The door slammed shut behind them, a second thump joining the first as
Draco slammed Potter's body up against the wall. This probably wasn't the most
delicate way of going about continuing the… whatever they'd started at the
bus-stop. With Potter's too-small uniform, his green eyes that always seemed on
the verge of tears, and the innocence -- oh, Lord, the innocence -- that
made Draco forget he and Potter were exactly the same age, he knew he should
proceed carefully with this one. But it was difficult to control himself.
Perhaps if the other boy wasn't so eager. Or so warm. How was he
always so warm?
"You don't mind me ruining your lunch like this, do you, Potter?"
Potter lightly kicked the paper bag that had fallen from his hand the second
the door closed behind them. It seemed like things were always slipping away,
useless, from Potter's hands. "Not much in there, anyway," he
confessed, squirming against Draco's body, crushing their lips together again.
Potter always did everything with such enthusiasm that Draco wondered if it was
even possible for him to take the time for a languid exploration of bodies. But
with Potter frotting desperately against his leg, he couldn't bring himself to
care.
Pansy and his other friends had been so wrong about him. How could anyone
think this boy had nothing to offer?
"What about the broom closet?" asked Draco, biting and releasing
Potter's lower lip.
"Bigger than what I have at home," Potter said, mouth curling into
a rueful smile. Draco was horrified. They were crammed against each other in
here, barely an inch between them, and even if they'd wanted to separate their
bodies, it wouldn't have worked; he certainly couldn't imagine living
under that set of circumstances. He pushed that thought away, though. It wasn't
news that Potter's home situation wasn't quite ideal, especially with his fat
cousin bragging about it at every given opportunity. Besides, it wouldn't do for
Potter to think he was feeling sorry for him. The other boy might even want to
stop what was happening here, a prospect that scared Draco more than he wanted
to admit.
He settled for running his tongue along Potter's neck, and separating
Potter's thighs with his knee, pressing, rubbing against the other boy. As
Potter threw his head back and moaned, Draco nearly grinned in triumph. Why did
this always feel like a war? The smile melted off his face when Potter reached
up, wrapping his hand around the back of Draco's head and let each kittenish
noise reverberate all around their mouths. Any semblance of control -- of
dominance -- slipped away at those sounds and Draco came hard, humping Potter's
leg almost violently.
Squeezing a hand between an elastic waistband and the hot skin of Potter's
stomach, Draco wrapped his hand around the hard length, the strange, tight angle
causing the thatch of coarse hair to rub against his skin. He swallowed each of
Potter's noises with a kiss, imagining kids passing by the door, hearing strange
thumps, and high, keening cries. The thought only made Draco more determined,
his arm movements becoming frenzied as he released Potter's mouth to let all of
those sounds escape. Almost immediately, Potter spilled all over Draco's hands,
inside his own pants, shaking and shouting Draco's name. Someone had probably
heard that, Draco thought, feeling a pang of anxiety and regret deep in his
stomach.
Fuck of a time to worry about his reputation, Draco realised. Dobby would
cluck disappointedly if he'd have heard that last thought of Draco's, and with
Potter's whimpers being swallowed by his shoulder, he had an easy time pushing
the troubling idea away.
With a final exhalation of contentment, Potter weakly managed to raise his
head, thumping it against the door as he slid to the ground. His hair hung in a
sweaty mess plastered against his smooth forehead, eyes protuberant and wide, as
he patted the spot beside him, indicating Draco should join him. Gingerly, Draco
sat, trying to look as dignified as one could with a wet spot rapidly spreading
across the front of his trousers. As if reading his mind, Potter dug into his
lunch bag and pulled out a handkerchief, throwing it over.
"Thanks," Draco said gratefully, daubing at the stain.
"You're welcome. I'll just slip it back into Dudley's things
later." Potter grinned, but upon seeing the horror-struck expression on
Draco's face, he hastily added, "Kidding, kidding."
"Ha ha." Draco fought the urge to stick his tongue out at the other
boy. Wouldn't want to be undignified -- Father would be furious if he ever found
out, though the odds that he would find out about this particular event
were slim. He knew he could take Potter's vow to keep things quiet seriously.
The two just sat for a moment, Draco fussing with his clothing, Potter
looking almost maddeningly relaxed despite his own wet spot. "Malfoy, do
you ever have strange dreams?"
Draco, surprised the quiet had been disrupted, blurted out, "What, you
mean like the ones where you're in Maths in nothing but your skivvies?"
Potter giggled -- giggled! God, he seemed so young. "Not quite.
Like, ones where you're magical, or dreams with giants or flying broomsticks or
motorbikes."
"Motorbikes?" Draco said thoughtfully. "Can't say that I have.
But…"
"Yes?"
"The broomsticks... I used to have this dream where I was flying low,
near these trees, feeling as though I was hiding from something, and then there
was this zipping sound and then a tiny--"
"-- fluttering gold ball with wings! Yes, I've had that dream,
too!" Potter sounded excited and confused. "I can almost feel how it
tick--"
"-- tickles the inside of your palm and you have to grip--"
"-- it and make sure you don't let it go. Like it's--"
"-- the most important thing in the world."
The two stared at one another for a moment, deathly quiet.
Potter broke the silence. "Ever feel like you don't belong here?"
Draco thought about his vapid friends, the pressure Father put on him to be
rich and smart and successful, about how everything seemed to move like
molasses, like he lived within a dream, and considered agreeing. But a trickle
of sweat ran down his forehead, the tiny light bulb in the closet flickered, and
he could feel the mess in his pants drying, making him uncomfortable. Resting
his head on Potter's shoulder, he could feel the heat radiating off the boy
beside him. He simply burned. "I belong here."
"Mmm," said Potter noncommittally. "But it'd be nice if magic
were real."
"I already figured it was," Draco said, entwining his fingers with
Potter's.