"It's time the tale were told of how you took a child and you made
him old."
The next morning, Harry woke up in a familiar round room, which was decidedly
not Gryffindor Tower. As sunshine streamed through the windows, he was dismayed
to learn he was still in St. George's, as he'd expected Ron to wake him in the
same manner as the last time he had this dream. He sat up, rubbed his eyes and
grabbed the unfamiliar glasses from the nightstand. The same large woman who'd
sedated Harry the first day strolled through the double doors, pushing a trolley
piled high with trays. "Brekkie!" she cheerfully called. "Up and at 'em,
lazybones!" Several of the other boys groaned and sat up, but others slept
on or simply stared into space. The woman continued, "Time to start another
bright and smiley day, sunshines!" Harry already didn't like her. Noting
the huge, floppy pink bow situated at the back of her giant head, he was
painfully reminded of Professor Umbridge, though this woman didn't so much
resemble a toad as a water buffalo. As she made her rounds, she noticed his watching her. The nametag on her
chest read Nurse Bainbridge. "Hullo, Harry!" she called merrily.
"What is it today? Quodmitch practice? Perhaps you're under attack by
hooded men again!" She chuckled to herself. Through gritted teeth, Harry tersely retorted, "It's called Quidditch
and no. Today, it seems, I'm stuck here, listening to you." Bainbridge seemed more than a little taken aback at his reply. Harry had to
admit he was somewhat enjoying seeing the shock on people's faces when he
answered questions to which they obviously didn't expect answers. He continued,
"Didn't Dr. Sinistra leave a note for you? I woke up some time last night.
She said we could deal with this today, which is good, because I don't want to
be here anymore. I want to be in my proper world again." "Yes," Nurse Bainbridge replied, smiling again, but this time with
more than a little cruelty behind the expression. "But we didn't really
expect to still have you with us this morning. It's such a rare occurrence,
after all." Any cruelty Harry might have perceived was replaced with bright
smiles once again. "But we're certainly happy to have you with us today!
Here's your breakfast!" She swung a tray attached to the bed in front of
him and placed a plate on top of it. "Thank you," Harry replied, grimacing at the burnt toast and nearly
raw eggs placed in front of him. He picked up his fork, shocked the faint scar
reading "I must not tell lies" was now missing. Bainbridge must have noticed his pause. "Will you be needing any help
with that, Harry dear?" Bainbridge smiled beatifically. "No, Nurse Bainbridge. I'm perfectly capable of feeding myself." From the next bed, the supposedly asleep Draco Malfoy loudly snorted. Harry
grinned, in spite of himself.
Later in the day, Dr. Mason came in to check on Harry. The doctor was still
very excited at the prospect of speaking with him and Harry soon learned why.
Perched on the edge of his bed, much as Draco had been the night before, Dr.
Mason brushed a lock of grey-streaked brown hair from his face. He softly asked,
"Harry, do you know who I am?" "Well," Harry began, "I know your name is Dr. Mason. When I -
uh...popped up? The other day? I heard some of the workers say your name. But
I'd never heard of you before that." The doctor admitted that he'd heard a rather lot about Harry. Dr. Mason said,
"Harry, you've been in this institution for a little over five years now.
Do you know what year it is?" Promptly, Harry replied, "1996." "That's quite correct. In 1990, you had a very serious accident the day
of your tenth birthday party. Your head received blunt force trauma to your
frontal lobe, by way of a doorknob. That's also the way you received this
scar." The doctor lightly tapped on Harry's forehead with his index finger. "But Voldemort...." Harry scrunched up his face, obviously upset
and befuddled. "We'll get there, Harry, but not just yet. Perhaps later today. May I
continue?" Dr. Mason peered carefully at Harry, his light brown eyes filled
with concern. Harry nodded and the doctor continued, "That blow put you in a coma for
nearly a year. The next year, you were physically responsive enough for all your
vital signs to indicate that you'd wake up at any moment. And you did wake up,
only not completely. Almost a year to the date after the accident first
occurred, you started speaking. "At first, we were thrilled, but later we realised that you weren't
talking to anyone around us. Instead, you'd created a magical universe where you
were a wizard and the Boy-Who-Lived. I must admit, your world has captivated me
for the past five years. You live in a world filled with magic and friends and
fantastical premises, but also one of corruption and evil. A lot like the real
world, in fact. Only...enhanced." Extremely upset, Harry managed to quietly murmur "No..." before
looking down at his lap. This was all too much to take in. This was a dream. A dream.
