Ben&Meg Songs
The lyrics of the 1999 story line songs

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On this page you will find the lyrics of the songs which appeared in
 "Sunset Beach" in 1997  as the background for Ben and Meg's relationship.

The songs which FIRST appeared in 1997 or 1998 storyline are on the respective pages!
I love the music of "Sunset Beach" and since there is no official soundtrack I thought that I can express my appreciation by at least posting the lyrics on my page. I do not intend ant copyright infringement!
Please notice that I do not know the actual titles of the songs so I gave them my own - I tried to make them as appropriate as possible. Please also notice that I wrote down the lyrics as heard by my non-native ear! I might have made mistakes!!! Please, by all means help me in correcting them by E-mailing me!

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Kiss The Rain -- by Billie Myers
Painting Pictures
I Go To Sleep -- by The Pretenders
Angel-- by Sarah McLachlan
Meant to Be
Sonnet-- by The Verve
Reunion - by Maxwell
We Are Alone
Refuge - by Monica Dehan and Deron Johnson
Stay The Night
I'd Choose You  -- by Erin Berghouser
Kiss Me- by Sixpence None The Richer
All I Know
Follow If You Lead  -- by Idina Menzel
We Will Be Together
This Town  -- by The Go Go's
California Calling
Can You Promise Me  -- by Erin Berghouser
Trust In You
Because I Told You So  -- by Jonatha Brooke
Reaching Through the Darkness
Photograph Smile  -- by Julian Lennon
When I Dream
You Were There  -- by Joan Jones
All the Tea in China  -- by Kati Mac
Heart and Shoulder  -- by Heater Nova
I'll Be There

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Kiss The Rain
by Billie Myers

This is the song which they had playing when Meg left Ben's house and stood crying in the rain remembering the good times with him.  And I must say when I heard that TPTB used it I was shocked, as, months ago, when this song was still very popular, I listened to it over and over and thought what a wondeful Ben&Meg song it is in many respects. I even thought of using it on my page, but then realized, that I don't really want for this song to ever fit Ben&Meg's situation completely. And then they used it. Well...
    Below, I publish the whole of the lyrics.
    You can find this song on Billie's "Growing Pains" LP.

 Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - Painting Pictures


 
  KISS THE RAIN

    Hello?  Can you hear me?  Am I gettting through to you?
    Hello?  Is it late there?  There's a laughter on the line?
    Are you sure you're there alone?
    Cause I'm trying to explain,
    Something's wrong,
    You just don't sound the same
    Why don't you, why don't you
    Go outside, go outside

    Kiss the rain
    Whenever you need me
    Kiss the rain
    Whenever I'm gone too long
    If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
    Kiss the rain
    And wait for the dawn
    Keep in mind
    We’re under the same sky
    And the night’s as empty for me as for you
    If you feel you can’t wait till morning
    Kiss the rain
    Kiss the rain
    Kiss the rain

    Hello? Do you miss me?
    I hear you say you do
    But not the way I’m missing you
   But still, how’s the weather?
    Is it stormy where you are?
    You sound so close but it fells like you’re so far
    Oh, would it mean anything,
    If you knew,
    What I’m left imagining
    In my mind, in my mind
    Would you go, would you go
    Kiss the rain

    And you’d fall
    Over me
    Think of me, think of me, think of me
    Only me

    Kiss the rain
    Whenever you need me
    Kiss the rain
    Whenever you’re gone too long
    If your lips feel lonely and tempted
    Kiss the rain
    And wait for the dawn
    Keep in mind
    We’re under the same sky
    And the night’s as empty for me as for you
    If you feel you can’t wait till morning
    Kiss the rain
    Kiss the rain
    Kiss the rain

    Kiss the rain (Kiss the rain)
    (Kiss the rain)
    (Kiss the rain)
    Hello?
    Can you hear me?
    Can you hear me?
    Can you hear me?

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Painting Pictures

This is the song which they had playing three times so far - and in all cases it was the Late Night version:

# when Meg left Ben's house and stood crying in the rain remembering the good times with him.
# when Meg and Vanessa talked in the Java Web just before Ben and Maria left to Plam Springs
# in the 07/16/99 show when Meg stood out on the beach and remembered her times with Ben just before she decided to confront him about what happened in the casita and went to The Deep to see him.
 

