Warnings: Angst.
Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within reach of every hand.
- Mother Teresa
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Trowa shut the door slowly behind him. She was finally able to sleep. Trowa can not remember the last time he saw somebody he loves in so much pain. Hilde has not been herself, she has not been able to eat or even sleep, the lost of her father smashed her into pieces or she was more like walking on broken glass.
Trowa leaned against the wall staring at a pistol and a guardian angel necklace, thinking of what he should do. Should he leave her and go back to the gundam pilots? Or stay with her and with hope or marring her. He sighed and walked over to the table, Trowa stopped when he felt a cold barrel to a gun press against his temple. He stood still as he heard the gun being cocked back ready to fire at any time.
"You told her!" Heero said, as Trowa slowly turned around now having the barrel of the gun pressed to his forehead.
"Yes I did, I told her so I wouldn't hurt her" he told Heero, but Heero didn't move he kept the gun to Trowa's forehead.
"You did, thanks to you her father is dead, now she is in pain that I can not even think of."
"Then why kill me Heero?"
"You're good as dead, if she tells anyone you're dead before you could say, "Mary has a little lamb." Heero glared.
"That was not my fault Heero, her father some how already knew about me and you guys, Oz is the murdered not me!" Trowa yelled.
"Leave her now Trowa; for her protection if you love her you would leave her now, she may be in heartache but she'll be safe. If she stays around you more in the future all I can say that she could die. Now I know that you do not want that to happen to her do you?" Heero asked.
"No! I am not leaving the one I love in this colony when Oz already knows, if I leave her she is in more risk of death, if I stay I can protect her Heero." Trowa yelled.
"Trowa-," Heero was cut off when Hilde pressed her pistol to Heero's temple, pressing against it, cocking back the gun.
"Drop the gun Heero Yuy!" she yelled.
The two boys stopped, Heero dropped his gun, and Trowa and Heero stood still with both mouths dropped open in shock. How did she know his name?
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
"Zack, this mission will not be easy," Trent said handing Zack a silencer pistol.
"What is my mission?"
"It is a shame! I want you to batter up your sister and kill that gundam pilot named Trowa Barton!" he ordered.
"But Sir!" Zack question.
"Cadet do has ordered, if not I will have my troops take care of your sister, instead by me I would like to deal with that little whore." Trent smirked.
"Sir!" Zack saluted and walked out the door along with two other soldiers.
"My father helped build the Gundams, when he heard what they were going to be used for he took my bother and I out of there and moved to this colony. To where to was safe. I knew who were going to be the gundam pilots I know everything about all of you. Heero Yuy pilot of Wing Zero, Duo Maxwell pilot of Deathscythe, Trowa Barton pilot of Heavyarms, Quatre R Winner pilot of Sandrock, and Wufei Chang pilot of Natuka." She said, as she watched the young Japanese boy reloading his pistol and setting it on the table.
"So you're father was one of the men who helped build the Gundams, and you knew everything. Why didn't you me De?" Trowa asked.
"Because I--," she breathed.
"Because why?" Trowa snarled.
"My father wanted me to be in a safe world, but that was unlikely to happen. He didn't want me to talk about the Gundam's or about you for my protection, if Oz had found out" she sighed like she didn't want to talk about the rest.
"Okay! We understand!" Heero spoke.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
(Break and solo)
The next day came and went by really fast. Trowa and Hilde that were in the kitchen cleaning up the dishes, they didn't say a word to each other the whole time. Trowa stopped drying the dishes and just watched Hilde clean a plate, Heero was right or was Trowa himself right? He had no clue, but there was only one way for the both of them to be safe.
"De!" Trowa said, watching her clean the plate.
"Yes Trowa?" she answered.
"Hilde I have to leave," he started.
"Huh...what do you mean leave?"
"I'm leaving-,"
"Then I'll come with you" she stopped cleaning the dishes and dried off her hands with a dishtowel.
She started to take a step towards Trowa, but he stopped her from coming closer by pushing her back with his hand on her chest.
"No! I'm leaving, and I don't think I'll come back" with that, those words that Trowa said Hilde's blue eyes filled with tears, the tears that filled her eyes slowly steamed one at a time down her cheeks and onto the kitchen floor.
"Are you saying your leaving me" she started to cry.
Trowa didn't show any emotion towards her, once again he was being himself that gundam pilot who has lost everything but himself. Trowa just nodded and stepped back to grab his keys to his motorcycle.
Trowa sighed, he stepped towards her, and he placed his hand to her cheek drying the tears with his fingers. He didn't smile, or he didn't say a word, he leaned down and kissed her lips quickie before taking off. Hilde's heart dropped like a brick, she dropped to her knees, her hand gripping the table, her body shook in sorrow, and she then let go of the table, bringing bother hands together she held her head in her hands and started to sob. All that could be heard was the echo of the door closing and the sobs of her cry for his love to come back.
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
AN: I know, finally chapter Seven is done with, well sorry I have been so busy with school started and Drill Team practice with the JROTC. Well the chapter Eight is on the way soon as I have time. I hope you're enjoying this I haven't had people read my fiction lately. Well I don't mind getting E-mail; maybe I by mistake have deleted your E-mail because I get lots of junk E-mail. Okay any ways I do not own Gundam Wing or Goo Goo Dolls.