Harry pinched himself in order to wake up. The doctor regarded him sadly, removing Harry's hand from the place where
he'd pinched himself. "This isn't a dream, Harry. You were in the
dream. You're a Muggle here, Harry. We all are. Well, we're all just regular
humans, I mean. There are no wizards. There is no magic here. At least," he
conceded, "not the kind you're used to. We need you to stay here, Harry,
especially if you want to get well." Noticing the tears welling in Harry's eyes, the doctor reached over to the
bedside table and handed him a tissue. Dr. Mason asked Harry, "I know this
is a lot to take in. Would you like to visit the rest of the ward, Harry? It
might give you time to let things settle." Harry nodded and the doctor looked out the window, very interested in a tree,
as Harry wiped his eyes. Feeling a discomforting breezes as he hopped out of
bed, Harry asked Dr. Mason, "Would it be possible for me to get some real
trousers?" Dr. Mason laughed and said he thought that could be arranged.
Nurse Bainbridge delivered a dishwater grey sweatshirt and a pair of jeans,
both at least two sizes too big for Harry. Damn, he thought to himself. Even
in this world I have to dress in clothing that probably belonged to Dudley.
Harry was happy he didn't have to deal with his cousin, at least. That would
have been too much for him. Because she was the Head Nurse, Nurse Bainbridge was not able to lead him
around. Instead, she informed him that one of the orderlies would have the
honour. Harry was not at all happy when that person turned out to be Peter
Pettigrew. He greeted Harry nervously, probably not liking the murderous look in
Harry's eye. He works in a mental hospital. He should be used to murderous looks by
now. Traitor. Peter introduced himself with a stuttered "P-P-Peter. I've w-worked here
for t-t-ten years." Coldly, Harry replied, "I know who you are." Peter seemed confused
and perhaps a little frightened. Harry had to remind himself that like Draco,
Peter might not be who he appeared to be. In fact, he had to remind himself
several times. Then he reminded himself again, just for good measure. However,
just because he wasn't a deplorable turncoat didn't mean Harry had to like him. It turned out that Peter's stuttering was from more than just extreme
nervousness. He led Harry around, pointing out objects and rooms and people,
each with a pronounced speech impediment. If it were anyone else, Harry wouldn't
have thought anything of it, but with Pettigrew it was wearing on his last
nerve. He really hoped he didn't have to be shown any more c-c-c-coffee
p-p-p-p-p-pots. "And this is th-th-the c-c-common room." Peter pointed out a room
filled with overstuffed armchairs. The room was quite stuffy and several
patients sat by the windows. A few were gathered around an ancient television
set. They were of all ages and he noticed girls present here, too. Peter led him
to a window to observe the view. A girl a few years older than him stood nearby.
She had short, bright pink hair sticking out at all angles. "Tonks?" Harry tried, tentatively. The girl took a drag off the cigarette she was smoking and blew a smoke ring
into Harry's face. "What the heck is a 'tonk', kid? New sexual position?
Drug? Either way, I'm fairly sure I don't have what you want." For some
reason, she seemed a bit wistful. Harry coughed and shook his head, slightly scandalised. "No, sorry. You
just look like someone I know." "No problem, mate. If you happen to make up a definition for tonk, let
me know. I'd love to hear what you come up with. And help you fulfil it, if at
all possible." Not-Tonks winked and walked away. Everyone here is a pervert. He momentarily paused in his thoughts. It's
not all that bad. Another pause. Oh God, I've been infected, too! Breaking Harry's reverie, Peter asked, "M-m-m-mister Potter, would you
like to meet any of the other patients?" "All right, Mister...Pettigrew, was it?" "I didn't actually s-s-say." Peter looked confused. "Did Dr.
Mason tell you my name?" Harry shrugged, feigning ignorance. "Must have." Peter led Harry over to two girls Harry's age who, to his great relief, he
did not recognise at all. He greeted them each. One looked up and fixed him with
an intense stare. She solemnly intoned, "My name is Emmaline Aurora Serena
LeFay. It is my destiny to keep you safe from harm. Do you like my violet eyes
and lustrous platinum hair?" Harry stared at the girl's brown hair and eyes and blinked. "Yes. Yes, I
do," he replied, and very slowly backed away. I've got to get out of this place. "I have curves in all the right places!" the girl called as Harry
hurried back to Peter's side. While leading him to another location in the common room, Peter tried to
soothe Harry. "It's all right," he said in a quiet voice. "There
are patients here who scare me and I've been here for a long time!" Harry
glared, befuddling Peter into silence. The orderly silently led him over to the group of seven or eight patients
gathered around the telly. To Harry, they almost looked like they were huddled
around it for warmth. Suddenly struck with an image of the fireplace in
Gryffindor Tower, he sighed heavily. Harry really didn't want to be here. He
wasn't comfortable and things didn't seem right, even if it could be explained
away by blunt-force trauma. The huddled group had obviously appointed a leader. The leader had dirty
blond hair and was sitting up very straight and tall and the other
television-watching patients all looked to him for their next move. Unlike the
other patients Harry had met, this man seemed somewhat together. The leader
stood up; his perfect posture translated into his standing position as well.