  PAINTING PICTURES

    This was the time
    When we were just painting pictures
    Waiting for dancers to show us our moves
    Didn't life come on fast?
    Didn't life make us pat another dimension?
    To our simple pictures
    You remember I said
    I said: you draw the lines
    I fill in the colours
    I think I choose blue
    I think I choose you
    Didn't life come on fast?
    Didn't life make us pat another dimension?
    By the way did I mention
    Didn't life come on fast?
    I just think of
    ...
    ...
    I think that's what keeping you

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I Go To Sleep
by The Pretenders

This is the song which they had playing when Meg took Ben's ring off. It was sent in by Sheila, who wrote: "God it was sad..there wasn't much in the lyrics but they hit close to home...SNIFF  SNIFF...The music was so beautiful!"

 
  I GO TO SLEEP

    When I look up from my pillow I dream you are there....with me.
    Though you are far away I know you'll always be near....to me.
    I go to Sleep, Sleep and imagine that you're there with me.
    I go to Sleep, Sleep and imagine that you're there with me.

    I look around me and feel you are ever so close to me
    Each tear that flows from my eye brings back memories of you to me
    I go to Sleep, Sleep and imagine that you're there with me.
    I go to Sleep, Sleep and imagine that you're there with me.

    I was wrong, I will cry I will love you till the day I die
    You were all, you alone and no one else you were meant for me .

    When morning comes again I have the loneliness you...left me.
    Each day drags by until finally my time descends...on me.
    I go to Sleep, Sleep and imagine that you're there with me.
    I go to Sleep, Sleep and imagine that you're there with me.

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Angel
by Sarak McLachlan

This is the song which they had playing when Meg remembered her good times with Ben when she was packing to move out.
    It's off Sarah's "Surfacing" LP.

 Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - Meant to Be


 
  ANGEL

    spend all your time waiting
    for that second chance
    for a break that would make it okay
    there's always one reason
    to feel not good enough
    and it's hard at the end of the day
    I need some distraction
    oh beautiful release
    memory seeps from my veins
    let me be empty
    nd weightless and maybe
    I'll find some peace tonight

    in the arms of an angel
    fly away from here
    from this dark cold hotel room
    and the endlessness that you fear
    you are pulled from the wreckage
    of your silent reverie
    you're in the arms of the angel
    may you find some comfort there

    so tired of the straight line
    and everywhere you turn
    there's vultures and thieves at your back
    and the storm keeps on twisting
    you keep on building the lie
    that you make up for all that you lack
    it don't make no difference
    escaping one last time
    it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
    this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

    in the arms of an angel
    fly away from here
    from this dark cold hotel room
    and the endlessness that you fear
    you are pulled from the wreckage
    of your silent reverie
    you're in the arms of the angel
    may you find some comfort there
    you're in the arms of the angel
    may you find some comfort here

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Meant To Be
     
    This is the song which they had playing when Meg remembered her good times with Ben when she was packing to move out. Used in the Late Night version.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Angel" by Sarah McLachlan

  MEANT TO BE

    All of my life
    I've never known
    A feeling so right
    As the loving you've shown
    In all the right ways
    You've always been there
    Like song still plays
    Like the wind in my hair
    Cause deep in my heart I believe
    This is how true love should start
    Cause in my dreams I can see
    You and me
    Deep in my heart I believe
    This is how true love should start
    Cause in my dreams I can see
    You and me
    We're meant to be
    Just you and me
    We're meant to be
    It's our destiny

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Sonnet
by The Verve
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the Day Time version when Meg and Vanessa talked in the Java Web just and then Ben and Maria came over to buy some food for their trip to Palm Springs. It's off The Verve's "Urban Hymns" LP.

     Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - Painting Pictures


 
  SONNET

    My friend and me
    Looking through her red box of memories
    Faded I'm sure
    But love seems to stick in her veins you know

    Yes, there's love if you want it
    Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
    Yes, there's love if you want it
    Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
    My lord

    Why can't you see
    That nature has its way of warning me
    Eyes open wide
    Looking at the heavens with a tear in my eye

    Yes, there's love if you want it
    Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
    Yes, there's love if you want it
    Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
    My lord

    Sinking faster than a boat without a hull, my lord
    Dreaming about the day when I can see you there
    My side, by my side

    Here we go again and my head is gone, my lord
    I stop to say hello
    'Cause I think you should know, by now
    By now, by now, by now, by now, by now
    Oh, by now, oh, by now, oh, by now, oh, by now
 

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Reunion
by Maxwell
     
    This is the song which they had playing during Ben&Meg's wonderful reunion in the cabin, during the storm.
    It's off Maxwell's "Urban Hang Suite" LP.

     Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - We Are Alone


 
  REUNION

    So long I've searched for you
    So long but now it's true
    Girl, it's our reunion, reunion
    It's our reunion, reunion

    I'm always here I'm in your ear
    Love's still real so don't you fear, don't fear
    'Cause it's our reunion, reunion

    Since last we loved no one's come near
    No girl can ever compare to you my dear
    Girl it's our reunion
    Reunion
    It's our reunion
    We're back together

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We Are Alone
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the LATE NIGHT episode during Ben&Meg's wonderful reunion in the cabin, during the storm.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Reunion" by Maxwell


 
     WE ARE ALONE

    Girl, it's been so long
    Since we've been together
    You look so fine
    So, let's let the night
    Sink us to forever
    One kiss at a time

    Don't you know that we are alone?
    Just you and me baby
    We are alone
    Your're driving me crazy
    We are alone
    So, baby, be mine.

    Girl, you'll never know
    Just how much I missed you
    And how much this means
    Don't you know that
    Every single time I kiss you
    It feels like a dream

    'Cause
    Don't you know that we are alone?
    Just you and me baby
    We are alone
    Your're driving me crazy
    We are alone
    So, baby, be mine.

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Refuge
by Monica Dehan and Deron Johnson

This is the song which they had playing in the Valentine's day episode ( aired Feb 16, 1999 ) entitled "Heart and Soul", when Ben and Meg made love in the same cabin they reunited in several episodes before.
Info courtesy of Bzaney, lyrics courtesy of Sheila.

 Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Stay the Night" by Dominic Messinger.


 
  REFUGE

    It's in your eyes I find refuge.
    It's in your arms my head stops turning round.
    You don't have to even whisper I hear your sound.
    I am breathing in your air.

    And you don't have to worry, no.
    I'll be here for you.

    I will love you till the sun no longer shines.
    I believe I always will.
    Like a river running slowly into the sea.
    I will always find you.

    And you don't have to worry, no.
    I'll be here for you.
    And I'll be here  du du du du.
    And I'll be here  du du du du.

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Stay The Night

This is the song which they had playing in the Valentine's day LATE NIGHT episode ( aired Feb 16, 1999 ) entitled "Heart and Soul", when Ben and Meg made love in the same cabin they reunited in several episodes before.

Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Refuge" by Monica Dehan and Deron Johnson


 
  STAY THE NIGHT

    We're here, we're both starting over
    So scared, not sure what to do
    So we laugh and we talk for hours
    Wondering who will be the first
    To say just how we feel
    I will finally say the words
    Nervously, my heart is now revealed

    If you stay the night
    Please be tender with my love
    Baby, if you stay the night

    If you stay the night
    Please be tender with my love
    Baby, if you stay the night
    If you stay the night
    Please be tender with my love
    Baby if you stay the night
    Oh, baby, won't you stay tonight

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I'd Choose You
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 03/09/99 episode when Meg was packing her old dress and remembering the wedding. It's off Erin's "Deception" CD.

    Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Beyond The Sunset" by Dominic Messinger.


 
     I'D CHOOSE YOU

    If I could choose a man that would share my love
    Be the only one
    I'd choose you.

    The one who'd be right there to share my life
    proud to call me his wife
    I'd choose you.

    I get down on my knees
    and I pray that you will see
    That you would too choose me

    If I could choose a man who would father my child
    Warm my home with his smile
    I'd choose you.

