Negaduck’s ode to his father

Dad, I don’t know what the fuck’s the matter with you
I don’t care for you

You never cared for me
Why should I be pleased?

You never taught me right from wrong,
Only to be strong.

And look where I am now
I think back and wonder how?

Maybe it was because of that bomb
Or maybe cause I killed someone’s mom

You used to hurt mom terribly
I remember her blood on the TV screen

You said what the fuck’s wrong with me
You don’t care for me!

We lived in poverty
I remember no electricity

How ironic.
You worked in the coal factory

What ever did I do
To deserve a father like you?!

Now I must admit,
As I sit here with my chick,

I have total rule
Over every fool

And I am bad enough
To say, fuck off!

I don’t need you!

I never have!
Cause the love you gave me would make anyone gag!

And if I ever see you again,
I will make sure I never do again

I will bury you alive
And tell you how I survived

Knowing that this day would come
When I would finally learn how to use a gun

Kids these days shoot by accident
But it ain’t one if they had a father with your kinda accent

If I was still a boy

I’d shoot you dead without a second thought
But you kept those bullets high enough

Away, so I could not reach
But now here I preach
With my son in my reach,

Love, and be loved.