Darkness has invaded

The place I call my heart

And it’s relentlessly

Ripping it apart

I desperately need peace

And my own time to heal

But your impatience and fear

Make it a very hard ordeal

I want to hate you

So desperately want to blame you

To criticize your life

And all that you do

But I find myself needing

Just to hear your voice

I do this all by

My very own choice

After this talk

I feel just like a fool

Talk of my dirty secret

Had broken the rule

You can’t handle

The truth of my past

So you make it disappear

By putting on your mask.

you stand close to me;

your angry breaths

stinging my cold cheeks

as the numbness melts,

and I remember why

I hate you.

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