| No Heart 
    by Nika 
    PAIRING: Good Question
 
 Hi all you lovely people,
 
 this is a short part, sorry for that.
 I'm really deeply grateful that people were still pleased with the story.
 Please, if you have any complaints please let me know, other than that, on
 with the story.
 
 
 Part 17
 
 
 
 Kaoru feels frozen to the spot, in him a mixture of anger, unwillingness
 and hurt pride, drowning out the noises of his own heartbeat. All he can do
 is watch the blonde singer mumble to the cyborg and finally shooting
 another sharp look at him.
 "What happened? I want the truth."
 Kaoru shrugs indifferently when he is scared shitless inside by the
 behavior of Kyo: "He gave me a on hell of a blow-job. When I woke up
    again,
 he was like that."
 The truth still hurts like a thousand needles, even though Kyo already
 knows what was going on. Hearing the real thing is so much more agonizing.
 The singer huffs and gulps away the bitter taste in his mouth, before he
 tries to access Toshiya's neck, buried in the cushion. Focusing on the
 practical side of the horror hold images at bay.
 Surely Toshiya is heavy, but he manages to roll him on the side with his
 cyborg arm.
 What irony, he thinks and sees, that the entry is still open from when
 Kaoru used it.
 'Fed him Anime, so he wouldn't remember...echoes through Kyo's head, as he
 seeks out a tiny hole with the word 'Power' written over it among the many
 he sees there.
 He plugs the cyborg to the power with the cables he has brought along, then
 he unearths a small laptop from his bag, plugging in and whispers: "I'm
 sorry, Toshiya. I don't want to be intruding, you know. I just want to
    help."
 With an icy tone the calls out to the band-leader: "Mind coming here,
 leader? I need your help bringing him back."
 Kaoru, having stared at the quiet scene unfolding in front of him,
 twitches. Clear as daylight he has lost Kyo's respect, trust and probably
 worst of all, his friendship.
 All of that because of a stupid toy?
 Kyo of all people. He really liked the small blonde man, somehow.
 "Sure", he urges out in a ragged whisper.
 He just has to take a few tiny steps, there they are, the singer and the
 cyborg. Kyo is busy studying the messages on the screen, still every now
 and then his eyes flicker to the lithe body.
 Like father and child, flashes through his head. Like brothers. Confidants.
 Linked not only by the cable that runs from the laptop right into the
 cyborg's brain, like linked on a more intimate basis. Bonded to each other.
 Like lovers.
 But fragile, both of them, despite their enhanced body-structures.
 Kaoru feels something very painful and choking, paralyzing him, making him
 wanting to run away, never to see something like this again.
 Guilt.
 
 He forces himself to move.
 Just move from this point to make a connection with the world again.
 Redempting himself by helping, maybe.
 
 
 Just as he leaves his designated spot at the door-frame, there's another
 urgent knock at the door. Turning to the source of the noise, the eyes of
 the leader widen and he hisses: "Die and Shinya", making Kyo
    blink.
 "What are you waiting for?", he asks the guitarist, "Let them
    in."
 When Kaoru still hesitates Kyo starts to mock him: "Are you afraid?
    You,
 our fearless, brave leader?"
 A growl escapes the throat of the blue-head.
 Yes, he is really afraid.
 He will lose his position, his image when he opens this door, he will
 sacrifice this Kaoru, this man, just because he wanted to play with this
 toy for grown-ups.
 "Not afraid. I was just fascinated by the fuss you're making about that
 robot", he tries to hide his insecurity and hurt under acid sarcasm.
    But it
 sounds fake even to him. He is lying, obviously and can't hide it.
 The door-bell rings, a sign that Die is impatient in front of the door.
 Every answer is beneath Kyo, he just shakes his blonde head and returns his
 attentions to the cyborg, finding the messages displayed for him very
 confusing, hoping Shinya is going to be able to help him with this one.
 Still Toshiya simply doesn't move. Maybe his brain is short-circuited or he
 simply ran out of power, Kyo is hoping the latter. He stares at the
 passwords protected areas, wondering what in there is program and what is
 the Toshiya, he has come to find in his thoughts.
 How cruel life has treated the man who was created to be perfect and a
 servant, made into a feeling machine, who turned out to be a sweet
 individual, curious, always questioning, searching for his place in this
 world and with a delicate sense of humor. He hopes, when Toshiya opens his
 eyes, all of that will still be there.
 
 Kaoru opens the door, expecting a red-head glaring at him, but not a few
 man in overalls, "Goki Motors" written on the top of their
    name-tags.
 "Nikkura Kaoru?", a cold, business-like voice.
 "...Yes...", the band-leader stares at them. A tingly, bad feeling
    spreads
 on him.
 "We are here to reclaim the rightful assets of Goki Motors."
 "..wha...what...?"
 The leader of the five men in front of his door, wearing glasses and a
 harmless face, shows an ID to Kaoru and reads from a note: "You have a
 cyborg here, which belongs to Goki Motors. We are here to collect it.
 Please, don't try any resistance."
 Kaoru turns around, his eyes and mind calling out to Kyo, who looks around
 the corner.
 
 Hired goons! They want to have Toshiya! rushes through the heads of both
    men.
 "Kaoru, close the door!", Kyo screams, while he disconnects the
    laptop from
 the cyborg, covering the body.
 Kaoru tries to slam the door into the blank faces of the Goki-Motor-people,
 but their leader puts his foot between it and forces the door open.
 "I said, don't put up any resistance!", the voice of the man with
    the
 glasses is angry. He shoves the band-leader to the wall with such force,
 that Kaoru feels all air is forced from his lungs, before he slumps to the
 ground.
 
 The other four men, carrying a stretcher, proceed to the small room where
 they meet a growling Kyo, looking like a fierce small golden predator,
 ready for attack.
 "Don't you dare to touch him!", he snarls. The four men shrug to
    each other
 and simply start to transfer the limp figure of the cyborg onto the
 stretcher, a moment Kyo chooses to attack.
 He hisses and leaps onto the back of one of the men, his victim crying out
 in anger and surprise.
 Unexpected the leader comes up and injects a clear liquid into the small
 blonde's behind. Kyo feeling a short prick, just afterwards his vision and
 coordination become dizzy. He feels his eyes slipping close, struggling to
 keep away.
 "Toshiya...don't take Toshiya.. Don't touch him..." he still
    clings to the
 overall of his victim, but the bigger man shakes him off like a annoying
 insect. Kyo falls right on the table, smashing it, but he doesn't feel it.
 Everything is black for him, his body is a limp as the cyborg's, his mind
 as empty.
 There are tears of defeat on his pale cheeks, while the Goki-Motor-Men seem
 indifferent. They neither cheer nor express pity.
 They don't even talk as they carry the property of their client out of the
 small, pathetic apartment, passing the small blonde, unconscious and the
 blue-head wildly sucking in air, with sounds, that show just how painful it
 is to do so.
 They don't hesitate.
 All they do is vanish.
 Almost as if they are cyborgs themselves.
 They leave and there is a scary silence in the small rooms, disturbed only
 by Kaoru's hurtful gasps for air.
 
 
 Nika
 
 
 
    
    to be continued
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