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Dear Jason,

Has it been a year already? It seems like it was just yesterday we heard the terrible news of your leaving us.  I want you to know that we miss you terribly, that the wound is still fresh and hearts still ache. Building this website for you over the past year has eased the pain somewhat and keeps your memory alive in our hearts. You are always with us.
I know your watching from heaven, and I've told your Mom that your my muse. Happy Angel Anniversary Jason. Know that you are always missed, always loved and will never be forgotten.

Aunt Sue.. Uncle John..and Shaune

We love and miss you Jay
My Dearest son ~ my most special gift from God !

Dearest Jason, my son, my boy !!

You left this world one year ago
Sometimes it seems like forever and others just yesterday though
I still wait for you to walk through the door
Or the phone to ring to hear that voice I so adore !

I left your coat hanging on that same hook
Your clothes are still hanging in your special nook
There are times I know you won't be coming home to me
This I must try to accept with some sort of harmony.

My heart still beats, my eyes still see, my ears hear
But knowing you will never be home is my haunting fear.
I will do my best to go on day by day
Just know that each step is for you, my precious Jay !

The day will come when I will see you again
I only pray that I make a difference on this earth in your name.
Just wait for me my sweet gorgeous boy
For until the day we are reunited there will be no real joy !

I love you more with each new morning and break of day
Please ask God to take this constant ache and pain away.
Your mom will always and forever long
For you to be by my side, right where you belong !

Please wait for me, it won't be too long
Keep practicing your "Welcome Home to Heaven Mom" song.
Just know that my love for you has grown more each day
Our being together again is all I want, it's all I pray !

I love you forever and with every part of me !!!!!
Your Mom forever and always.
There are far too many to thank for making this past year bearable for me...
I shall try in no special order...

Thank you sissy Sue, My Husband, Tom and Denise, Sylvia, Pammi, CindyJo, Maria, Karen, Carolyn, Beth, Melanie, Helen, Sue, Nancy, Beth, Lynn, Leslie K, Linda B, Ed, Darlene, Penny, Christian, Eric, Joyce and Cecil, Megan, Lee N , and many others !!!!!!

God love you and thank you for sticking by my side
and keeping me alfoat !!!!!!!

Jason and I love you all !!!!!
ANGEL OF MINE
I felt an angel near today,
though one I couldn't see.
I felt an angel, oh- so- close,
sent to comfort me.

I felt an angel's gentle kiss,
soft upon my cheek.
And oh, without a single word, of caring it did speak.

I felt an angel's loving touch,
soft upon my heart.
And with that touch,
I felt the pain and hurt within depart.

I felt an angel's tepid tears,
fall softly next to mine.
And knew that as those tears did dry,
a new day would be mine

I felt an angel's silken wings,
enfold me with pure love.
And felt a strength within me grow,
A strength sent from above.

I felt an angel, oh-so-close,
though one I couldn't see,
I felt an angel near today,
sent to comfort me.
A SPECIAL WARM THANK YOU TO "PAMMI" FOR THIS GIFT
A gift from Maria
BLUE SEAGLASS

JAY'S KISSES FROM HEAVEN"
As I walk along the beach
your love I feel and right in reach
As I look down on the sand
and place your heavenly kisses  in my hand

Thank you son for sending me your love
the blue seaglass - your angel kisses from above !!!
Memorial Gifts for Jason
A gift from CindyJo
A Gift from  Aunt Sue, Uncle John and Shaune
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Blue Sea Glass

When things get too much for you,
Like a ship without a mast,
You go out walking on the beach,
and you look for blue sea glass.

A secret between you and me,
since the day I passed
One way I show my love for you,
is beautiful blue sea glass.

As you stroll out on the shore,
you hold my memory fast.
Your eyes begin to blur with tears,
when you see that blue sea glass.

And you look out at the ocean waves,
so wonderous and vast.
You think about the place I am,
and hold your gift of blue sea glass.

As I see you do these things,
my love for you is unsurpassed.
I'm glad that I can show you,
with lovely bits of blue sea glass

Who knows what the future holds,
or which way the die are cast?
But, whatever happens in your life,
You'll see my love, in blue sea glass.

Sue Saldino 6/4/05
( With love from Jay)