One-shot from Kurama’s POV
Warnings: Yaoi, Slight Angst, Mood Swings, Conceited foxes, ect. You know the drill.
For some reason, I always thought I would end the relationship. I mean I am the Youko. I’m the fickle, promiscuous one. Not Hiei. I thought he would stay loyal to me, and me alone.
But I guess I was wrong. I am the one sitting alone. And I hate it. I lost a good toy. And it’s not fair.
When I get bored of a toy, I get rid of it. When a toy makes me mad, I break it. The toys are not supposed to break, or get rid, of me. It’s simply not right.
Hiei got bored, I suppose. I can’t believe he left me. Well, it is some comfort to know he didn’t leave me for another. I think he just couldn’t take being tied to me.
Well, here I am. The great Youko Kurama, thief extraordinaire. Not to mention heartless killer, cold seducer, and bishonen. Anyway, I am here, alone.
I’m not as gorgeous as I once was, but this human body is far from ugly. Now I know you think I’m conceited and you’re right. Who wouldn’t be when, in their real body, they have long silver hair, a perfect tail, soft ears, glinting amber eyes, and a perfect physique. In my human form I have long red hair, emerald green eyes, and a nearly perfect form.
No one would leave that without a good reason. I mean I practically have to fight off people. Like the Ningen fan girls, Makai fan girls, Karasu, and Yomi. And that fire demon just ups and leaves.
I suppose there will be others. Wait, did I say suppose? I meant there will be others. As it is I have a large selection to choose my next victim er lover from. And that’s in this pitiful human form. Can’t wait to get back in my true form.
But, unfortunately, I have to say I care for Hiei a lot. And coming from a Youko, that means a whole lot. I mean we Youko don’t go around professing love. Ok, maybe we do. But we never mean it.
And to think, tonight I was going to tell Hiei my true feelings. It’s a good thing he beat me to it. Saved me a lot of trouble and heartbreak. As it is, it still hurts.
I was going to tell him how I really felt and hope he didn’t get scared off. But, even before I spoke to him, he looked nervous.
He’s lucky I didn’t break him like a bad toy should be broken. I couldn’t bring myself to it.
I will probably mope and be depressed for a little while. Then someone new will catch my eye and I will forget about the angry little fire demon. I hope.
I love Hiei. I was about to tell him, I really was. And he left me. Alone.
Author’s note:
This is rather short. Sorry. (This was written at one in the morning) Talk about mood swings, Kurama goes from conceited fox to depressed human in a sentence. Well, I hope you liked my ficcy. Review.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything. Wah!!!!