Jess & Casey
[3.23.01]
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[3.10.02]
my heart is now *owch*
jus' when i thought i found the man of my dreams...simple yet sweet, caring, honest, hard-working, sincere, and DAMN good looking...it all turned around...
and i ended up on the wrong end of ...well...life, i guess...i really miss him...really as in you have no idea what i go through each day just to try and make it to the next...
but i know God does everything for a reason...
so i'll jus' sit back and keep crying myself to sleep, cuddling w/ my stuffed bunny...wishing it was him instead of some plush toy...waiting to see the reason...
i hope that he finds true happiness...in whatever he does...
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
i still have all these questions i want to ask him...I don't want to know what went wrong anymore, because i know that there really doesn't have to be one specific thing.  Sometimes things just don't work.  But i want to know things like, what did he like best about me?..  What moments w/ me stick out in his mind...Did i make him happy?...
some questions the world will never know...
so i'll keep on wondering...and wishing...on that star
*143~637~CWG*
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