I look to the sky
And I see the bright stars above me
The smell of my burning skin and the burning metal
Fade away in the darkness,
There is no hope for me.
I learned as much as I could
To hate,
To kill,
To protect
The only thing I never knew how to do
Was love!
I look to the sky
The white clouds
In the black sky
Look like white pillows of heaven,
Shall I go to heaven?
Or even hell,
I don't know
For a solider like me
I don't stand to the gates of heaven.
I wished I knew how to love
And to say I love you
To the women
Or cared about me
Who loved me,
I could not love back.
I am a Fallen Angel
Going down to hell
Please God tell my love
I love her
For this God of Death
Will not see her in Heaven,
In the future
Let the Heaven Angels guide her safe
Sorry for the trouble I caused
There is now no hope for me
I am just a Fallen Angel
I lost my Faith in God
God please forgive for my sins
All I wanted to do was tell
My love
I love you....
My eyes get heavy
The sun begins to rise
I see the gates of hell
God please forgive me
For I have sinned...

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