Keeping his back straight, the leader bowed formally and straightened himself up
again. He smiled, revealing a nearly toothless grin. A slightly crazed look
appeared in his eyes and he grabbed Harry around the shoulders. The man then
bellowed, "I can do joined-up writing!" At this, Harry felt a sharp pain in the region of his scar and he wrenched
himself away from the man. He doubled over, suddenly dizzy, and his face
scrunched up with pain. Letting out a small whimper, he keeled over, as little
explosions of stars appeared in front of his eyes. Before he passed out
completely, he could hear Peter saying, "Sit down, G-G-Gilderoy!" Then there was darkness.
In what was becoming increasingly familiar territory, Harry Potter was flat
on his back in another bed. Being a sixteen-year-old boy, he fleetingly wished
that this were under slightly different circumstances. In yet more familiar
territory, Harry could not speak, nor could he move or open his eyes. He could,
however, make out several voices surrounding him. These voices, at least, were pleasantly
familiar to him. He felt someone lean over him, a hand on his cheek, then heard Madam Pomfrey
as she clucked, "Poor dear. Too much pressure on someone so young. No
wonder he's having such odd dreams and passing out in class. It's too much for
anyone." Harry tried to stir to get her attention, but he was unsuccessful. He
resigned himself to being an impartial observer in his own life. Really,
though, is this all that different from every other day? he thought, bitter
cynicism settling somewhere near the pit of his stomach. Hermione then piped up, "Do you think we did the right thing, telling
Dumbledore about that dream Harry had?" Harry could almost hear Ron shrug. "I'm not sure, Hermione. It wasn't
our dream to tell, but I do think doing whatever we had to do to help him can't
be bad in the long run." An unidentifiable third person made a muffled
noise of agreement. The muffled noisemaker turned out to be Ginny Weasley. "When Tom Riddle
was possessing me, I'd black out for hours at a time and show up somewhere, not
remembering how I got there and no idea what I had done. I can't begin to
describe how horrific and terrifying that is. If what's happening to Harry is
anything like that, I say we have to do everything in our power to help." Harry heard footsteps approach the bed. A soft hand moved hair off his
forehead, brushing lightly over his scar. He couldn't move, but still shivered
slightly. Hermione softly murmured, "Come back to us, Harry. We need you
here." Harry nearly screamed. I'm trying! God, I'm trying. He struggled to
pry apart his jaw muscles, but was unsuccessful yet again. Another voice softly intoned from his other side, "Harry will return
whenever it is possible for him to do so." Luna. She somehow didn't seem
quite as loony when trying to comfort Hermione. When Harry recognised Neville's voice agreeing with Luna, he briefly wondered
if perhaps he had been put out for viewing in place of the Head Table in the
Great Hall. Hogwarts own Sleeping Not-So-Beauty, he thought, trying in
vain to amuse himself. It's like a joke, for God's sake. How many people does
it take to watch over screwy Harry Potter? Neville said, "Hermione, fill us in. I'm a bit lost. I know you said
Harry was having some weird dreams, but what's different about this one as
opposed to the other strange dreams he's had in the past?" "It seems," Hermione began, "that in the dream Harry had the
sensation of being in a place that is...other. In short, he visited a place that
doesn't actually exist, all without apparently ever having left his bed." Ron agreed, "He was in our room all night. More likely than not, one of
us would have noticed if he were gone. You didn't notice him missing at all last
Monday, did you?" There was a pause in the conversation, which Harry chalked up to Neville
shaking his head. "But Harry said he was in some kind of Muggle hospital room," Ron
said. "He also thinks he blacked out." Hermione interrupted, "Harry experienced a lot of pain in his scar. He
never remembered falling asleep, only being woken up by Ron the next
morning." "So, Dumbledore thinks Voldemort's involved?" asked Ginny. When is he ever not? thought Harry bitterly. "When is he ever not?" said Ron bitterly. Ha! "It's a lot to go on based on one dream," said Hermione, ever
sensible. "But we both still thought Professor Dumbledore should
know." Luna inquired, "If the dreams are being caused by Voldemort, how is he
doing this?" "You-Know-Who - oh, for Merlin's sake, Hermione, fine - V-V-Voldemort,"
stammered Ron, "and Harry are connected mentally somehow because of Harry's
scar. Dumbledore thought because Harry's mind was weakened, he could have easier
access to the formation of Harry's thoughts." "In other words," continued Hermione, "when Harry's mind was
vulnerable after his Occlumency lesson with Professor Snape, Voldemort had a
clear conduit to Harry's subconscious. He'd actually be able to shape Harry's
reality - the people, the places, and possibly even the situations, all based on
Voldemort's whim. And once that vulnerability was discovered, it could be
exploited again and again." Neville said, suddenly understanding, "He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named could
make Harry see whatever he wants, whenever he wants, for as long as he wants.