    The one who would be right there to hold them tight
    as he rocks them at night
    I'd choose you

    I get down on my knees
    and I pray that you will see
    That you would too choose me

    Doesn't matter where I go
    No place will I find
    a man more gentle
    a man so kind

    If I could choose a man who'd lay by my side
    on a warm summer night
    I'd choose you

    The one who'd be right there in memories we'd share
    beneath the moonlight glare
    I'd choose you

   And I'd get down on my knees
   and I'd pray that you'd see
   That you would too choose me

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Kiss Me
     
    This is the song which they had playing during the 03/24/99 show, when Ben and Meg went for a picnic above the Smugglers Cove (again) and had a great, great time.

    Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "All I Know" by Dominic Messinger.


 
  KISS ME

    Kiss me out of the bearded barley,
    Nightly, beside the green, green grass.
    Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
    You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

    Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twighlight
    Lead me out on the moonlit floor
    Lift your open hand
    Strike up the band
    And let the fire flies dance
    Silver moon sparkling
    So kiss me

    Kiss me down by the broken tree house
    Swing me upon its hanging tire
    Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
    We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

    Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twighlight
    Lead me out on the moonlit floor
    Lift your open hand
    Strike up the band
    And let the fire flies dance
    Silver moon sparkling
    So kiss me

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All I Know
     
    This is the song which they had playing during the 03/24/99 show, when Ben and Meg went for a picnic above the Smugglers Cove (again) and had a great, great time.

    Please, note that in the day time version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Kiss Me" by Sixpence None the Richer


 
  ALL I KNOW

    I've always tried to live my life with good intentions
    I though that some day love would have to come my way
    I've seen some bad times and some good too few to mention
    But I never felt the way you made me feel today

    I still can't believe I ever lived without you
    You're the only thing that I've been living for
    Tell me how you feel and everything about you
    The closer that we get, I only want you more

    Cause all I know is you are everything I've needed
    Cause all I know...............................................
    Cause all I know is you're the one that I believe in
    That's all I know
    All I know

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Follow If You Lead
by Idina Menzel

This is the song which they had playing during the 06/15/99 show [Daytime version], when Meg remembered some of her times with Ben having told him that she's leaving him. It's off "Still I Can't Be Still" CD.

Please, note that in the day time version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "We Will Be Together" by Dominic Messinger.


 
FOLLOW IF YOU LEAD

in this jury, there are peddlers and disbelievers
in this fountain, there are silver dollars and penniless creatures
it's your gravity and your hot air balloons
that keep you real and dare to dream with you
that when they pull you too far
you must learn to forgive and ask your heart
will I lose a friend striving to contend?
will I destroy this trust when I want the best for us?
should I hold your hand no matter what you plan?
for every hour you need I will follow if you lead

In this home there is family and just familiar faces 
In this pilgrimage we disavow our brothers and confide in strangers 
It's your gravity and your hot air balloons 
That keep you real and dare to dream with you 
That when they pull you too far 
You must learn to forgive or it will tear you apart

Will I lose a friend striving to contend
Will I destroy this trust when I want the best for us
Should I hold your hand no matter what you plan
For every hour you need I will follow if you lead 

Would you have believed that the earth was flat or round
Would you have bet you lived before or is this your first time around
Do you believe we're here to learn? Do you dream in black or white? 
Or are you coloring your lost and found to make it bright

Will I lose a friend striving to contend
Will I destroy this trust when I want the best for us
Should I hold your hand no matter what you plan
For every hour you need I will follow if you lead 

(yeah I will follow if you lead, I will follow if you lead, I will follow if you lead)

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We Will Be Together

This is the song which they had playing during the 06/15/99 show [night time version], when Meg remembered some of her times with Ben having told him that she's leaving him. 

Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Follow If You Lead" by Idina Menzel


 
WE WILL BE TOGETHER

When you know it's good-bye
a feeling like this
everything ........
And I don't wanna miss
one single kiss
it's so perfect in every way
cuddle me in
I don't need to know
where this love will go
you're much more than a friend
I don't need to pretend
there's only one thing
my heart

like the sun that will rise
like the wind that will blow
we will be together
when I look in your eyes
it's all that I know
we will be together

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This Town
by The Go Go's
     
    This was played at the beginning of the DAYTIME episode in which Bette and Vanessa recapped the current major storylines - Francesca's murder, Olivia & Cole's affair + the baby switch, Ben&Meg/ Maria/ Tess/ Benjy storyline and Ricardo/Gabi/Antonio triangle. 

