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Killer Instinct
by
Paul Vunak
Trying
to explain killer instinct to someone who has never experienced it is a
bit like trying to explain sweet to someone who has never had any sugar.
Killer instinct can mean so much but, at the same time, is nearly
impossible to accurately describe.
Killer instinct is the desire and ability to
finish your opponent. It is a sadistic urge driven by the savage side of
human nature. It is not how loud you scream or how many expletives you
spew at your adversary. It’s not the ugly faces you can contort yourself
into. It is certainly not mindlessly hurling yourself into the fray in an
uncontrolled, incensed rush of adrenaline. Killer instinct is finishing
the race, closing the deal, accomplishing the mission. It is the burning
lust to damage your opponent. It is the cold, hard, calculating
application of bad intentions.
Of course, the end result of the successful application of killer instinct
is the resolution of the altercation. While this is easy to conceptualize,
it is not so easy to actualize. "Doing what is necessary" to win
a fight is a nice thing to quote from an armchair, but things get
exponentially more complex when you hit the street.
Killer instinct is the correct choice of tactics and the merciless,
relentless application of those tactics. It is every choice and action
that leads to the downfall of your opponent. It is easy to confuse it for
the mad-rush, see-red, wailing, banshee mode that we may have experienced,
but that is really only one aspect of killer instinct. It’s an
attribute, but it is also a mentality.
Survival of the Fittest
Killer instinct is the firm-gripped control over some of our most intense
emotions. If we are to fully realize the maximum potential of our killer
instinct, we cannot be a slave to our emotions. Think of any predator and
the manner in which they stalk their prey. Take, for example, a cheetah.
It may not have eaten for several days, but it will still wait patiently
for the appropriate moment to attack to ensure its next meal. Its
nourishment depends on its skills as a hunter, so it’s only logical that
it is quite proficient at this task. In the wild, if you aren’t
proficient, you are dead. It knows, innately or by experience, that if it
allows a nagging belly to impair its judgement, it will only have to wait
longer until the next meal. It calmly waits while collecting data that
will shape its attack plan. Which gazelle will be the easiest victim?
Which gazelle will stray into range first? With is the slowest, the
weakest, the least alert. Once the appropriate moment arrives, it
unhesitatingly launches its attack, mercilessly closing in on the target
with single-minded determination. It tears the victim down in the most
efficient manner, not stopping until there is no struggle left. This
epitomizes killer instinct through all its stages.
There is a vast wealth of knowledge to be gained from predatory animals.
If you compare the jeet kune do game plan with that of the cheetah, you
will find many similarities. In the embryonic stages of a street fight, we
make our preliminary analysis. This will include any observations about
the opponent’s martial structure (boxing, karate, et cetera) and the
gut-feel we get from the adversary. Our preliminary analysis must be as
accurate as possible, because tactical choices will be made from this
data. It cannot be tainted by too much uncontrolled emotion or adrenaline.
Just as the cheetah looked for the weakest gazelle, we look for any
apparent weaknesses in our opponent’s defense. It would not be a
particularly wise move for the cheetah to hunt the strongest or fastest
gazelle, nor would it make much sense to try to outbox a stronger, faster
boxer. In our case, we don’t stand around waiting for an opportunity,
but try to create one by moving and probing. Through this process, we can
get the opponent to reveal much more about himself than he would probably
like. We can also possibly even force him to make a mistake that we can
capitalize on. When the time is right, we enter, straight blast, and
finish our opponent with an unrelenting barrage of head butts, knees, and
elbows. This is the fail-safe, the point of no-return. We must assume that
our life depends the success of our past analysis. In the same way, our
emotional intensity must reflect this belief.
Total Awareness
To achieve full potential of the killer instinct, we must absolutely be
able to control our emotions. We must be able to go from a cold, unfeeling
machine to the uncontrollable rage of a berserk grizzly bear and back
again in a second, if the situation calls for it. In kicking and punching
range, we must be a cold machine, free from any emotional tension or
anxiety. We must dispassionately view the situation and react to it as if
it was a blatantly obvious course of action. Once we enter into trapping
range, we must become a wild animal, oblivious to pain or reason. In the
fight continues to the ground, we must kick back into machine-mode so we
can effectively make the correct tactical decision. This level of control
is not easy to reach. It can only be reached if we were aware of the
changes going on inside ourselves. As the biofeedback axiom goes,
"control follows awareness."
