
mean
Sort of vicious, couldn’t hurt my
concept of you
Well there’s never trust when the
bottles out
And its always out and its always
back
With a morning-after frown
And an unsatisfied sound
Giving into me, what did I just
say
About no new converts and they’re
dragging me down
So rights the way up now and
though I’m such a jerk
With no true turnabout and fairly
truly lame
And tenants complain about no room
The studios a tomb, where did I go
wrong?
And wash, the streets are pearly
white
But nobody will fight when the
morning’s cold and blue
Speak out to me but your words at
glance
Are frozen in the air like icicles
off cabins
They are evergreen and turning,
logarithms turning
Ninetyninth percentile, but I’ll
never fade away
And students fade into nothingness
The studio’s a mess, where did I
go wrong?
And watch my hymnal black and blue
The vacation is through we can
never go home
Monday night’s a dream, Tuesday is
so lean and Wednesday calls my bluff
Turning backwards now, the
citizenry’s foul, we’re lost and we are proud
So call my bluff
And tenants complain about no room
The studios a tomb, where did I go
wrong?
Where did I go wrong?
And wash, the streets are pearly
white
But nobody will fight when the
mornings cold and blue
Where did I go?
Students fade into nothingness
The studios a mess where did I go
wrong?
And watch my hymnal black and blue
The vacation is through we can
never go home
We can never go home
Vice comes so naturally to me
I’m a student of infatuation
And linger with applause
Beginning of some awkward
conversation
Going to start at the dawn of some
distance say
Go start at the bar, report back
to me
If its not well at all, I’m so
proud of the space we’ve gained
And she’s not well at all, so
unsure of her brain
Vice comes naturally to me
Set apart in the streets, in
foreign fields
I’ll feel there in a day,
Set to journey on without a second
thought
And if there’s some pattern down
don’t think I see it yet
Some sure apparatus to fight, yeah
I’d surely get
Some truth to this better
well-being I suppose
I’d do well to do so better off on
down the road
And vice comes so naturally
I’m alone in this stance – this
vague dissent
And so gently like a dream
Comes crumbling down and I’m out
all alone
Set aside, but your moneys spent
your money’s spent, you can move aside
And move aside while your money
spins your money left, you can set aside
And move along you have no home
here you have no hope here you can get away
And move along these tragic lines
and traffic fines but your moneys gone
Antique furniture and carpeted
hallways bring it on
Dust leads to these allergies they
are gone
Well at least something remains of
that estate
And I miss you just a little, but
this is great
Dust goes so gently, alone without
sentient
Beings come crawling and find it
inspiring
So gently, the lines appear
friendly
They ignore some meaning and find
it appealing
Crowds wave, the desperate lights
go down
Crowds rave, proscenium stage not
allowed
Spine strays so wildly alone
without reason
Rings- but its empty and a tone
poem from home, it says
Gently, I need you to be with me-
Quietly scheming and constantly
dreaming
Vegas is a town that doesn’t apply
to me
No sins, no saviors from this
storefront property
No baptism by these neon lights on
high
To me it just doesn’t apply
Smoking on a lit veranda, imbibing
those airs
Chase it with a side of liquor, in
spite of those cares
Kiss me to oblivion, stop me on
high
The stares and the lifelong
gambles just can’t survive
See me like an angel of Fourth
Avenue
Veins burn like a red-hot Wall
Street tycoon
Shut me up on several counts of being
alive
Sleeping in a tropical storm, I’ll
have to get by