    It's off The Go Go's  "Beauty and the Beat" CD. Courtesy of Robinec.


 
 THIS TOWN

We all know the chosen toys 
Of catty girls and pretty boys 
Make up that face 
Jump in the race 
Life's a kick in this town 
Life's a kick in this town 

CHORUS 

This town is our town 
It is so glamorous 
Bet you'd live here if you could 
And be one of us 
Change the lines that were said before 
We're all dreamers - we're all whores 
Discarded stars 
Like worn out cars 
Litter the streets of this town 
Litter the streets of this town 

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California Calling
     
    This was played at the beginning of the NIGHTIME episode in which Bette and Vanessa recapped the current major storylines - Francesca's murder, Olivia & Cole's affair + the baby switch, Ben&Meg/ Maria/ Tess/ Benjy storyline and Ricardo/Gabi/Antonio triangle. Courtesy of Grace.

 
 CALIFORNIA CALLING

I used to wake up every morning
No hopes, no dreams, the real life
I looked around me and I wondered 
What I could do to change my life

And then I dreamed I saw the future
I saw the ocean and the sun
It felt so real that I just got there
I knew my life had just begun

I feel I'm just getting stronger
Can't hold on any longer
Cause I have California calling
She whispers softly on the wind
Once you hear California calling
You'll never leave her side again

You were the first to be so painful(?)
You'll never leave her side again

Calling, calling, she's calling
Calling, she's calling
Calling, calling, calling
She's calling, calling
 

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Can You Promise Me
by Erin Berghauser
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 7/13/99 [DayTime]show, when Meg just came back from the casita when she saw "proof" that Ben slept with Maria, went under the pier and remembered her good and bad time with him.
        It's off "Deception" CD.
        Hals, my endless thanks...

    Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Trust In You".


 
CAN YOU PROMISE ME
I build these walls around me
I'm trying to protect myself
I don't want to get too close to you
I don't want to go through
all the heartache that I once knew

can you promise me
that you won't go away
that you are here to stay
in good and bad, come what may
can you promise me
that you will stay by my side
never say goodbye
in a world that can be
as cold as ice
can you promise me

like a knight in shining armor
with steel around his heart
I am guarded just as well as he
from self-inflicted pain that we
could create if I let you close to me

CHORUS

It can be so cold and lonely
when there's only one
if I'm honest and I tell the truth
you'd know that I'm in love with you
but I'm afraid that you'll break my heart in two.

CHORUS.

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Trust In You
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 7/13/99 [Late Night] show, when Meg just came back from the casita when she saw "proof" that Ben slept with Maria, went under the pier and remembered her good and bad time with him, and then Casey found her.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Can You Promise Me" by Erin Berghauser.


 
MY TRUST IN YOU
I used to think our love was clear
That life was everything I dreamed about
When you used to hold me near
I never had a doubt

Should I believe you'll never leave again?
Should I be true after what you've put me through?
Will we just break apart?
Or should I try to start to trust in you?
Just in you?
Put my trust in you?

La, la, la, la
La, la, la, la 

I used to always know what I should do
Just by listening to my heart
But I'm caught between the thought of you
Or forever far apart

Should I believe you'll never leave again?
Should I be true after what you've put me through?
Will we just break apart?
Or should I try to start to trust in you?
Just in you?
Put my trust in you?
Will my dreams come true?
Should I believe in you?
Baby should I trust in you?
Baby will I trust in you?

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Because I Told You So
by Jonatha Brooke
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 7/14/99 [DayTime] show, when Sara remembered her times with Casey while Meg and Casey kissed in the rain and Ben saw them. It's off "Ten Cent Wings" CD.

    Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Reaching Through the Darkness".