He's trapped in his own mind." Ginny let out a low whistle, while Luna murmured, "How awful...." "Well," Hermione replied. "You're nearly right. Dumbledore
doesn't believe that Voldemort can determine how long Harry is out, exactly,
which is why Harry may be able to fight his way back." Ron asked, "How long has he been out now, Hermione?" Sighing, Hermione answered, "Nearly three days now." Harry felt her
grasp his hand and for some reason, he felt comforted. Three days? Harry thought. But...if Voldemort can shape my reality,
where am I now? Why can't I speak or move, but can hear what's going on all
around me? Is this real or is what I saw before real? Or is neither real? Concentrating fully, he endeavoured to either force his eyes to open or
wrench his jaws apart. He decided to focus on his jaw, ignoring the conversation
that continued around him. After a few minutes, his jaw painfully started to
move. Through a nearly closed mouth, he managed to mutter, "I'm here."
His jaw then pulled open properly, his eyelids following quickly thereafter.
Harry was greeted at the sight of five gaping faces surrounding his bed in the
Hogwarts hospital wing. "Hi," he said softly.
After a moment, his friends managed to collect themselves and shut their
mouths. Despite the fact he had just spent much of the last day in a mental
hospital and then spent the last twenty minutes wrenching open his jaw, he
laughed. "You should see your faces right now," he told them.
"What a welcome." Hermione, not caring that there were four other people present, launched
herself onto the bed throwing her arms around Harry. Surprisingly, Ron followed.
Then Ginny. Then Neville. Luna just vaguely patted his foot as she stared off
into space. Ron, Ginny and Neville tactfully removed themselves, but Hermione
stayed attached. She launched into a mile a minute speech. "Harry, we were
so worried! You fainted in Potions and we tried to wake you up, but it wasn't
working, so Snape levitated your body here and you've been asleep for three
whole days and never do that to us AGAIN!" "Yes, well, of course I did that on purpose in order to see if you
really cared. Congratulations on passing my ingenious 'Faint in class and stay
unconscious' friendship test." Harry smiled. He was still puzzling over the
hospital, but he was also thrilled to be back. "And uhm, Hermione, could
you get off me now? I'd really like to see if my lungs are still working
properly." "Oh!" Hermione gasped. "I'm sorry!" She removed herself
from the overly enthusiastic embrace. "I do have a favour to ask, though," he said as he fumbled for his
glasses. He slipped them on and blinked owlishly. "Anything, Harry," replied Ron. "Could someone go and get Dumbledore? I need to speak with him right
away."
Ron ran off to find Professor Dumbledore, successfully returning soon after.
Harry immediately turned apologetic. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my
dreams when you stopped me before Potions. I wasn't quite sure what to tell
you." "That's quite all right, Harry. I have been known to make my own
mistakes. Dreams, though? Miss Granger and Mr. Weasley only knew of
one." Dumbledore curiously peered at Harry. "Yes, dreams," Harry replied. "I was just trapped in another
one and several times between my initial dream and this last one I kept hearing
voices at the back of my head - voices that seemed to belong to the other
place." Dumbledore placed his index finger on his chin and looked thoughtful before
asking, "Will you please describe your dream world?" Harry then launched into a lengthy explanation about St. George's, describing
the scenario. He told them about Dr. Sinistra sharing a name, but not a face,
with her counterpart and about how Dr. Mason seemed familiar, but he wasn't
quite sure why. Then, with some disgust, he illustrated Nurse Bainbridge's
sickeningly sweet ways and her likeness to Umbridge. When he got to the part
about Peter Pettigrew, Hermione let out a soft gasp and Ron looked like he was
about to punch someone. Finally, Harry somewhat reluctantly told them some of
his conversation with the other world's Draco Malfoy, revealing that they were
roommates. He wondered why he wanted to keep that fact to himself. Upon learning this news, Ron's face promptly turned the same shade of his
hair. Harry wouldn't had been very surprised if smoke poured out of his ears,
like someone who had just taken Pepper-Up potion. "You mean," Ron
managed between clenched teeth, "you have to share a room with that git?" "Calm down, Ron," Harry sighed. "I told you, he's not the same
as the Malfoy here. Same name, same face, and honestly, same arrogance, but he's
not a bastard." Harry winced when he remembered Dumbledore was still there.
