I stand alone, no longer confused,
I now know how I feel.
This is now
it has become a battlefield.

Though you have,
things against me,
I have nothing against you.

Now I see,
you and them are the same.
And now I hate you too.

I trusted you,
showed you everything,
and
now you show it to them.

I trusted you,
I cared about you,
I didn't think you were one of them!

I loved you,
something rarely seen,
because I never trust!

I now hate you,
for you are like them,
it is only revenge for which you lust.

You are no true friend,
for you do not live,
friends till the end

I made a mistake, I was an idiot,
and
would have gotten what was coming to me.

Yet now you too,
are doomed in fate,
for a dreadful sharp downturn.

And I for lack,
of someone to love,
wish to forever in purgatory burn.

I have no wish
to go to some heaven,
I had mine when I was with you.

I now am in hell,
and it shall again repeat,
repeated shall it be for you too.

I had no one,
to truly trust,
and
neither truly did you.

I trusted you,
you were the last
I now see you for you.

You are not the kind
and
understanding person
I once thought you to be.

You,like them,
have learned to hate,
and
you seem to have now taught me.

I love you no more,
though it hurts to look back,
upon the time we spent.

It was so short,
yet I was taught,
a lesson never to forget.

Love begets love,
only in fairy tales,
and
apparently not for me.

In my life,
my love begets hate...
and
your hate begets hate from me......

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