The Three Words Cycle

By Otterlady

 

 

Words Alone

 (10/29/1999)

 


Words alone won't

Keep you here

With me

Not now

Not this time

 

I feel you drifting

Away

I try to hold on

As tight as I can

 

Sitting here

Beside you

Keeping watch

I wonder what

It was all worth

 

You going

Me staying

I don't think I'll

Make it alone

Not this time

 

If I could find

The way to

Keep you here

Don't you think

I'd try anything

 

All the words

I know

I've used

To no avail

 

All I have left

Are the tears

I shed

My broken heart

And love

 

Will that be enough

 

I despair

You are drifting

Further away

 

I have no words

To make

You stay

Not now

Not ever

Not this time

 

 

 

Three Words

 (10/21/99)

 


I love you

The three hardest words to say

The three that mean the most

 

I know I've never spoken them aloud

Not to you, anyway

But I do

You know that

Don't you?

 

I don't know why

It's so hard for me

To say those words to you

 

Perhaps it's because

You are the one

I love the most

In all the world

 

Perhaps I'm afraid if

I said those words

It would all disappear

 

Afraid I'd curse

What we have

Or break the spell

That some kind witch

Laid on us

 

So until

The day

I work up the courage

To say those three magical words

I'll have to show you

How much you mean

How much I care

 

I just hope you can

Understand the

Words that are

Never said

But live in my heart

 

Because I do

But you know that

Don't you?

 

Three More Words

 (10/25/1999)

 


You love me

Even though you never

Say the words aloud

I know it's true

 

You show me

Everyday

By actions and deeds

No words could mean

More than that

 

Someday I know

You'll find the courage

To say the words aloud

Not that I need to hear them

 

They echo in my heart

Loud enough for me

To feel them

Every day

 

Until then

I'll say them for

Both of us

 

Because I know

That you love me

At least half as much

If not twice as much

As I love you

 

There I said it again

I love you

Now and forever and

Beyond