I believe in me
I believe in my existence as a temporary knot
in the 5-dimensional cat's cradle
a concatenation of space time matter energy
and fuck knows what else.
I believe in the flesh
in being knotted into here and now.
I believe in one cosmos
of which I am only partly aware
but of which I am aware of being part.
Fuck knows what it may be
but I know that wherever I stretch myself, there is room.
I believe that I/cosmos flux by concatenation and dispersal
in the dance of the Five Phases.
I believe that all that is not me reflects me
and that I attract to me anything
on which I set my heart and my attention.
I believe that behind the mask of self
fuck knows what, the string of the knot
disperses and reforms eternally.
I am an avatar of an unnamed god
and my flesh is its temple.
I am a god in drag.
I believe in my mission:
firstly
to explore this mystery to the uttermost
and secondly
to assist the other avatars to explore it also
that we may, in a spirit of laughing disillusion
better enjoy the show in which we are taking part
to respond joyfully to both our present experience
and our future dissolution.
