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Well I guess it's time for another wonderful "rant" by yours truely...... what are we on about today? Deceitfulness seems to be a subject always asked for by everyone so here we go. You mother fuckers come on here wanting love and attention from everyone that surrounds you or you want to be the most hated mother fucker on here well I have news for you. Have you ever heard about just being yourself and so what if your real life is boring. Making up stories to make your life look more pitiful of more grande than someone elses is just plain idiotic and pathetic. Grow up you lame tossers. I mean is it that difficult to simply say... yea this is me and there's nothing special about me but I'm still here and I am a great person? No you need to make up lies about yourself. The biggest mistake in life for you to do is lie about shit that hurts others. When in the process of hurting these people you are in all reality hurting yourself by having them people grow less trustworthy of you and the bond you once had will never be able to be gained again. Let's see all the lies that have generated on this net....... #1 I am going to kill myself..... Now this is the oldest one in the book..... "I'm gonna kill myself because nobody on the INTERNET loves me" ..... are you kidding me? Grow the fuck up you retards.......... #2 I am getting married.... Pahlease... just because other people on the internet actually found true love and are getting married you have no right to try to one up them by saying you yourself is getting married when all in all we know it's a crock of shit so you gain attention towards yourself..... #3 A family member died...... Now this is the sickest lie so far..... how dare someone come on line and say such a sorrowful thing has happened to them when other people have just overcome that predicament in their lives recently..... #4 I have a mental illness... oh yes now it's to the mental part.... did you know that everyone and their mother has bi polar disease or MPD? but they only seem to get it after other people do. ......... #5 Someone may do something spectacular and heroic on offline but can they have any glory in it without some pathetic loser saying they've done the same exact thing 3 hours later? Fuck no coz their lives are so shallow they can't think of anything else besides steal other people's lives and say it's their own..... Enough of the bullshit.... try JUST THIS ONCE to play on the internet your OWN life..... WHo knows you might feel better about yourself. For those who do lie and do all this stupid bullshit I have news for you...... I'm DONE 5/11/01

Alright this rant is a lil personal so please bare with me everyone. As you all know I don't personify what I write to a particular person because they should be smart enough to figure it out unless they're a typical retard. Wait, nevermind, since they backstabbed me they are a typical retard so forget the last comment.
Is backstabbing a common thing? Well of course it is and you're stupid if you think otherwise. This world is sweltering with people who feel the need to turn on others. Yes I know some are mentally incapable of being able to have stability in their life but when there personality inflicts with your life because they have a lack of self worth on themselves it kinda gets to you.
You shouldn't have to watch what you say and they should be able to take a joke like a normal person. Yes I know there is no such thing as normality because everything in life is abnormal however there is a way to act and telling someone off for childish reasons is redundant. If you are that depressive and depraved that you take everything to heart that is said on the internet you belong in a nuthouse and not able to walk the streets like the average human. GROW the FUCK up and GET a fucking LIFE.
I find it hilarious that this person had the audacity to call me dumb for Christs sake I mean if they looked in the mirror maybe they'd realise that they shouldn't be completely moronic and take their medication if the doctor prescribes it to you because you are a danger to yourself and your environment. People will not feel sorry for you because there's other people that have more serious problems than your own and if they fall for your lines they need a lil knock on their noggin' too because you are an over-emotional basket case and if you had any love for yourself you would seek professional help. Having mental issues is NOT an excuse for your actions either... I know boohoo my life is so bad *waaaaaah* should I throw a pity party for you now or later?
Also if something doesn't concern you you stay out of it coz... you were WRONG... what a surprise. It's kind of sad that you tell someone they don't know how to love when you yourself can't control what happens in your own life. Keep your opinions to yourself because they aren't of any need to anyone because all the opinions you have are invalid since all they do is cause others pain for ridiculous shit because you have an imaginative mind.
Tthere's other things I could write in here but I don't consider myself a backstabber like you...... rot in hell PS... you are not the religion you say you are because it's against the rede to act in the nature you do... please.... try to get SOMETHING right in your life and keep out of others 6/05/01

You think you're inconspicuous and in a safe environmant. You think all is well when you need strength the most. You think you know how to deal with problems when problems arise. You think laughter is filled around your heart. You think manifestation is abolished in the soul. You think you're gradually infiltrated with wonderous ideas. You think malicious acts will not strain your lifestyle. You think no matter what the outcome is you'll pull through. The fact of the matter is...You are. In the adjustment of a home created where your inhibitions of selfishness are quickly dimmed into a sublinimal reality called upon deaf ears. Where you can openly and freely discuss things without shame or regret. This is considered the thoughts of a true friend, however these aren't just thoughts. They are factuous information known to only the blessed people that they have known and found true friendship with a small group of individuals.. Individuals called friends. -Tina Waszil 01/09/02

Intuition of thought processes are apprehended into fetal positions, making one motionless, unable to move without ambitious feelings. Meaning a person may have a great idea, however they do not apply the knowledge to bring out the outcome that they could achieve. Yearning for the consumption of success only to be let down later in life creates turmoil in the adjustment of failure. Never under-estimate the power of yourself, however don't bend fantasization too far by over achievement. Forge ahead in situations with both feet on the ground, never stopping for an instant, because when you stop, you lack the self confidence you once had at the start. WHen you doubt yourself you may become utterly absorbed in perfection. Perfection is non-exsistant for nothing is "perfect". If perfection is non-exsistant, focus your mind into simply getting the job done. Perhaps the only reason to strive should be for one thing and one thing alone.. for happiness for one's self and their loved ones. When you complete this goal, prosperity is what you shall find in the long road of life. -Tina Waszil 01/12/02