I DON'T HAVE THE TIME
By Suraya Saleh Aka Ms_Froggy
In the Name of Allah Most Gracious, Most
Merciful
Everyday as i wake up at dawn
My mind started working the moment i yawned
There were many things to do, o dear!
That's why i hastily did my Subuh prayer
I didn't have the time to sit longer to praise
the Lord
To me rushing out after prayer is nothing
odd...
Since school, i had been busy every minute
Completing my tutorials and handlining in
it
My ECA's took up most of my time always
No time did i have to Allah i praise
Too many things to do and zikir is rare
For Allah, I really had no time to spare..
When i've grown up, I started my career
Working all day to secure my future
When I reached home, I prefer to have fun
I chatted on the phone but i didn't read
the Quran
I spent too much time surfing the Internet
( hummmm sound familiar )
Sad to say, my faith was falling flat...
The only time i have left is weekends
During which i prefer window shopping with
friends
I couldn't spare time to go to the mosque
I'm too busy, that's the BIG CAUSE...
I did my five prayers but did so quickly
After prayer, I didn't sit longer to reflect
quietly
I didn't have time to help the needy ones
I was loaded with work as my precious time
runs
No time at all to visit a sick Muslim friend
To orphans and elderly, I hardly lent a hand
I'm too busy to do community service
When there were gatherings, I helped the
least
My life was already full of stress
So i didn't counsel a Muslim in distress
I didn't spend much time with my family
B'coz i thought, doing so is silly...
No time to share with non-Muslim abt Islam
Even though I know, inviting causes no harm
No time to do Sunnah prayers at all
All these contribute to my imaan's fall..
I'm busy here and busy there
I've no time at all, that's all i care
I went for religious lessons, just once in
awhile
Coz i'm too busy making a pile...
I worked all day and i slept all night
Too tired for Tahajjud and it seemed not
right
To me, earning a living was already tough
So i only did basic deeds but that's not
enough..
No time at all, to admire God's creation
No time to praise Allah and seek His Compassion
Although I know how short is my life
For Islam, I really didn't strive..
Finally the day comes, when the Lord calls
for me
And I stood before Him with my Life's History
I feel so guilty b'coz i should have prayed
more
Isn't that what a Muslim lives for?
To thank Allah and do more good deeds
And the Quran is for us all to read..
Now at Judgement Day, I'm starting to fret
I've wasted my life but it's too late to
regret
My entry to Paradise depend on my good behaviour
But i've not done enough or did proper prayer
My "good deed book" is given from my right
An angel opened my "book" and read out my
plight.
Then the angel chided me....
"O You Muslim servant, you are the one,
Who is given enough time, yet not much is
done
Do you know that your faith is loose?
saying "no time" is only an excuse.
Your "good deed book" should be filled up
more
With all the good work you stood up for..
Hence, I only recorded those little good deeds
As I say this, I know your eyes will mist..
I was about to write some more, you see
But i did not have, THE TIME to list".......
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