rant

Why do people feel the need to come on line and act like they're hot shit and can "beat" anyone's ass? Are they gonna reach through the computer screen and grab you? I think not.. Most people on this fucking internet are backstabbing, deceivious bastards that aren't worthy of having a pulse... ok kiddies.. sticks and stoned may break my bones but names will never hurt me ...... give me a fucking break........ some people are way too serious about the "internet" thing.... my God you think it's real life? Are you dumb? Please.... save the idiotic antics and spare me the crying of rivers... Don't bitch and moan about your life and deal with your problems at home... quit bringing the things you call ideals and shove them up your ass.... I'm glad at least SOME people on the net have a brain.... as the ones I DO call friend... but the whining sniveling bitches and the moronic idiotic tards that come on here are completely useless...... grow the fuck up and get a life you waste of good air... 11/30/00

Behind the glimmering light of the star driven sky, Opening up to decevious allies, Comprehending what matters in the dawn of light, We use all our powers to get gleeful delight, Under the breakwalls the river clashes the rocks, The planets still spin, Coiling and churning, While we sit and play numerous acts are in working way, No acts can be simplistic, No toll too steep, Our lives aren't everyday, Never plagaristic or meek, See everyday never counting on tomorrow, Be happy for what you have now; or your life will be of sorrow... 12/2/00

Ok this one might be a little off colour to some so don't read it if you think it might offend you HAHAHAHAHA... why do we consume food? I mean.... our body takes the food.... regurgitates it....processes it and takes the waste out....... you know..... the shit..... Why can't the earth use this form instead??? I mean you know.... Take the useless moronic retards and shit em out so the people with at least half a brain can thrive... I know it's cruel and all but it's the truth.... some people need to be shit out because all they are is a waste of good earth... I mean if I could I would make a reject button to get rid of all moronic people.... No I'm not talking about the ones that were born retarded coz they really didn't have a choice about how they are... I mean the retards that have a brain but they don't use it and wouldn't know how to use common sense if it bit them on their ass... 12/2/00

As cold hearted as one may seem they usually do have feelings. I'm sorry but no person in life can be built of with such hatred to hate everything/everyone as I think the same of myself.... I don't hate everyone... but being hurt and distraught gets to ones true self and building up of the feelings and emotions become so powerful you cannot resist the feeling of anger.. I admit I'm one truely pissed off person. I've put up with too much emotional stress and deceitfulness to not be.. let's just say I'm done with being nice to everyone I come across to...... in real life and internet life.. the sleeping bitch has awakened... oh well haha.. Now time of matters of importance... #1. Indeed I am nice.. but don't take advantage of me... I'm sick and tired of being walked on... #2. If you have a problem with me I suggest you just vear away form me at the moment... and #3. Don't get in my face and try to get to me coz it's close to impossible. That's all for now... 12/5/00

The freedom of encompassing past events with truth are overwhelming to the estatic mind. Wondering what mysteries have been buried beneath the sands of time. Hoping, whilst graciously walking the platform of the beginning. Sliding your fingertips along the water's edge. Watching, waiting, for the recoil of truth to unfold. In the mind of the weary, one thought of agility. In the mind of the insane, one step to sanity. In the mind of the holy, a thought of disbelief. In the mind of the brave, becomes a feeling of fear. In the mind of the happy, one may be sad. In the mind of the calm, comes the feelings of rage.
All within the boundaries of the soul trapped with-in. The signs of evolution vary from the creation of entities. Wonderous events go into working way without thought. Maintaining the world's knowledge is an astounding feat noone has yet mastered. Reasons feared, and reasons for conquering, Are wondering what lies at the end, not the beginning. Explaination of the first footsteps or flight create turmoil for we are human. Coming to terms with what's next takes a toll on the human spirit. Just accepting life for what it is, is hard for what may be next in the life after, isn't what you want or expected. The life you lead now is what's important at the moment. Embrass life. Hold it with everything you have dear. If you can do this, bliss is what you will find in the threshold of eternity. -Tina Waszil 1/08/02