My next dedication goes to a couple that I have just recently had the extreme pleasure of getting to know and talk to. This dedication goes out to the handsome Delaney and beautiful Judith.         Delaney and Judith I want you to know that I think you are two of the most beautiful people I have ever met. Your laughter, your smiles, and your willingness to be there for your friends is a rare and precious gift that I am so thankful to allowed to share in.          The two of you have called me when you knew that I needed to talk and didn't want to bother anyone, you have been there for me time and time again. Though I know that we have never met face to face yet, you are still a big part of my world. And I thank you for the opportunity that the two of you have given to me share in your love. I love you both more then I can tell you in simple words. My next dedication is to all the other members of the DaBox. Although I have not yet figured out what I want to say yet about each and everyone of your (and if you missed that I said yet). I want you all to know.  That since my return to mIRC you all have been so very wonderful to me. You gave me a new home and a new family. For that I am ever so grateful to each and everyone of you. You all truly bring out the best in me through your joking, teasing, and caring. You let me be me without any restraints. You make me laugh, you make me cry, and you all help me to deal with what is inside of me. Thank you all so very very much for being you and allowing me to share in your lives for just a little while. I love you all. Here is where I end for this day. I can promise you all that these pages will be updated quite frequently and all that I write upon these pages are not just words to make you feel better, they are words from my heart, they are true feelings. I am not good at telling people the things that I should face to face or chat to chat. But I have always been good at writing, although usually no one ever sees the things I write. The fear of more rejection and pain keep me from it. So I bet you are all wondering why I am doing it now. The answer to that question is really quite simple. Since I have met you all here you have left me be me. You have never judged me or what I say, you have never turned me away or made me feel like I didn't belong. When I say that you all are like family I mean a family that truly cares and shares. Thank you all for being who you are and the way you are. All My Love Nettie