So if control follows awareness, how do we reach this
"awareness?" First of all, we must see killer instinct in a
light that is not obscured by any moralistic, idealistic, or institutional
shade. Any time we try to categorize it in a neat little package, we are
rationalizing and not seeing it truly for what it is. Awareness is being
cognizant of the mental, spiritual, emotional and physiological
ramification of the moment. Awareness is being in tune with your
surroundings, sensing your effect on them as well as their effect on you.
It is definitely not making a judgement call on your observations. For
example, if someone cuts you off in traffic and fails to signal an
apology, and you experience an overwhelming urge to separate this
person’s head from his body, you don’t instantly clamp down and
suppress this urge while berating yourself for your Neanderthal behavior.
You simply acknowledge what you are feeling at the moment, what caused you
to feel this way, and how you can use this knowledge to your benefit
should a situation arise.
Awareness can be cultivated in many ways. Specifically, right now, we are
only concerned with awareness in oneself, but the attributes necessary for
street awareness can certainly be useful here. However, the catch is that
we are dealing with something intrinsically more difficult. We come from a
culture of distractions. Television, radio, video games, endless juicy
tabloids – all serve to distract us from dealing with our supposedly
mundane lives. By divorcing ourselves from reality, if only for a moment,
we lose touch with the one thing that determines our potential for
accomplishment: ourselves. How many of us have actually spent any time by
ourselves free from any sort of distraction, even hunting or backpacking.
I mean time spent walking or sitting, listening only to your own body.
This is no easy task. Sitting quietly for twenty minutes a day for a week
will tell you volumes about yourself. You will find all the kinds of
intense emotions surfacing for no apparent reason. Your mind will concoct
very persuasive arguments against this course of action. This will not be
a pleasant experience. I am not espousing any religious and/ or spiritual
doctrines for this practice. This is simply an exercise to cultivate
awareness – because if you can’t listen to your body sitting still,
you aren’t going to hear a damned thing when Gunnery Sergeant Pat Bagley
is poking jabs in your face.
Total Control
Now let’s say that you’ve heeded my advice and now have a working
level of awareness. Here’s where we get to work on the control aspect
– this is actually the easiest part. Now that we are aware of the
changes going on in our body, we simply try to effect gradual control over
these changes. The more acute your awareness, the more successful your
attempts will be. Any situation that causes your blood to boil or your
heart to beat a little faster is an opportunity for training. It could be
a fight with your significant other, a particularly condescending teller
at the bank, or a check that was supposed to be in the mail. Anything that
gets you going is fair game. Instead of flying off the handle, causing
considerable damage to your home and furnishings, or completely
suppressing the powerful emotions at play, thereby causing you an ulcer, I
suggest that you take a few deep breaths and acknowledge what is going on
in your body. You may still be angry, but now it is a controlled anger,
which provides eminently usable energy. Make no mistake, anybody can throw
a temper tantrum – losing your cool is not a sign of strength, but of a
lack of control.
A lot of this may seem esoteric and obscure, but it really isn’t. Think
of any great sports figure and pay attention to how they thrive under
pressure. They feel the emotions as strongly as the next man, but they
know how to channel and not be overwhelmed by them. Try to recall any
accidental killing where the husband or wife took the life of their
beloved spouse. Through all their regret and grief, one thing is clear,
they lost control and didn’t realize what they were doing until it was
too late. As martial artists, we must always be aware of our actions. For
the safety of others, of course, but more so we can act appropriately,
decisively, and ruthlessly when the need arises to defend our loved ones
or ourselves.