 
BECAUSE I TOLD YOU SO
If I gave you the sky
If I laid down my life
Would you believe me then
If I promised to change
If I carried the blame
Would you believe me then

Could you see it like me
And believe what I see
Could you listen 
And remember 
That I love you
Only because I told you
Because I told you, so

If you told me you lied
But I stayed true and tried
Would you believe me then
If your beauty was gone
But my love lingered on
Would you believe me then

Could you see it like me
And believe what I see
Could you listen and remember
That I love you
Only because I told you 
Because I told you, so

You take the wheel 
For now
I'm too tired to drive this one home--anyhow
(For now)
When you mention my name
Let this one thing remain
My love, believe me now

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Reaching Through the Darkness
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 7/14/99 [NightTime] show, when Sara remembered her times with Casey while Meg and Casey kissed in the rain and Ben saw them.

    Please note that the shorter version of song was used for the repeat of this scene in the following 07/15/99 episode.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Because I Told You So" by Jonatha Brooke.


 
REACHING THROUGH THE DARKNESS
Running out of reasons
Running out of time my love
We turn another corner
Still nothing seems to grind my love

If we had the answer
Would it be too late my love
I'm reaching through the darkness
I wonder if you'll wake my love

Ohhhh, reaching through the darkness
Ohhhh, reaching through the darkness

Just another number
I slowly lose my mind my love
Say that there's no other
Still there's something you must find my love

I'm running out of reasons
I'm running out of time my love
We turn another corner
Still nothing seems to grind my love

Ohhhh, reaching through the darkness
Ohhhh, reaching through the darkness

Reaching through the darkness

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Photograph Smile
by Julian Lennon
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the daytime 07/15/99 show when Ben flashed-back to his times with Meg after seeing her kissing Casey. It's off Julian Lennon's "Photograph Smile" CD. Thanks Robinec and Emily for the info.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "When I Dream"


 
PHOTOGRAPH SMILE

  There's a light on that covers the blue
  and I want to be closer to you
  and she's smiling and waving goodbye,
  who'd 've thought that I'd ever ask why?

  And she's waving goodbye with that photograph smile,
  under the heavenly blue,
  I'm never gonna be closer again,
  I'll never know,
  I'll never feel you, ever again.

  And I wait sitting here by the phone,
  with the hope that your heart isn't stone
  and I wish that you'd call me and cry,
  so I'd know how you feel deep inside.

  And she's waving goodbye with that photograph smile,
  under the heavenly blue,
  I'm never gonna be closer again.
  I'll never know,
  I'll never feel you, ever again.

  Heavenly voice won't you guide me,
  help me I'm falling too deep.

  And she's waving goodbye with that photograph smile,
  I'm still in love with that photograph smile,
  please don't deny me, 
  I've waited so long, 
  waited so long,
  I want to feel you, feel you again.

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When I Dream
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the late night 07/15/99 show when Ben flashed-back to his times with Meg after seeing her kissing Casey.

    Please, note that in the late night's version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Photograph Smile" by Julian Lennon


 
WHEN I DREAM

Memories, hard to me
Of our days together
Hand in hand
In the sand
Frozen in time
Emptiness
Loneliness
Every though about you
Can I live?
What I'd give if you were still mine

When I dream I see your smile
All I need is you
I close my eyes and pretend for a while
Sometimes dreams come true
Sometimes dreams come true
When I dream I do
 

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You Were There
by Joan Jones
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 07/16/99 daytime show when Meg stood out on the beach and remembered her times with Ben just before she decided to confront him about what happened in the casita and went to The Deep to see him. It's off Joan Jone's CS "Starlite Criminal".
    Thanks, Robinec, for the info.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Painting Pictures"


 
YOU WERE THERE

you were there holding me up
when I did not care 
you were there 
and I let you tire
and you walked away with so much to say 
and nothing to lose 
I'm sorry I tired you 

and my hauntings are crawling down the walls
how you knew I'd have to go thru them all
and my wantingsare crawling out of walls 
how you knew I'd have to go through them all

la la la la la la

you were there
holding me down 
as I was running scared
you were there
and I let you tire
you were there
holding me up 
when I did not care
you were there
I'm sorry I tired you

and my hauntings are crawling down the walls
how you knew I'd have to go through them all
and my wantings are crawling down the walls
how you knew I'd have to go through them all 
 

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All The Tea In China
by Kati Mac
     
    This is the song which they had playing in the 8/18/99 show for the multiple dreaming sequence that also included Ben&Meg dreaming about one another. It's off "Time" CD. Hals, my endless thanks... again.