"Oh. Sorry, Professor." "Quite all right, Harry." Something resembling a twinkle appeared
in the headmaster's weary eyes. "Do continue." "The Malfoy from my dreams is a mental patient. He has a screw loose,
he's an ace short of a full deck. You get the picture." Ron looked thoughtful. "Doesn't sound too different from our Malfoy,"
he said finally. Harry, exasperated, retorted, "Fine. This Malfoy is crazy but nice.
Better?" He wondered why he vehemently wanted to defend Draco, especially
if he was just a manipulation of Voldemort's. Which reminded him....
"Professor, if Voldemort was shaping my dreams, why would he pick people I
hate? I mean, I have nothing against Professor Sinistra or Tonks, but I was
nearly surrounded by people who either were the same or strongly reminded me of
people I hated." "I'm afraid I can't answer that, Harry. I suppose we'll just have to
wait and see what Voldemort's next move is. Meanwhile, we'll try to devise a way
to shut the conduit so he can no longer manipulate your dreams." Dumbledore
paused, then said, "I have one more request, if you feel up to it." Harry quickly nodded. "Go ahead. I want to stop this from happening,
too." "Could you please describe exactly what you feel right before you switch
from Hogwarts to the hospital?" Dumbledore studied Harry intently. Again, Harry nodded his assent. "It's not exactly the same every time. I
always feel like I'm about to pass out right before it happens, sometimes
there's pain in my scar, sometimes there's not. The first time I was in so much
pain it was nearly worse than the effects of the Cruciatus Curse." It
didn't escape Harry's notice when Neville shuddered at the mention. "Waking
up in the hospital for the first time, I couldn't move or speak for several
minutes. When I came back, it was from Ron shaking me awake, but the last thing
I remember of the dream is being sedated by the nurse on duty. The next time I
switched back to the hospital, I remember Malfoy pushing me right before I got
really dizzy. Coming back, I had more pain in my scar, passed out, and when I
woke up I couldn't move or speak. I finally managed to wrench my jaw open and
then I could move easily again. "I don't know, Professor," Harry continued. "It's similar, but
never exactly the same. How is Voldemort doing this? Is it a hex? And can it be
broken? I don't want to go back there." Dumbledore removed his glasses and rubbed at his eyes. "As I said,
Harry, I'm not sure exactly why this is occurring. I will do everything in my
power to stop it, though. I promise you this." He placed his hand
consolingly on Harry's shoulder. Suddenly, Harry was filled with inexplicable
anger. Confused, he looked at the headmaster, just as sudden pain fired up and
he swore he could feel every nerve ending in his scar. Screaming, he plunged
into darkness once again.
Sighing resignedly, Harry came to once again, but surprisingly this time he
found himself in a cushy, green vinyl chair and able to move freely, instead of
frozen in some hospital bed. As he shifted experimentally, he noticed Dr. Mason
peer carefully at Harry from across his desk, much as Professor Dumbledore had
just moments ago. Harry understood that he must be in Dr. Mason's office, but he
wasn't entirely sure how he had arrived here. Cocking his head to one side, the
doctor peered carefully at Harry and quietly asked, "Harry, are you with us
again?" Harry nodded, gulping nervously. "Yes, I'm here. I... I don't belong
here. Why am I back? This is all just a dream." Frustrated, he
wanted to kick a wall or cry. Possibly both. Dr. Mason came around his desk to Harry's side and knelt down alongside the
chair, to more easily facilitate eye-to-eye conversation. "Remember I told
you earlier that we were going to meet again today?" Again, Harry nodded. "Sure. What are we going to discuss?" "First, I wanted you to acquaint yourself with your new surroundings and
then I'll try to fill you in on a little more of the last few years," said
Dr. Mason. "There are also some people here who'd love to speak with you. I
think you'll be very interested in seeing them, too." It was then that Harry realised that he and Dr. Mason weren't alone in the
room. As he turned slowly, Harry swallowed hard and immediately went numb from
shock. At that precise moment, he could have been knocked over by a feather. If
Harry hadn't been sitting, he certainly would have collapsed because his bones
were so like jelly. Sitting behind Harry were Lily and James Potter, alive, nervously fidgeting
and staring expectantly at their son.
- The Smiths
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