"Testament"

by Paloma

 

It caught his eye,

mirroring the afternoon sun

coming through the bedroom window

 

There,  in the jewelry box,

on top of the polished armoire,

looking out of place

among the silver cuff links,   a red stoned college ring,

the black tuxedo tie

 

Hutch had forgotten about it.

 

The medallion,   irregular hole

in the center.

Rubbing a thumb over it,

feeling the indentations left by

an artist's tool….

the inscription…..

 

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White cruise ships

scattered pearls on turquoise.

 

Boisterous crowds

with traveler's checks,

overrunning streets

and surrounding vendors

Hutch walks out of town,

preferring his solitude

at the crest of a hill

 

It had been a difficult year,

conversations with an unyielding father,

a broken engagement, and the

loneliness,  like a sickeness he tried to cure with

hurried bedroom pleasure, hangovers, and

a universal distrust.

 He was still sick.

 

This trip

to refresh,  redirect his way

 

Beyond his eyes,

ruins at Acropolis,  temples of gods and goddesses,

man's attempt to find meaning.

He felt like he was treading water,

all the time, 

not able to float,  let go,

rest in the peace of acceptance,

in the love of who he was created to be.

 

An evening mist

curling up and over the town,

time to board the ship

Hutch passes an alley,

an old woman , wearing a red and white checkered scarf,

bids him see her dead son's bronze craftsmanship,

 in her hand a medallion.

Not understanding why,  but with fervent hope,  he purchases, 

returns to the ship.

 

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Red and green,  blue and white,

colors of the season,  tables of food,

champagne glasses never empty,  white lights on his tree,

 gaiety among friends,

Hutch's first year with Starsky.

 

Outside,  by the earthen pottery,  he gives Starsky

the gold gift box,

Starsky lifts out the medallion,

"A testament to our frienship…like this circle,

no beginning,  no end"

 

Putting the thin leather strip over his head

the inscription rests on his chest,

and Hutch thinks…."Now it is in the right place"

 

 

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