 
ALL THE TEA IN CHINA

 
Love to be here
if your life was different
you would give up
all the tea in China
to be with me

 
In my room of shadows
sheets of fine white linen
hold your sense 'cause we may be forgiven
but I could not reply

 
'cause all my dreams of loving you
I know will not come true
for all the tea in China

 
You said, hold me darling
just for one more minute
dry your eyes, hey, who knows
maybe one day I'll find ya
down the line

 
But all my dreams of loving you
I know will not come true
for all the tea in China

 
Now I smile
when I think about it
how you felt and who knows
maybe i'll find ya'
down the line

 
But all my dreams of loving you
I know will not come true
for all the tea in China

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

        (All is forgiven, all is forgiven)

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Heart and Shoulder
by Heather Nova
     
    This is the song which appeared when Meg and "Ben" (Derek) were saying goodbye to each other when "Ben"/Derek told Meg he wanted to reconcile with Maria.
    It's off "Siren" CD.

    Please, note that in the night time version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "I'll Be There"


 
 HEART AND SHOULDER

 
Wanna cry for you
Would it do any good?
If I rained for you
It would just be water
And the night's with you
And the storm's in your hand
And you're down and you're down
And I can't lift you

 
I'm powerless to change your world
I'm powerless to stop the hurt

 
But I'll
I'll give you my heart, give you my shoulder
Give you my heart, give you my shoulder
Over and over

 
Wanna run for you
Would it do any good?
If I flew for you
You would still be standing
And it's hard watching
‘Cause I'm part of you
And it's hard not to
Not to know what I can do

 
I'm powerless to change your world
I'm powerless to stop the hurt
I'm trying hard to be your tower of strength
I'm trying hard to bring you back to joy

 
I'll give you my heart, give you my shoulder
Give you my heart, give you my shoulder

 
When the night just cuts you through
And the dream is lost to you
When you're worried and confused
I will give you my heart, give you my shoulder
I'll give you my heart, give you my shoulder
Over and over
Time and again give you my shoulder
I will give you my heart, give you my shoulder
I will, I will
Time and again, over and over

        I'll give you my heart, give you my shoulder

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I'll Be There
     
    This is the song which appeared in the Night Time episode when Meg and "Ben" (Derek) were saying goodbye to each other when "Ben"/Derek told Meg he wanted to reconcile with Maria, and then Meg burnt the picture of her with Ben. Lyrics courtesy of Grace.

    Please, note that in the daytime version of this episode TPTB had a different song playing - "Heart & Shoulder" by Heather Nova


 
 I'LL BE THERE

No words, there's nothing left to say, and it's getting colder
No time when hurt gets in the way, life is on your shoulders
You run but still it drags you down, closing wind behind you
Someone, noone comes around but the pain still finds you

I know everything you're going through
And it's breaking my heart
You'll hit the water, baby when you do
You can count one me to do my part
Cause

I'll be there when the sky falls, do my part, break down the walls
After all is said and done, I'll be the one, be the one baby

No tears but still it makes you cry and it's just beginning
Old fears are hostage to goodbye, there's no hope of winning
You run but still it drags you down, closing wind behind you
Someone but noone comes around but the pain still finds you

I know everything you're going through
And it's breaking my heart
You'll hit the water, baby when you do
You can count one me to dy my part
Cause

I'll be there when the sky falls, do my part, break down the walls
After all is said and done, I'll be the one, be the one baby
I'll be there when the sky falls, do my part, break down the walls

When it's getting colder
The world is on your shoulders
I'll be there

I'll be there when the sky falls, do my part, break down the walls
After all is said and done, I'll be the one, be the one baby
I'll be there when the sky falls, do my part, break down the walls
After all is said and done, I'll be the one, be the one baby
I'll be there when the sky falls, do my part, break down the walls
After all is said and done, I'll be the one, be the one baby

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