i am not sure
8/12/2001
please just splash this in red...
that way i can deny it is my heart
i have no blood

i feel but can not say
i trust my heart to wake up
i am starting to doubt
my disbelief is killing me
the desire is dead
the one to walk
but the one to hate just
runs...
feel i can not care
but when i see the sun in the morning
i will slightly open to its warmth
but it never lasts too long
it only reaches so far