Total Application
The killer instinct we seek to develop is not a sledgehammer – it is a
scalpel that must be continually honed. Killer instinct will allow us to
prevail in an ear-biting, eye-gouging street fight. It is the savvy that
clues us into our adversary’s weaknesses. It is the ruthlessness that
drives us to mercilessly capitalize on those weaknesses. It is the impetus
that turns your training into fighting. This topic should not be taken
lightly. If you intend to be a fighter, it behooves you to implement
killer instinct into your training. I have given you one way to train
killer instinct. It is perhaps the most beneficial, but frustrating way.
The physical logistics of integrating these concepts into your art is up
to you but they must be grounded in these immutable principles. In a
crisis, you will not rise to your expectations, but fall to your level of
training. Don’t let your ignorance of killer instinct be your downfall.
Simply put, to win a street fight one must
have a combination of killer instinct and relaxation. At first glance,
theses emotions may appear to be mutually exclusive – however, they are
not. Killer instinct is the burning lust to damage your opponent. It is
the cold, hard, calculated application of bad intentions. This is not to
be confused with mindlessly hurling yourself into the fray, in an
uncontrolled, incensed rush of adrenaline. Killer instinct can be defined
as the correct choice of tactics, and the merciless, relentless
application of those tactics.
Relaxation is the other part of the street
fighting equation. Relaxing in a street fight is the ability to perceive
the action in slow motion. It is the window of opportunity that we use to
make choices. Relaxation is inherently knowing when to stop moving during
the fog of war and simply breathe – otherwise, uncontrolled rage can
easily become your master, clouding your thoughts and dooming you to
defeat.
In order to understand when to use killer
instinct and when to use relaxation, it is essential to understand the
four fighting ranges: kicking, punching, trapping, and grappling. When you
are throwing punches and kicks from long range, you’re in the stage of
the fight that Bruce Lee referred to as "probing" or "potshotting,"
like Muhammed Ali dancing on his toes, flicking out the jab. This is when
you need to be as relaxed as possible. The attributes fostered by
relaxation are timing, distance, and awareness.
If you break into trapping range, you are
now in the stage that Bruce Lee referred to as the "rally." At
this point you should be blasting down your opponent’s centerline,
pummeling him with a barrage of head butts, knees, and elbows. This is the
range when you must absolutely turn on the killer instinct! You must
become a wild animal, oblivious to pain or reason. If the fight goes to
the ground, you must shift into the relaxed "machine" mode,
allowing you to employ the attributes of timing and sensitivity to look
for a sweep, choke, or lock. However, if an uninterrupted bite or eye
gouge presents itself, a sudden flare of killer instinct will be
necessary. If the bite or gouge is successful, giving you enough room to
get back on your feet, you now need to go back to the original state of
relaxation – at which point you’ve come full circle. Perhaps a better
term for switching from killer instinct to relaxation would be
"explode and recover." I have two favorite drills for developing
each of these two attributes.
Killer Instinct Drill: This should be done
with two or more training partners. Have then get within an inch of your
face, screaming expletives as loud as possible while you scream back at
them for seconds. Immediately go to the heavy bag and unload with a
combination of punches, elbows, knees, and head butts for at least 20
seconds. This drill should be performed with the objective of raising your
adrenaline, blood pressure, and emotional content though the roof. If you
practice this drill twice a day, for a month, you will become increasingly
familiar with the feeling associated with killer instinct, and thus be
able to call it up at will.
Relaxation Drill: This should also be done
with two or more training partners. Have them wear boxing gloves and
instruct them to attack you with various punches and kicks. This explosion
of blows should be as intense as possible for a full 60 seconds. Your only
defense will be to cover and roll with the punches. As with the killer
instinct drill, you should have a preset objective – this time to
completely relax. When you are being inundated with an inordinate amount
of stimulus – such as a mass attack with four to six fists flying at you
at once – your neurological system will be fully taxed. The point of
this drill is to develop the ability to relax while your neurological
system is in overload mode. If you practice this drill twice a day, for a
month, you will become more familiar with the feeling of relaxing under
pressure.
As with all aspects of martial arts, how you
train is the most important step to developing key attributes. The
physical logistics of integrating these psychological concepts into your
art is up to up. Always remember that in a crisis, you will not rise to
your expectations, but rather sink to your level of training.
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