Author's Note: Yes, I know. This fic is really weird. You don't have to tell me twice. I wrote this out on urge. So don't blame me if it's bad.

Disclaimers: The song isn't mine and the characters aren't mine. If you sure you were get one dirty rag.

Love Obsession

Relena stared at the boy who sat next to her. Oh, he was handsome enough, but that's not what drew her to him. He just had this.... something that appealed to her. And that something was what gave her the courage to give him the invitation. But he ripped it up. Why? Why are doing this....? And who exactly are you, Heero Yuy?

He actually agreed to dance with me! By this point, I was already beyond reason. I wanted to see him so badly, I told him to come and kill me. Maybe that was going little overboard. But I wanted him to see him so much.... Right now through, I feel like I'm floating on clouds. Who would ever thought dancing was this enjoyable? I pushed down the fluttering feelings in my heart and started a conversation.

I saw your gundam slash that Oz plane. Even through my face twisted into a mask of horror, I could only feel love for you. Your mere glance makes my heart soar. Heero Yuy was now officially an obsession. And that was plain to everyone.... including him. Others scoffed and said I only wanted him because I couldn't get him. Forbidden. But that wasn't the reason.

How can one person love so much? Every time I hear of him, my heart starts to beat faster. I looked all around for him. When had I last went to such lengths to get a guy? But this wasn't just anyone. This was Heero Yuy, gundam pilot 01. Should I stop? I'm becoming a nuisance, the kind of people I dislike. Yet, my life seems brighter with my love for him. Everything is clicking into place.

Every night I think of him. I'm shouldn't... but I can't stop. It's driving me crazy. Now I have to take sleeping pills just to fell asleep without thinking about him. Even then, I can see him in my dreams.

I have to face reality. There's no time to think of a silly crush, I have the Sank Kingdom to think about. Yet I somehow know this isn't just a crush.

It's crazy, but I still think of him. I got rid of the pills. They weren't working. Every time I see the sun rise, I wish the both of us can enjoy it. But the thought is ridiculous! The perfect solider enjoying a sunrise? Never. It's nice to think about anyway. Heero seems to hate me. That's natural I guess. Through somewhere deep in my heart, hopes that it isn't true.

The thought of him with another person...actually makes me jealous. Why can't I stop thinking about him? I should get over him. He was only a crush. A crush I poured my whole heart into. I thought we had a chance. He said he would protect me. And my ideals. But was all this... merely because I'm a symbol of peace to him?

It pains me to even look at you now. All I can see is betrayal. You played with my heart. And laughed it off, that evil chilling laugh of yours, when I asked if you loved me. The word will forever be seared into my brain. No, No, No, No. But despite everything I still love you. Why does love hurt so much?

Vice Foreign Mister Darlien. I hate it. When I was kidnapped, I gave another reason for him to hate me. I took every opportunity to avoid him. Everything he had done was for duty. I despise that word. The word that pushed me into adulthood. I hate him. It's only fitting. But I'm just lying to myself. I can't hate him, I just love him more. It's crazy I know, but I can never stop loving him. There's only one path to take now. Are you happy Mr. Heero Yuy? Are you happy, you finally completed your mission?

Unknown to her, at the same moment, a man with cobalt eyes stared at the skies. And a single tear fell.

Author's Note: If you want to flame me fine. I don't care. So go ahead C&C.